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My Single Mom Life: September 2004 Archives

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September 30, 2004

Yay. What a fun afternoon. Not.

We were doing some yardwork this afternoon, all of us and Sebastian went to jump a ditch to set loose a tree frog so we didn't run him over with the lawn mower and he twisted his right knee.
We just got back from the er and now he's on crutches for week for a torn ligament.
If it still hurts after a week, we have to take him for an MRI.
I have such luck with health shit these days.
Ugh.
I will answer all your emails and comments in a little bit, right now I just need to relax a little bit.
Oh, and the paramedic lost his SS card.
Nice huh?

Ok. It's like this.

ex-roommate has a friend who is basically a pain in the ass. I can sniff bullshit a mile away and I called bullshit on this chick the minute I met her.
That's not the problem though.
The problem is that I have a rule that no one can call here after 11pm because the boys have to get up at 5:30am every morning and the only reason anyone should call here that late is if someone is dead, dying, bleeding or so drunk they can't drive home.
Everyone we know totally respects this rule. Everyone.
Everyone but Kate that is.
Kate called last night at 11pm on the nose.

Kate: Hey Kat, where's ex-roommate?
Me: ex-roommate said she was going to Wills.
Kate: Yeah she told me that and I'm there and she isn't here.
Me: Well Kate, I dunno where she is then. Maybe she's on her way back home. I really don't know.
Kate: Ok, thanks.
11:08pm
Me: Hello? *grumble*
Kate: Hey, Kat, is ex-roommate there?
Me: Kate, I told you she went to Wills. If she's not there, I don't know where she is. I don't keep track of her and tell her to call me when she goes places.
Kate: Well, she's not here and she told me she was gonna be here and I've been waiting and I'm only gonna wait 10 more minutes for her and then I'm leaving.
Me: Kate, I told you I don't know where she might have gone. She is not here, she went to Wills. Maybe she left with a friend, maybe she's walking back home. I don't know where she is and I told you I don't know where she is, I don't keep track of her Kate.
Kate: Well when she gets home you tell her to call me.
Me: Will do Kate but I'm going to bed so I'll leave her a note. I don't know when she'll be back. *click*

This chick pisses me off.
I am not ex-roommate's mom. I am the room mate only. I don't ask her where she's going or who she's going with or what time to expect her back.
ex-roommate is a grown up adult type person. I don't have to keep track of her.
I swear, I have to tell this girl 50 times that ex-roommate isn't here and it's like she doesn't believe me.
She did this same kind of shit to Mark about a week and a half ago when ex-roommate went with me to the docs cuz I need to be babysat when I go out ya know.
She called 4 times and left 4 panicky messages on the machine and then called and spoke to Mark twice after the boys got home from school and grilled him on ex-roommate's where abouts and she even told him to go look in ex-roommate's room cuz she didn't believe him that ex-roommate wasn't home. Like he was lying about us not being here. He was in tears when he was telling us the phone messages. I got pissed off when I listened to the machine and heard 4 panicked messages and saw my son so upset.
ex-roommate called her back that day and asked her why she called so many times and grilled the boys.
She was like I didn't grill him, I just didn't believe him.
I told her that day to never speak to my kids like that again. If they say she's not here, she's not here and that is the end of the subject.

This bitch is seriously pissing me off.
It's not ex-roommate's fault. This girl isn't so much a friend of ex-roommate's as she is the girlfriend of ex-roommate's friend Robert who is cool as shit.
His girlfriend is seriously whacked though and I'm about ready to put my foot up her ass.

September 29, 2004

Mark went out with his Big, George last night.

They went to his house for dinner with Georges fiancé.
She made beef stroganoff and Mark said that it was already done when they got there and that it smelled funny but he ate it because he didn't want to be rude.

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They sent some home for me and Sebastian and I was like oh yum! Stroganoff!
I opened the container and nearly fell over.
It smelled like a frigging brewery.
Now, I have made stroganoff with wine, my recipe is in the extended entry, it should never smell like a whole bottle of booze.
I think she just got a little pour happy with the wine.
None of us can eat it. We all smelled it and are like shit dude, how did you manage to get through dinner?
He says he drank tons of water...lol
Poor kid.

INGREDIENTS:
12 ounces wide egg noodles
1 pound boned beef sirloin, fat trimmed
3 tablespoons olive oil
3/4 cup finely chopped onion
1 1/2 teaspoons pressed or minced garlic
3/4 pound fresh shiitake or mixed mushrooms, cleaned and thinly sliced
3/4 cup Pinot Noir or other dry red wine
3 tablespoons cognac
2 tablespoons prepared oyster sauce
1 1/2 cups whipping cream
1 1/2 teaspoons cornstarch
6 tablespoons sour cream
Salt and pepper
2 tablespoons chopped parsley (optional)

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DIRECTIONS:
In a 5- to 6-quart pan over high heat, bring 3 to 4 quarts water to a boil. Add noodles, return to a boil, and cook, stirring occasionally, until barely tender to bite, 5 to 7 minutes. Drain and pour into a large serving bowl.
Meanwhile, rinse beef and pat dry. Cut meat across the grain into 1/8-inch-thick slices.
Pour 1 tablespoon olive oil into a 12-inch frying pan or 14-inch wok over medium-high heat; when hot, add beef and stir until browned on the edges but still pink in the center (cut to test), 2 to 3 minutes. Pour into another bowl.
Add remaining 2 tablespoons olive oil to pan; when hot, add onion and garlic and stir until onion is limp, 3 to 5 minutes. Add mushrooms and stir often until beginning to brown, 3 to 5 minutes.
Add wine, cognac, and oyster sauce to mushroom mixture. Bring to a boil over high heat, then reduce heat and simmer to blend flavors, about 5 minutes.
Add cream and bring to a simmer. In a small bowl, mix cornstarch with 1 tablespoon cold water until smooth. Add to mushroom mixture and stir until it boils and thickens, about 2 minutes.
Add sour cream and beef with any accumulated juices to pan and stir just until heated through, about 1 minute. Add salt and pepper to taste.
Pour the beef Stroganoff over hot noodles. Sprinkle with parsley if desired.

Ugh.

I am having a bad back day. Don't know why, didn't really do much cleaning at all even though I said I was going to. I ended up basically just putting small crap away and doing the dishes. Apparently that was enough make my back want to behave badly today.
I might be around later or I might not. Just really sore so I don't feel like sitting here.

September 28, 2004

What the fuck kind of math is this shit?

What is the value of the expression below?
9 divided by 9 + 3x62
Multiple choice answers:
37
40
109
187

The correct answer is 187.

I did it this way:
9 divided by 9 = 1 + 3 = 4x62 =248

But, if you do it the really fucked up way school is teaching it, you should go like this;
62x3=186 + 1 leftover from the division = 187.

Am I the only one who thinks this shit is seriously fucked up and completely wrong to be teaching kids?
Since when do we do math from the end of the problem first?

Weeeee!!

Terry sent me a box with some jeans and t-shirts for Mark in it because her boy is older and grew out of them so quickly. I swear, they look practically brand new, he will love them.
At the bottom of the note, she wrote there is a surprise for me at the bottom of the box and she sent me the Orlando Bloom 2005 Wall Calendar!

Hubba hubba hubba! I tore that plastic off of there so quickly and looked at every months picture.
Thanks so much Terry.

I woke up and got the kids off

and then fell asleep again.
I am tired and sore but this house is bugging me so I am sorta cleaning shit up and organizing.
No, don't worry, I'm not moving furniture or lifting anything heavy.
Just general pick up and put shit away things. There is just stuff everywhere and that bugs me to no end.
When I take cleaning breaks, I will pop in and say hello to you all.
I haven't been doing that lately and I'm sorry. Just been busy or hurting but this week is my first free week in about 2 months. I have nothing to do this week!
No doctors appointments, no xrays, no MRIS to go to.
Ahhh. I can stay home and rest these stupid bones.
There is an update elsewhere.
Later days.

