April 12, 2004
Here, have another.
I saw something today that made me think of the above song right away.
Go fuck yourself was my first thought.
Post something meaningful. Post something well thought out.
So here's something well thought out and meaningful.
Go fuck yourself.
I refuse to stress myself out over what others consider important, cool, righteous etc.
I'm not gonna hop on your bandwagon.
I march to my own drums.
Heck, I don't march.
I walk along and do what I gotta do.
I'm not an ass kisser.
I'm not a holy roller.
I'm not a warblogger.
I'm not a peace blogger.
I'm not a cat blogger.
I just blog.
I just do my thing and do it the way it feels right to do.
Whatever way the wind blows ya know?
I have thoughts and opinions and I voice them when I feel like it.
I don't do any of this for you.
This is for me.
The comments are nice when people feel like leaving one but it is not a requirement.
This is not a popularity contest kids.
I never did care for those.
The price of being popular is too great.
It carries responsibilities I don't want or need.
This whole thing is for me.
I'm selfish that way.
I get to just get out of my system whatever may be in there needing to come out.
If you agree with it, cool, we share an idea.
If you don't, that's cool too.
Being an individual is something I admire.
I'm not on this side or that side, I'm on my own side.
An old friend long since gone, once talked to her young sons about my way of life, my belief system.
One of her young sons once said to me in all seriousness at the age of 10, "you're a fence sitter."
I don't think he honestly knew what that meant.
But I'm not a fence sitter.
I walk along the top balancing myself carefully making sure to keep both sides weighted evenly.
I can look objectively at both yards.