March 08, 2004

My clock mocks me.

I hate that damn clock.
Maybe if I turn it to face the wall, the numbers won't stay burnt into my mind when I wake up.
My body is like all hyper all night long.
It's like every fifteen minutes asking me if it's time to get up yet.
Now?
Is it time?
Can we get up yet?
No we can't get up yet!
Fucking sleep damn you!
I tried to get more sleep this morning but ended thinking about things past.
Never go down that road.
It's full of what ifs and what could have beens.
Not a fun place.

Here is a bonus music selection.
One of my most favorite Tori Amos songs.
Crucify- Live. Gone gone gone.
Enjoy.

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