Oh yeah, the bush with the hornets in it. Well, it's not just some hornets. It's a hive. My sis came over and took a closer look cuz the boys are allergic and I have never ever been stung and really don't want to find out if I'm allergic, and she said there is a hive bigger than a baseball.
She's coming back over tonight to kill it and then save the hive so Sebastian can take it to science class.
Yeah, she does stuff like that.
I'll just stay right in here when she does that.

September 27, 2004

I have been having a pretty miserable day.

Just very tired and achey and my back freaking out a bit here and there so I spent most of today on the couch.
The boys are trying to trim up the hedges, actually get rid of the hedges.
They just grow so damn quick and thick and viney, they take over the front of the house.
Well they were doing that when about 20 hornets came out of one of the bushes and so we had to stop. Sebastian is severely allergic and Mark gets mildly puffy.
Sis is going to come over with some hornet killer and help us kill them so we can finish the hedges off.
That's about all from here.
Later days.

P.S. Jenni fixed the pda page so now there will be no bumpers. Yay! Thanks again Jenni!

I watched a movie yesterday that my sister picked up.

Tokyo Godfathers was a very good anime film. Mostly for adults I'd say but the boys watched it with me and enjoyed it.
It's the story of three homeless people: Hana, a flamboyant ex-drag entertainer; Gin, an alcoholic former bicycle racer; and Miyuki, a sullen teenage runaway. Their tenuous existence becomes more chaotic when they set out to find the parents of an abandoned baby on Christmas Eve. They scream insults as they confront the lies they've told each other--and themselves--about the past. Yet they remain curiously endearing and even noble. All three care passionately about the abandoned infant, and they love each other, although they're loath to admit it.* Charles Solomon for the summary.

It was about not just the families we have but the families we make and the secrets we keep from both and the love that holds us all together.
It was a very touching movie and there were some very funny parts as well as some sad moments.
I'd recommend it if you like anime and even if you don't, you just might start to like them.

The kids are off to school after much

groaning and complaining.
Most of the districts canceled school but not us...lol
Poor things had to go to school after a long trying weekend of watching it rain. *eye roll*

I think I'm headed back to bed.
I'm so tried and sore and I made the calls I needed to do already and so I can basically just relax now.
Later days.

September 26, 2004

I figured out what I want for xmas.

I'm just posting these cuz I like them and yes I want them but no, you don't have to buy them for me. It's simply a wishwant.
I was looking through the Disney catalog that my sis dropped off last week and found the most magnificent mirror I have ever seen and I wants it.
The Nightmare Before Christmas wall mirror. If the link goes bad, just type item number 95131 into the search box.
This item will be mine eventually. Yes it will.

I also want these cuz they are my favorite in that whole movie, Lock, Shock and Barrel mini bean bags.

I also really like this purse.

Same old same old here.

Took some pics when it was windy.

Some tree debris in the yard.
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The 60mph wind gusts. All that grey is rain. We got a lot of rain which knocked down a lot of loose branches.
Nothing much else happened here.

Oh, we watched an interesting anime movie. I'll post about that later.

All's well on the south western front.

We still have power and the rain is still coming down steady and the wind is gusting at about 60 mph.
There is a report that Robyn and family have lost power and don't expect to be back on anytime soon.
Not much else going on.
I think I may nap.
Oh, ex-roommate had to go to work on her birthday. I mean she was scheduled anyway but we thought the store would stay closed, all the other ones are but nooo, it's opening.

It's picture time!

The news people keep telling us to not go outside yet they are outside so we went to snap a few pics. All clickable for larger.


This is ex-roommate, the birthday girl. She is 25 today. Everyone say Happy Birthday ex-roommate!
I was going to spend today cooking her a birthday meal but Jeanne thwarted those plans so I had to just get a pre-made lasagna and a bakery german chocolate cake last night. I didn't want to be mid-soaking noodles and mid-baking a cake today and have the power go off. That woulda sucked. So, this winter, I will make it up to her with my home made, takes all day lasagna.
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This is Mark and ex-roommate standing in the rain watching twigs fly by.
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This is Sebastian and Mr. Die Hard Jogger man. He jogs every single day, rain or shine, hurricane or not.
He's fucking crazy.

We have had several power outages.

To save my precious little machine, I will be shutting it down after this post.
A transformer blew just down the street and who know when the next power surge will come.
Jenni has been notified that the emergency blogging system is now in effect and she will update here as needed.
We are all safe and sound and watching shit blow past us from the driveway.
Later days.

Morning 12.

I woke up about 20 minutes ago and stepped outside to dry ground and very little wind so I came back in and turned on the news and promptly lost ABC7s signal.
Within minutes, the wind outside picked up and the rains began.
No power flickers yet.
The weather guy did say we would start seeing things between 7-8am and boy, how was that for calling it?
The storm is getting closer to us and so we may lose power.
Everyone is sill sleeping here and not much else to report.
Later days.

September 25, 2004

I said I wasn't gonna blog about this bitch.

I lied.
The wind is crazy outside right now and the thing just made landfall on the east coast.
I was staring up at the moon and watching the clouds whip past it and cover and then uncover it.
I listened to the wind rustle the palms and then made a few minor adjustments to the outside objects and had ex-roommate bring in her bike.
No sense in ruining a perfectly good bike chain to rain.
Fixed the outside closet door and things like that.
I will be sleeping out here in the living room so that I can hear things better and keep an eye on things.
Stay safe those of you in it's path and hopefully, there will be power to see you all in the morning.

I just submitted my rack for the cause. Have you?

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Keanu totally supports the search for a cure and I'm sure he would totally love to know that his fans (guilt tripping) submitted their boobs to help find a cure.
So all you Keanu fans and all you women bloggers, submit your cleavage!
Click here for more info.

The panic has officially begun on the tv.

And because the temperature rises right before a storm, I have had to re-close all my windows and turn the air back on.
So far our area is still in the safe location.
Our EOC hasn't declared anything yet and the only evacs are for mobile homes.

Other than this, I am bored to death.

Ok, so I guess there is another hurricane coming.

I'm just so over it that I don't give a flying fuck anymore where it goes, what it does nor do I want to hear the newscasters broadcasting 24/7 about how catastrophic it's going to be.
I fully blame them for my stress and this twitch in my left eye everytime someone mentions hurricane.
I have canned food, bottled water and all kinds of crap food still saved up from the last 3 hurricanes.
That is all the fucking preparation I am doing.
I'll be blogging this weekend and I will only mention this bitch of a hurricane if she comes anywhere near me.

September 24, 2004

New skin and plugging the cause.

I made a new and very simple skin for the month of October.

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You can choose the new skin by selecting it or any of the others over at the top of my sidebar.
It's also to remind you that on October 1st, the third annual blogger boobie thon begins.
Send in a picture of your beautiful boobies and or donate to the cause.
We all know someone whose life has been touched by breast cancer and we can help make a difference by raising money to find a cure.
You can find out all about it by clicking the link in this post or the blogad in the sidebar.

I decided it's time to open this house up.

I shut off the air and opened all the windows and doors.
It's about 80 degrees in here but there is a breeze.
It's technically fall and the weather has slowly been cooling off at night and I'm so tired of the same stale air.

There is an update elsewhere.
Later days.

I have obviously pissed off some of the gods or some shit.

So you already figured out that I'm like stressed out and tired and in pain from various spots right? And I said I was going to come home and like just pass out right?
Well, that just wasn't possible.
No.
To say I've had a bad day would be an understatement.
Sebastian was being overly rowdy for no reason, had to wait nearly an hour in the hot sun for bus 1 to come back to the docs and take us to the other location to catch bus 2. Bus 2 was late so we went in the store to get drinks and some shit for the house and the 12 pack of soda broke on the way back to the benches.
Got on the wrong bus (I never get on the wrong bus. Ever.) to come home and ended up going to the mall where I then saw the right bus and had to pay again to get home.
Get home and go to the bathroom cuz I had to pee like a russian racehorse on steroids and find I have spotted.
Through my undies.
Through my TAN shorts.
Why didn't I notice you may be wondering.
Good question. Let me answer that for you.
I take a shitload of frigging drugs everyday so I'm pretty much barely functioning all the time.(Thank the maker of spell check. You would die if you could see this shit without it) I joke with people that I'm high all the time but really, I'm really high. All. The. Time.
Not to mention that today was about 90 degrees outside so that swamp-ass feeling was present the minute we left the house.
I hadn't the slightest clue.
Do you think anyone told me????
NO!!!!
My fellow ladies, I have been good to you. I tell you when there is broccoli in your teeth so that Mr. Cute Guy you have a crush on won't be grossed out, I tell you about toilet paper stuck to your shoe and I have always been the most honest any woman can be when it comes to ruined pants and embarrassment.
Wouldn't you want to know that hey, your pants are getting ruined and hey, everyone can see it? And hey, do you need anything, I have extras in my purse.
The boys said they didn't notice so maybe no one else did either.
Riiiigghht.

Then, I get home and all I want to do is take a nap.
Do you think that happened?
Do ya?!
Hell fucking no!
The phone rang 9 times in 30 minutes.
Not fucking kidding.
9 separate fucking phone calls in 30 minutes.
A friends of mine, 2 friends of ex-roommate's, the doctors office 4 times, my sister and 1 wrong number.
So I gave up trying to rest and wouldn't ya know it?
It hasn't fucking wrung again.

Is it over yet?

Ok. I can do this.
Just one more day of running around. I can do this.
Taking the boys to the doctor today and then that is it! I am coming home and not budging a damn inch for the rest of the weekend.
Have a great Friday everyone.
Later days.

September 23, 2004

Make it stop.

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This has just been a very busy week and a half for me.
Starting last week with dental and MRI and continuing this week with more MRI and more buses and doctors and just one thing after another. I will be so glad when tomorrow is finished.
Tomorrow, I have to take the boys (2 busses) to their doctor for physicals and check ups and whatever they do to boys and then 2 busses home and then I'm going to just frigging collapse.
I have been sick, my tooth, my back, my leg, go here, go there, do this, do this again.
Make it stop.
I need like a week where I'm not in a doctors office or having to go anywhere. I just need to like hibernate. Seriously.
I need to stay in my darkened house and turn off the phone and just watch movies in 3 day old pj's and frizzy hair.

I need to sell some more shit on ebay soon so I can pay for this frigging tooth to come out.
My insurance will pay for non-emergent surgical extractions but not emergent surgical extractions and due to this being a molar, they are calling it an emergent extraction.
Emergent extractions cost around $400.00 and my insurance will give me 25% off.
Ooooh, gee thanks. So I will be taking pictures of stuff and posting it on ex-roommate's ebay account and earning tooth ripping out money.

And I'm tired but I'm not tired and I know I should be in bed but I don't frigging feel like it even though I know I have to get up early and go back out all over town on busses and walk here and there and be in pain and sucking down lortabs like pez.
And I just noticed that this keyboard has like dust and cat hair all over it.
Remind me to clean that.
And I have decided to do what I am calling pda bumpers so that my parents aren't a post behind all the time. Cuz that must suck especially when I go for all these tests and they wait and wait for me to update and I do but then I go to bed and not post again until morning and they waited all night to read what I wrote at like 8 or something.
I know. You all think I'm a little nutty for making sure that my folks can read it all the time.
I'm happy that they read me. It's like being accepted for who I am and not having to hide anything and it's very freeing to not keep secrets from parents. What I tell my friends on here, I am telling my folks too. It's just all out there.

And yeah, I am rather chatty tonight aren't I?
I took so many pills today I honestly lost count cuz I am just so over having to go places and the pain has been non-stop all fucking week so I'm just incredibly med stoned so I get a little talkative.
Good thing it's just a blog and not in person eh?

Long day.

The doctors trip went ok and will be updated elsewhere.
After the docs, we took a different bus home so we could go to Rooms to Go and get ex-roommate a bed-frame so we can get her bed up off the floor. If we get it off the floor and get a set of risers, she will be able to get under bed storage bins for shoes and books etc and have more walking around space in her room.
Organization is the way to a harmonic living space. *ohm*

Just going to these two places took all day and then my leg started acting up and all I had to eat was a cookie so the pain pills were making me sick so when we got off semi-close to home, I was glad to see my sister waiting for us so I didn't have to walk all the way down the street.

Got a copy of a letter my attorney sent to the mother of the teen™ who broke Sebastian's arm.
This lady is truly nuts. I mean I knew that but holy shit. She has called the attorneys office at like midnight on the weekend and called him a liar on his voice mail and has lied about who her attorney is like 5 times now so every-time he calls one of these attorneys, they don't even know who the hell she is.
He is giving her 20 days to respond or he's going to ask a judge to settle the case based on her unwillingness to cooperate. I would win by default.
Interesting.

I'm super tired now and pretty med stoned because I barely ate all day.
that's all for now.
Later days.

Sebastian is having some trouble in math class.

The stuff he is doing this year is a bit tougher than he was used to in elementary school and I think his teacher then didn't do quite as much math as she could have although she was a fantastic teacher.
So my sister and I found this game, Mindpower-Math Middle School to help him out.
It covers pretty much all the subjects he's working on in school and a few he isn't at yet but Mark can use those disc's that are covering algebra 1 and algebra 2 to help improve his grades.

The game was originally done online so when it opens, it opens in a web browser and reading some of the reviews, you'd think that was the kiss of death and made the program suck.
The list of math subjects that is covered on these 4 disc's covers the entire back of the package. It's a huge list.

It just came yesterday and he started on the first disc which he breezed through because it was just basic math. I hope he can breeze through some of the tougher ones but at least he'll be learning while playing.

The cool part of this product, if your kid does not improve his math grade in 30 days, you can return it for a full refund.
They guarantee that your kid will get better grades.

I really hope it works.
On his progress report, not his report card, he got an F in math. Let's see if this game does what it says it can do.

Boobies!!!!

On October 1, the 2004 Boobie-thon will begin accepting donations. The primary benefactor will be the Susan G. Komen Breast Cancer Foundation.
Donations are being given in the name of two bloggers who are battling the disease (Sandee and Dori).
This year's "Bloggers-Helping-Bloggers" Prize (the first $359 collected) will go to an AIDS charity called Rock the Walk via Joelle.

More information can be found at Lisa's.

September 22, 2004

While I was being scanned,

ex-roommate taped Lost for me.
I watched it when I came home and I think I like it.
Something big is out there.
I'm thinking some sort of dinosaur. I could be wrong but that's what it sounds like to me.
Anyway, I'm excited for next weeks show.

Pissing the time away.

I am just hanging out waiting to leave for my MRI and my sister is headed down to the beach to rescue ex-roommate and the boys. They got stranded because the boys were fighting causing them to miss the bus.
That's really all for now.
Later days.

Challenged books.

This is my copy of Little Black Sambo. One of the top 100 most challenged books.
I have read a lot of the books on the list and I urge you to read them as well.
There are some great books on this list and the reasons that some of them get challenged is ridiculous.
I have bold all the ones I have read.
Promote banned books week, September 25–October 2, 2004, on your site and pass it along to see what others have read and encourage other people to read them.

Scary Stories (Series) by Alvin Schwartz
Daddy’s Roommate by Michael Willhoite
I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou
The Chocolate War by Robert Cormier
The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain
Of Mice and Men by John Steinbeck
Harry Potter (Series) by J.K. Rowling
Forever by Judy Blume

Bridge to Terabithia by Katherine Paterson
Alice (Series) by Phyllis Reynolds Naylor
Heather Has Two Mommies by Leslea Newman
My Brother Sam is Dead by James Lincoln Collier and Christopher Collier
The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger
The Giver by Lois Lowry

It’s Perfectly Normal by Robie Harris
Goosebumps (Series) by R.L. Stine
A Day No Pigs Would Dieby Robert Newton Peck
The Color Purple by Alice Walker
Sex by Madonna
Earth’s Children (Series) by Jean M. Auel
The Great Gilly Hopkins by Katherine Paterson
A Wrinkle in Time by Madeleine L’Engle
Go Ask Alice by Anonymous

Fallen Angels by Walter Dean Myers
In the Night Kitchen by Maurice Sendak
The Stupids (Series) by Harry Allard

The Witches by Roald Dahl
The New Joy of Gay Sex by Charles Silverstein
Anastasia Krupnik (Series) by Lois Lowry
The Goats by Brock Cole
Kaffir Boy by Mark Mathabane
Blubber by Judy Blume
Killing Mr. Griffin by Lois Duncan
Halloween ABC by Eve Merriam

We All Fall Down by Robert Cormier
Final Exit by Derek Humphry
The Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood
Julie of the Wolves by Jean Craighead George

The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison
What’s Happening to my Body? Book for Girls: A Growing-Up Guide for Parents & Daughters by Lynda Madaras
To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee
Beloved by Toni Morrison
The Outsiders by S.E. Hinton

The Pigman by Paul Zindel
Bumps in the Night by Harry Allard
Deenie by Judy Blume
Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes

Annie on my Mind by Nancy Garden
The Boy Who Lost His Face by Louis Sachar
Cross Your Fingers, Spit in Your Hat by Alvin Schwartz
A Light in the Attic by Shel Silverstein
Brave New World by Aldous Huxley
Sleeping Beauty Trilogy by A.N. Roquelaure (Anne Rice)

Asking About Sex and Growing Up by Joanna Cole
Cujo by Stephen King
James and the Giant Peach by Roald Dahl
The Anarchist Cookbook by William Powell

Boys and Sex by Wardell Pomeroy
Ordinary People by Judith Guest
American Psycho by Bret Easton Ellis

What’s Happening to my Body? Book for Boys: A Growing-Up Guide for Parents & Sons by Lynda Madaras
Are You There, God? It’s Me, Margaret by Judy Blume
Crazy Lady by Jane Conly
Athletic Shorts by Chris Crutcher
Fade by Robert Cormier
Guess What? by Mem Fox
The House of Spirits by Isabel Allende
The Face on the Milk Carton by Caroline Cooney
Slaughterhouse-Five by Kurt Vonnegut
Lord of the Flies by William Golding

Native Son by Richard Wright
Women on Top: How Real Life Has Changed Women’s Fantasies by Nancy Friday
Curses, Hexes and Spells by Daniel Cohen
Jack by A.M. Homes
Bless Me, Ultima by Rudolfo A. Anaya
Where Did I Come From? by Peter Mayle
Carrie by Stephen King
Tiger Eyes by Judy Blume

On My Honor by Marion Dane Bauer
Arizona Kid by Ron Koertge
Family Secrets by Norma Klein
Mommy Laid An Egg by Babette Cole
The Dead Zone by Stephen King
The Adventures of Tom Sawyer by Mark Twain
Song of Solomon by Toni Morrison

Always Running by Luis Rodriguez
Private Parts by Howard Stern
Where’s Waldo? by Martin Hanford
Summer of My German Soldier by Bette Greene
Little Black Sambo by Helen Bannerman

Pillars of the Earth by Ken Follett
Running Loose by Chris Crutcher
Sex Education by Jenny Davis
The Drowning of Stephen Jones by Bette Greene
Girls and Sex by Wardell Pomeroy
How to Eat Fried Worms by Thomas Rockwell
View from the Cherry Tree by Willo Davis Roberts
The Headless Cupid by Zilpha Keatley Snyder
The Terrorist by Caroline Cooney
Jump Ship to Freedom by James Lincoln Collier and Christopher Collier


You can read about why some of these books were and are being challenged at Solonor's and read some of his snarky commentary.
He is not saying any books should be banned,he's just being his funny self in those comments.

Hi, my name is Kat and I think Britney is a trashy whore.


Those are matching tracksuits. Federline just needs a mullet and beer in his hand for this white trash wedding to be complete.
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The today show is actually going to show us pictures of her wedding this morning. The happy little couple.
Why is this news?
I mean, there is fighting and be-headings in Iraq, dead soldiers, court cases, weather etc.
How does Britney's wedding to a piece of crap like Federline (who was engaged with a baby on the way) newsworthy?
She's a piece of crap too but really, how the hell is this shit important to the rest of the world?
Is she going to find a cure for cancer? Aids? Is she a humanitarian of some sort who does great humanitarian work? Are the happy couple going to donate millions of dollars to medical research?
I don't think so.
I think this is her publicists way of trying to make her look good to all the people who are sitting at home calling her a home wrecking whore and removing the Cd's from their daughters bedrooms.

Someone tried to tell me that Britney is trying to be the new Madonna. Madonna may have done some crazy shit but most of it was simply for the publicity, good or bad, she had a plan with everything she did.
You can't tell me that photos like this one are part of some grand scheme to make her even wealthier.
Yes, that does say MILF in training. Are you grossed out yet?
I mean, how many guys would do her right now as nasty as she is? Do you really think that by the time she's say 40, you know, MILF age, that she'll somehow look better? ewww.
She's just so fucking trashy and nasty and I'm glad I have sons cuz if I had daughters who listened to her music and wanted to dress like this skank, I'd be zapping the Cd's in the microwave and having a clothes burning and take them to one of those guys who un-brainwash you after coming out of a cult or some shit.

Yeah, I'm cranky this morning. I got like 3 hours of sleep and am trying to get other shit done that needs to be done for my tests today.
And yes I know that my google searches are going to increase for a few words I used.
The police should use my blog stats as a way to find some sicko perverts. I had to remove my referral page because some of the searches were just too disgusting to let anyone view.

September 21, 2004

Parental advisory recommended.

Vould vou like a piece of Siegfried pie?

Bwahahahaha!

*AChoo*

I'm still sick. *wah*
I hate being sick on top of everything else that's been going on.
It's so very hard to have a conversation with Marks teacher when I'm sneezing and coughing like I'm dying.
I'm sure she found it enjoyable.
She called to "catch up" with me because the principal talked to her.
I asked her why she didn't just call me or email me about him if she had concerns. I'm here 99% of the time. I know it seems like I have a doctor appointment every day now but really, I am usually only at appointments on Wednesdays and Thursdays.
First, she said it wasn't her who made the referral to the counselor and she didn't know which teacher had but that she will find out.
She said Mark is a good student, a little chatty sometimes but a great student.
She is his language arts teacher and she is the one who sees and grades his stories but that she had not found a real problem with them. A little bloody she said but other than that, his stories flow from beginning to end unlike other students. She said he has great potential.
I told her to just call or email me if his grades start slipping or he misses an assignment and I'll make sure that it gets done.
So this is looking like either some teacher referred the wrong student or just went above the team leads head (she is the team lead) and refereed Mark for his stick figures.
She assured me that she will get to the bottom of it and let me know.
Then she prayed for me.
Twice.
Cuz good parents who are involved in their kids lives are few and far between these days and she wants to make sure god takes extra special care of me.

Yay. /end sarcasm>

Have a Star Wars fan in the family?

It's out today.

B0001YRVN4.01.TZZZZZZZ


Only 94 days till xmas too. It's creeping up fast.

And on tuesday, she rested.

Today I have no appointments, no nothing at all to do and it's rainy out there so today is a good day to just lay on the couch and try to rest this damn sickness away.
Lots of fluids and sleep and maybe I can beat it.
Need to start some laundry though.
I swear these boys are just dirtying stuff to make me do more laundry.
Later days.

September 20, 2004

A couple of updates.

Marks principal called me this morning in regards to the email I sent her over the weekend about the stick figure/story issue.
She said that she couldn't believe that a student with no prior discipline problems at school was handled in such a manner.
Mark has never been sent to the office, suspended, given detention or anything.
She also said that it was inappropriate for the teachers to not have contacted me first if they were so concerned. There is a chain of command they were supposed to have followed before getting the counselor involved and she assured me that this will never happen again.
He did not get in trouble for his shirt today either. ;)

My MRI was a huge fuckup today.
I got there at 10:30 and sat there in the waiting room until noon only to find out that someone at the hospital did not file the right form or did not file it at all so I did not get my MRI today.
The earliest they can take me to get it done for my thursday doctors appointment? Wednesday night at 8pm.
Uh, the buses don't run at night and my sis will more than likely be unavailable to take me there.
They said I can call Wednesday morning to see if anyone canceled and take their slot.
I'll be on the phone all day Wednesday.

I am giving Mark Wednesday off from school.
It is father/son day at school and I can't go and his Big George has a prior commitment that day so rather than make him be one of those kids with no parent, I am giving him the day off.

One of our neighbors is going to pay Sebastian to do some yardwork so he can have some spending money at KSC.

Later days.

Sebastian will be going to the

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Kennedy Space Center in October for an overnight adventure as part of his AOT classes segment on space travel and exploration.
This is an amazing opportunity.
They will get to meet a real astronaut, watch the 3d IMAX film, Space Station 3D and solve the Rocket scavenger hunt.
They will have pizza and midnight snacks and breakfast.
They will be stopping at Cocoa Beach on the way across the state to learn a little bit about marine biology.
They will get a tour of the complex and be able to see the space shuttle.
They will spend the night doing all kinds of fun space activities and return late the following day.

Space on the trip is limited to the first 50 students who hand in at least half of the cost of $124 by friday.
My sister is paying the cost so he can go on this very cool trip.

He is going to try and do some yard work for some of our neighbors to try and raise some spending money. If you would like to help him out so he can buy a souvenir, that would be very cool.
Email me if you want to help him out.

Ick.

I'm still sick.
I have to go back in today for the 2nd MRI.
It's Monday.
I'll update when I can but I really don't feel well here guys.
I'm very tired and coughing and fevery and dizzy.
Hope you all have a great monday.
Later days.

You know what's weird?
When I go in for these MRIs, I have to take off and out all of my piercings.
All of them.
I feel incredibly naked.
It's the strangest feeling. I have many of them in and on for some many years now that they are like part of me, I don't even notice them anymore until I have to take them out and then it's like weird.
My mouth feels so odd because I have had my tongue ring in for like 4 years straight and without it, it's like something is missing.
ex-roommate, my chaperon is going with me again.
I hate having to have a chaperon ya know.
I hate being told that someone has to be with me when I go out because of all the meds and because if I fall, someone has to help me.
It's like being babysat.
I'm not allowed to take showers unless someone is home too.
What if you fall they say.
Well then I fall and will have to crawl my way to upright again I say.
They get so mad at me for being stubborn and I get mad at everyone else for doing the things that I'm so used to doing on my own.
I'm not bitching that she's going with me. I appreciate it, I really do, I just hate being told that I have to have someone with me at all times when I leave the house.
I'm in a bad mood.
Can ya tell?
Mostly because I have to do this frigging MRI again and this time in a closed one.
I hate the closed ones.
I'm not claustrophobic but it feels like a coffin when you're inside there. A loud coffin.
Like you're in a coffin and the noise is the backhoe digging your grave for like 2-3 hours.
And the music sucks.
They let you listen to music and you get a choice but man, the "rock" they let me listen to was like 80's pop rock. I think I heard Judas Priest but I actually heard Winger.
Winger.
She's only 17. Daddy says she's too young but she's old enough old enough for me.

Help me.

September 19, 2004

Bleh.

Tired, sick.
It's a lay around and watch movie day.
Later days.

Bloglines rocks.

Bloglines | Free, Web-Based News Aggregator is pretty cool. I just signed up for it the other day cuz I missed reading all my fave people. Nothing to download, lets me know when you all have updated and is clean and simple.
What I do need from all of you is for you to make sure you have a xml feed for your blog so I can subscribe to your feed.
It's perfect for times like now when blogrolling is down. Again.

September 18, 2004

*hack cough sputter die*

I am so frigging sick I can't stand it. My lungs hurt, my head hurts, I think I have pneumonia. Good thing I'm headed to the hospital on Monday. They can just check me while I'm there.

Question.
I watched this person sit on my site for 124 minutes last night and look at 24 different page views.
Not knowing who it was or what their intentions may be, I banned the ip.
I got an email today from the person wanting to know why last night they could see my site and today they can't.
I replied back that I was simply protecting myself and the behavior was suspicious.
Is that suspicious to you? I mean, someone just sitting on your blog all that time. It's a blog for crying out loud. A pretty boring one at that.
Here's a screen shot I took in the event the person did email me so I could show them what I saw.

I was kind of hoping for a reasonable excuse like, I went to the store and thought I shut my browser down or I was on vacation for a week and wanted to catch up with everything.
This person doesn't ever comment either. This is the first time I have gotten any type of anything from them.
And all it said was I could see the site last night and now I can't. Can you fix it?
Thanks,
xxx

If it was you, would you unblock it?

Paranoid much Kat? Why yes, yes I am.

People are people and stick figures don't count.

So I am still stewing over the stick people and story thing with the school and got even more ticked off when Mikey came over and his mom yells from the truck, "So anymore stick people today?" Chuckle chuckle.
She's cool. She didn't mean it in a mean way. She's like me. If this had been Mikey, she would have driven over there and torn that guidance counselor a new asshole and then stitched it up. (surgical nurse for a living)
So I sat and stewed and came up with the only way I know for Mark and myself to fight back against the school and their fear of children.
They don't help kids by discussing bullies and stuff. They don't protect them by installing metal detectors, no that would be too easy.
They ban shirts that exhibit "offensive" whatever. I say whatever because they still haven't defined offensive to any of us parents.
So I designed a shirt and I am printing it out today and going to iron it to a nice black t-shirt.


Click for larger.

The image will be on the front and the words on the back of the shirt.
I made the image using the print screen button from the extreme fighting stick figure movie. Watch out for a few pop ups if you click this link.

I feel a few calls from the school to myself on Monday don't you?

September 17, 2004

Yay for fall premiers!

I just love Third Watch.
I'm so happy it's fall and actual shows will be coming on as opposed to more crappy reality shows.
I'm not saying some stations aren't doing reality shows but man have I missed my dramas.
I want interesting shows about people not like me. I watch tv to escape not to watch regular ordinary people eat things for 50 grand.
I want Law and Order and Third Watch and I want that new show Lost on ABC and maybe I'll even checkout Desperate housewives.
I want to be entertained with good writing and scripts and not hear you're fired. It was cute the first go around. Now I just want to rip his hair off and shove it down his throat.

What shows are you excited are coming back and which ones are you waiting to check out?

I hear you're sick and feeling ill. Headache, fever and a chill.

I am still sick so I have been laying down most of the day.
Not much at all going on here at all. Just rest.
MRI updates are elsewhere.
Later days.

Had a chat with the guidance counselor this morning.

The guidance counselor pulled Mark out of PE yesterday and took him to a private room to discuss what she called "questionable and concerning behavior."
What is so concerning you might be wondering?
Mark writes stories and draws pictures. We know that.
He has been writing some short stories and doing more drawings during free time and the teachers are concerned.
So the counselor says all this to me and I asked her if she read any of the stories.
No.
Did you yourself see the drawings?
No.
So you are pulling him aside and making phone calls without having viewed any of the evidence yourself?
Yes, we need to talk about this and take it seriously Mrs. Cooper.
Oh, I am taking it seriously Ms. Sims.
See, Stephen King wrote his first short horror story at the age of 7, Dean Koontz at the age of 8, Quentin Tarantino makes millions of dollars per picture. Mark says he wants to write or direct. I'm taking this very seriously.
But Mrs. Cooper, his stories are about *pause* people getting killed or eaten alive and things like that.
Yes I know what they are about, I have read them, you haven't so you have no opinion on whether they are any good or not but again, he could grow up to be the next King or Koontz or famous movie director.
But Mrs. Cooper, they are violent.
Look, Mark gets up at 5:30 every morning, takes a shower, goes to school, comes home, plays video games, maybe goes outside until 8pm only (my rules) is in bed by 9pm. When do you think he's acting in a concerning behavior? Do you think he plays with guns? Plastic, bb or otherwise? You'd be wrong. They don't play with guns, knives or even firecrackers cuz I don't have a car to go to the ER all the time. (little humor she did not find amusing) My kids are good kids with imaginative minds and creative thinking.
But Mrs. Cooper, he was talking about people eating cats. (raised tone)
Relax Ms. Sims, this is a conversation we had the other night about a neighbor of mine whose cat was stolen and eaten by his Korean neighbors. Harmless conversation taken totally out of context by a nervous nelly teacher.
But Mrs. Cooper, we have to be concerned...
No Mrs. Sims, we don't. I know my child. I know who he is, where he is and what he is doing 24 hours a day 7 days a week. I know all his friends. When something gets stolen in this neighborhood, adults come and ask my kids if they know anything because they are good kids. The cops trust my kids, every adult my kids come in contact with except for paranoid looking at the the wrong type of kids teachers that is.
Let me ask you something Ms. Sims, what did all Dhamers neighbors say about him? He was the quietest, sweetest guy they had ever known. Too bad they didn't know about all those body parts in his apartment huh?
What about Ted Bundy? He was the nicest, sweetest guy who actually worked a rape crisis hotline. How many women did he rape and murder?
You want to know which kids you should be looking at? The ones who behave in class and act like assholes in the hood. Kids like T & B (two boys in my hood) who go to school, act like little darlings and then come home and kill birds and squirrels with bb guns and set off firecrackers in peoples mailboxes.
My kid isn't headed toward becoming a notorious school spree killer lady. My kid can't hide anything from me, we talk in this house. Meals are eaten together as a family. We ask everyone how their day was and communicate with each other. My kids talk to me instead of internalizing hate and anger and blowing up later. My kid has an imagination and a creative mind. He writes stories and makes home movies with his action figures. Lady, he still plays with action figures and sings sad operatic mourning songs for the camera.
You're barking up the wrong tree but if Mark ever tries to sneak something like a shotgun or a pipe bomb or a giant tank of kerosene past me to stash it in his room like Harris and Kleibold did, I'll be the first one with my finger dialing 911.
So until then, back up off of him and his creativity. He could be somebody great and you are stifling his mind.

Ya hear that? Dormant, limited evidence of secret chemical and biological weapons programs.

MSNBC - Report: Iraq had no WMD, only intentions

Thousands have died and continue to die for a lie. Intentions don't make it an urgent threat.
We could have waited to get Saddam, he had nothing but intentions. He did not have the ability or the goods.
We should have gone after Osama like we were promised but instead we were lied to and people have died for those lies.

September 16, 2004

Not a product review so much as a company bitchslap.

Back in December, I bought an external CD-RW with a gift certificate that was given to me to buy myself something for xmas.
I purchased it at Wal-Mart.
The product has been plugged in all this time up until Ivan was coming and I unplugged all my electronics.
The power cord has 4 small metal prongs and they snapped off when I unplugged it. Should this happen under normal use? Hell no but it did.
So I called the company, Lite-on and explained my situation and they told me that the power cord was not covered under the warranty.
Wait a minute.
Yes it is. I read through my manual, my warranty that came with the product and the companies website and no where does it say that the power cord is not covered.
They said it wasn't their policy to replace anything.
What?
You call that customer service?
I went round and round with them 4 times and kept getting transfered to the supervisor who funnily enough, all 4 reps freely admitted that he never takes calls from customers or returns calls.
I laughed when they said it and asked them to repeat it.
He never takes or returns calls to customers.
Will you replace my cord covered under the full product and parts warranty for 1 full year?
No ma'am, it's not our policy to do so.
Hrm.
So I called my local Wal-Mart where I bought it and spoke to the manager Joe who I had called before I called Lite-on, and he was in shock that a company would boldly lie about it's warranty and then tell you that you need to order a new part from LiteTrek.com for $17.99 even though it is supposed to be covered under the warranty.

Joe is going to call me tomorrow. He is going to see what he can do for me about that power cord.
Rock on Joe.
Fuck you Lite-On.
I told you I had a website and I wasn't afraid to use it.
Fuck over your customers and one will fuck you back.

Got an email from my mom.

This is her email exactly as I received it:
Thank you for all of your prayers and all of your positive thoughts.
My tests were negative. Praise God!! George goes to work today for 4
hours another answer to prayers and positive thinking. Thank you all
from Kats website you are a wonderful group of people. Knowing that God
and all of your thoughts and prayers were with me help me remain calm
through all of this. Thank you so much!!!!
LOVE YOU ALL!!!!

Love you too mom. So glad that they were negative.
Science is an amazing thing and I am grateful for the scientists and inventors who make it possible to do these tests in the first place.

I don't care how sick I am, I'm going damnit!

I have an MRI scheduled for today but I am so sick. I'm going but oh gawd, kill me.
Cough, puke, fever, such pleasantness.
When I get back, I think I may just crawl into bed and die.

Johnny Ramone, of 'The Ramones,' Dies at 55.

Goodbye Johnny.


The Ramones official site

September 15, 2004

I didn't realize that I actually caught Ivan in the view.

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Ivan is the big mass in the right hand side of the frame.
I am standing looking NW from Siesta Key beach at the main access for those of you familiar with the area.
Sorry about the quality of the images. I did my best with what I have.

We headed down to the beach to see the waves.

The waves at Sarasota beach (Siesta Key) on the eve of Ivan making shore near Alabama.
Those two people in the waves in the middle of the picture are my boys. My sis Jo is to the right and her friend Vicki splashing in the water. ex-roommate is on the beach behind me.
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There were a lot of people there tonight watching the waves.
Some trying to surf, some taking pictures and most people talking about Ivan damaging things wherever it decides to make landfall.
For all the beauty we were seeing, there was an underlying and overwhelming sadness and nervousness for the people whose lives it was about to touch.

Is there an oral surgeon in the house?

No?
Good. I didn't want to go anyway.
He wouldn't take care of the tooth. He says it's in my sinuses (?) so I need a surgeon to get rid of it.
Yay.

My mom still doesn't have her test results back yet but as soon as I know I will post it. Thanks everyone for the good thoughts. No news is good news right?

That's all I have to say for now. Making dinner and stuff.
Later days.

Speed bump.

So that my parents know what all those extra comments in grey wishing me good luck are about on the pda page.
Don't want them to worry. :)

She said, "My boy, I think someday, You'll find a way, To make your natural tendencies pay."

I'm headed to the dentist today.
What fun.
What joy.
Not.
Oh well, it must be done.
But I hope they can still work on me because I woke up this morning with stuffiness and a cough.
Gah.

September 14, 2004

Guess what I'm listening to.

Nope, not some cool band or whipping winds or pounding rain. Nope. I'm listening to the slush and tumble of a rock tumbler.
My sister gave the boys a rock tumbler.
Do you know that it will take approximately 22 days for the rocks to become smooth semi-precious gemstones?
Yup. 22 days.
How much you wanna bet they get bored with this while waiting those 22 days.
I might like it. It came with little jewelry thingies that I could maybe kinda do something with.
If I like it well enough and can actually pull off a decent pair of earrings, I may have found a hobby.
Other than blogging of course.
I mean, I don't knit or crochet or bake a whole lot. I do bake but it's not like a major hobby cuz my kitchen is as small as ships galley.
I read but that's not a hobby.
I could get into jewelry making.
But 22 days to wait for the rocks to finish out?
I'll let you know how this goes.

I had fun so you don't have to.

Is anyone else out there watching Father of the Pride on NBC?
Holy shit is this funny. I was like just choking on my soda over the drug references.
Yes, my kids are still up.
Yes, they are watching it with me.
What I really want to know is, did Siegfried & Roy approve this show? I mean, seriously, some of the subjects are uhm, well, so not how I would picture those two at all. If they did approve it, I have new found respect for them.
This shits funny.

Get out of there.

I know many of you are sick to death of hearing about hurricanes and where they are going and how big and how prepared everyone is or isn't and no gas, gas shortages, gas rations, plywood, no plywood canned food and water etc etc but if you live anywhere where Ivan is heading, especially the New Orleans area, please get the hell out of there. I was just reading this post over at Wizbang and cannot even imagine that happening but I guess it has happened in the past, can happen and just might happen with this one.
If the fabled "Big One" ever hit New Orleans we were in big trouble.

The scenario goes like this:

The tidal surge will top the levees and the bowl will fill from river to lake. The studies say that if we took a direct hit from a category 4 or 5 storm, a city of one million people could be under as much as 30 feet of water. According to the experts there could be over 50,000 dead. What's more, since we would have to pump the water out the bowl, they say the city could be underwater for as long as 10 months.

Take that plastic bag collection!

I save plastic bags from the grocery store for things like scooping cat litter and wastebaskets etc but lately, I have had so many stuffed under the kitchen sink.
I kept saying I needed a dixie cup holder. Not that one. But the ones that attach to the walls. The ones they used to make. *sigh*
So I couldn't find one anywhere so I took an old 2 liter bottle and removed the label and the cap, cut off the fat end right where it has it's "legs" and then cut the cap end a little wider.
I screwed it to the wall in the kitchen and voilà! A plastic bag holder/dispenser.

So first quarter progress reports came home today.

This isn't the report card, it's a middle of the quarter updater/scare the crap outta the kids/get it signed by yo mama piece of paper.
Mark will get his Friday because he's an 8th grader but Sebastian got his today and he cried.
He got 2 F's. One in math and one in geography.
What was super easy in elementary school is super hard in middle school.
He was an A++ student and now he says he feels like he is stupid.
I say he just needs time to get into the swing of it and it is all new math. It's algebra and stuff and he's in the advanced class so it is a little harder than what he was used to.
*sigh*

Windy grey day.

It's an oddly grey and windy day here.
It feels strange outside and I know it's Ivan out there making trouble but it feels like a fall afternoon and we don't really get fall here. We get hot, hotter and semi-cool.

I may head up to my sisters later to do something for her while she's at work but that's really all i have planned for today.

Those of you in Ivans path, stay safe.

September 13, 2004

Speed bump.

My mom sent me an email regarding her tests today.

Just thought I would let you know that my core needle biopsy is all
done. The prep time took longer than the biopsy . I had some shots to
numb the area and then the dr. put a long needle in to the lump and put
another needle inside of that one and took about 6 tissue samples. It
took about 10 minutes for the biopsy and about 30 minutes of prep time.
I have to use an ice pack for today and take it easy and of course make
sure the area is okay. It is sore but not too bad just a nuisance and
they told me to rest. I wanted to let you know that I am home and doing
good.
I should get the results on wednesday or thursday. I will write again.
Pray for me and keep good thoughts.

Will do mom.
Love you too.

I'm going to put my house back together.

That is all.

Heh.

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judgement of others isn't what counts.


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September 12, 2004

The boys and I headed to the store

cuz we needed stuff like real food and not canned crap and snack food. I don't think we ate a real meal in the last 3-4 days.
While there, I went in the laundry/air freshener aisle to look at the new Airwick mobile refills. I got a wicked deal on them when they came out.
Normally, they are like $7.99 but they were on sale for $5.99 and then I had $2.00 off so bargain for me.
So I'm standing there looking at the stuff searching for the refills and this guy comes and stands right in front of me.
No excuse me, no nothing. Like I wasn't even there.
He then proceeds to open about 10 different scents of the Glade plugins and actually peel the foil liners back.
The boxes have little scratch and sniff things on them these days so he didn't need to open them but he did.
He finally found a scent he liked and then bought about 8 of them.
Then he moved onto the laundry part of the aisle and grabbed the Febreeze and actually started spraying all the new scents on himself.
Yes. You read that right. On himself.
He found one he liked and bought 4 of them and then headed back up the aisle toward me and some other women shopping. He never said excuse me or pardon me, he seemed like he didn't even know any of us were there, and plowed right through us.
I was upset at his rudeness but was laughing because of his obsession with scents.
Maybe he has a dead body buried in his house somewhere and wants to make sure no one smells it.

Pisces: Sept 13, 2004 (tomorrow)

Another busy day is on your calendar. Something or someone is still hiding behind the scenes, working mysterious wonders. You find yourself presented with unexpected options and delightful surprises at every turn. When it comes to that certain someone, the matter is far from solved, but you can do better anyway. Just concentrate on going about your business and forget about what others expect from you for the time being. It will all work out without much of an effort from you.

Yay cuz I'm tired man.

Oh yeah, there is school tomorrow for SRQ.

Schools will be open tomorrow. Maybe. We don't know.

I am so confused.
The schools automated line called and said there wasn't school tomorrow and then my sister called and said there was and then I checked WWSB and it says they will be open and then I checked TBO and they still have it listed as closed. See print screen capture for proof.

Will someone in the know please just make a decision one way or another?
Thank you.

The lawn is mowed.

It took much pushing and prodding and begging and the threat of me doing it and actually going out there and pulling the starter to get those boys to jump into action.
Five days growth with a promise of I'll do it tomorrow is a major pain in the ass and I don't know if he thought the lawn fairy would come a long and rescue him by doing the lawn her self or maybe he was hoping Ivan would just wipe out the lawn all together.
It's done now and so is the laundry and the dishes are just going to have to wait until later because I simply am too fucking exhausted to do anything else right now.

Current path as of 12:29pm
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You have no idea what I did to this house yesterday to prepare for a cat 4-5 headed our way and reports of Floridians being told to leave the state.
And this mornings reports of we're in the clear but don't let your guard down yet are enough to make a perfectly sane person consider duct taping her family to the walls with tape over their mouths as well.
I don't want to hear one more fucking word about personal belongings, confusion, toys, beds, pictures, pets, food or anything even slightly related to some kind of hurricane preparation.
I am so over this shit.
You're pretty much damned if you prepare and damned if you don't but either way someone isn't going to be happy with you.

Pictures uploaded for Heathers car.

I uploaded the pictures Heather sent me last night and added them to this entry.

Still no online article for the accident but Heather says she bought a 1998 Subaru Impreza Outback Sport and her and Sullivan are healing nicely.
No word on the dog yet.

Are we done yet?

6 more weeks of this crap left and I honestly don't know if my brain can deal with much more.
West, east, west, east?
We're outta the woods but not outta the woods.
I actually heard that this morning.
So what the fuck does that mean?
Care to elaborate on that a little please?
Ugh.
So I'm doing laundry and watching and waiting and trying to take care of the emotional stability of this family who are on pretty much their last nerves of sanity and reason.

September 11, 2004

Kat is tired.

Kat is physically and emotionally tired.
Kat needs a vacation from everything.
Kat seems to be the last sane person left in the area.
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Today marks the anniversary of 9/11.
I bet you all thought I forgot huh?
I didn't, I just chose not to discuss it here because as much as it impacted all of our lives, I am not as angry or scared as I was that day.
It's been 3 years and in those 3 years I have had time to reflect and learn and grow and to continue on.
I made the decision to not dwell on something that none of us had any control over and still can't control.
I'm not minimizing anything for anyone out there who feels a deeper sense of emotions over it, I just deal with things in my own way and one of them is to reflect on that day and remember it my own way without a huge display of public emotion.
If that's the way you are dealing with it, then do that.
I choose to remember quietly and honor the victims memory by carrying them in my heart and mind.
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Thank you to Hennepin for the purple pilot pen.

Still prepping the houses and watching the storm.

Not too much happening here.
Over at my sisters helping her get ready and then I'll go finish my house.
Have photo albums to bag up and stuff like that.
It looks like it is taking a westward turn but we are still going to be ready to go should we need to.
That's all from here for now.
Later days.

Go away.

I got 25 comments on this entry that has nothing at all to do with the Gottis before I closed the comments.
I couldn't take it anymore.
Comments like this one:
oMgG jOhNn GoTtI isS sOo hOtT iI tOok K thaA qUiZz nDd iI g0tt hiM soO hEesS mYy hoTtI gOtTi wE aReE bOtHh 17 gIvV mEe AaCaLL jOhNn made me do it.
I just couldn't deal with it anymore.
So I check my email this morning and get this email from alyse bauwin hi kat this is alyse well nice job on ur lil web site but it would be nice
if u knew more about the gotti boys first of all my baby boy john is 17 and
carmine is 18 and frankie my lil cutie is 14 if ur going to have ur own web
site atleast get all ur information right.

love always
alyse a.k.a lil miss gotti

So I sent this reply back:
For your information, I don't give a shit.
I was paid to run a promo for the show. That's it. I don't give a shit
about anything else and especially comments from their little fans who
can't spell and use computer speak to send off an email to some
stranger using a condescending tone.
Here's some advice for you little miss Gotti,
go fuck yourself.

Too harsh?
I don't care. I have had it with the little fans of this show sending me emails and leaving stupid comments and checking that entry 10 times a day to see if I restored comments yet.


September 10, 2004

I have just about had it with

WWSB.
I depend on my news reporters to tell us the truth.
We need the facts during these storms to stay up to date and be able to plan.
They did ask the head of the SRQ EOC how far people should go if they wanted to voluntarily leave the state.
He said, with a crooked smile on his face by the way, "phoenix and detroit".
Then, the snotty blond bitch reporter comes back on and says there you have it, the SRQ EOC is telling people to evacuate the whole state.
Then, they go back to the head of the EOC and ask him if people can't afford to leave the state on their own, will they be safe here and where should they go.
He said that they should go to one of the many shelters in our area and if you live in a non-flood zone, you should be able to ride out the storm as long as your house is secured.
Now, does it sound to you like he said that Floridians absolutely have to leave the state?
NO!!
He said it's voluntary and as long as you are above sea level in a secured structure, you should be fine.
Reporter Heidie Godman, shut the fuck up you fucking crazed, panicky lunatic.
I have listened to you tell half truths all fucking afternoon and I am sick of your shit.
Are you hearing the same head of the EOCs words as I am?
You said you and your family are leaving?
Good, get the fuck out.
You are causing people to panic and get stressed and what we need right now are the FACTS as they are and no opinions from you. I could care less where you go with your family. Do us a favor and don't fucking come back.
The people of this community and this whole state, need facts and to know where to go and what to bring and the TRUTH.
The EOC has also not told people to get into shelters RIGHT NOW.
They said, if you live in a mobile home or on a barrier island, now is the time for them to get to the shelters. They did not say the whole county nor the whole state.

Blogging is the new media.
You can't trust your local news people but you can trust your locals who actually listen to what the people in the know are saying and not adding a sick and twisted spin to it.

Here, have a cat picture.

This is really all I can muster right now.
I feel like going down and beating the living tar out of my local newscasters.
I'm not even going to tell you what they said but holy shit batman, why don't they just put the fear of the all mighty into everyone right this damn second and create a massive wave of panicked, stressed out people that can't get out of their own way.
You suck WWSB.
Just stick to the fucking facts ok.
I don't need to hear what you would do if you didn't have to work the hurricane. Your opinion isn't fucking helping shit.

We have a room!

So I found a room, actually two rooms.
For a whole bunch of us.
Sister, sisters blood sister, me, ex-roommate, Mark, Sebastian, the cats, will all be heading to the east coast.
I have to make some lists of things to do, pack etc.
This is all very precautionary and maybe people are thinking I'm whacked but one model says it's gonna go east into the Atlantic ocean, one has it hitting Texas and one has it coming straight up the middle for a strike.
The rooms are strictly in case they tell us to get the hell outta dodge.
So that's my Ivan update.
Tired of this shit yet?
Yeah, me too.

P.S. There is now a radio station in SRQ that will be broadcasting the simulcast for WWSB ABC7 seeing as Clear Channel sucks ass.
That radio station is WLSS 930 am.

I have been doing the hotel search all morning so far.

Sis called. We are outta here Sunday night if that thing doesn't make a drastic turn to some other place.
We have just decided to not take any chances with this one as it's tearing things up in Jamaica and trashed Grenada letting all the prisoners run free. (it knocked down the prison)
It's headed to Cuba and then to Fla.
Why chance this one my fellow Tampa Bayer's?
Find somewhere to go, make your plan.
I'm usually the first one telling people to chill out and relax and I'm not panicking but I just know that we got off really easy the last couple of times, we are so due.
I'm making plans on the house prep too.
Not gonna tape the windows because that really doesn't help.
Will be unplugging all the electronics on Sunday morning and bagging them up in plastic and stashing them in a secure room off the floor.
The cats are going to be locked up in my room which is spacious with food and water. We can't take them with us. :(
My sis can't take hers either. It's a hell of a time trying to find pet friendly hotels that don't cost a fortune.
Anyway, that's all from here for now.
Just making plans and being prepared.

It is the weekend right?

So Ivan's gonna come hang with us at some point Monday or Tuesday.
If the evac orders come, we will be outta here so no worries from anyone ok?
Talked to my sis about it last night when we went shopping and we have a plan in order.
The newscasters are starting to feel the weight of their own scare tactics. One of them just said that they were so tired of it and they don't even want to think about it.
I'm just hanging watching, waiting. There isn't much you can do with these things but watch, wait and prepare.
I'll be back later.

September 9, 2004

Not too much happening here.

My parents are having issues with their webtv again, not allowing them to view my site, only the header graphic. Weird huh?
So I made a PDA page using Scriptygoddess' script.
So here is the pda page.
For some reason though, it is not displaying the most recent post so it's like going to be one behind all the time.
Oh well.

I'm home.

Thank goodness ex-roommate's friend gave me a ride cuz I would still be there.
The update on how it all went is elsewhere.

I have to go shopping tonight after I see the latest update on Ivan and figure out what the hell is going on with that.
I'm tired and hungry and I just took a bunch of pills that need food so I better go eat before I cause my ulcer to flare up again.

It's raining again.

I fell back to sleep because I needed it and when I woke up it was raining again.
ex-roommate's friend with a car (yay!) and ex-roommate are going with me to the docs.
No buses today.
Woot!
Thank gawd too because I am so sore still I could cry.

Oh, and my sis gave me a big Octagon fish tank and I don't have any fishes in it so it's this big annoying taking up space kind of thing in the living room right now.

I am having a blah kind of morning.

Too much going on and I would like to just ignore it all.
I have a docs appointment later in the day and that's really all that's going on.
I think I may go back to sleep for a bit.
Later days.

September 8, 2004

Ok, I think it's funny.

Maybe you'd have to be here to see it but holy crap, Marks cat Nova is the funniest cat.
This is the cat who lost her tail in that accident a few months back.
Nova and I have since become buddies. I share things with her like food.
She weighs an enormous amount of weight but loves food. Spaghetti, cheese, crackers, chips and dip, all kinds of cereal. (don't worry, I'm not giving her any chocolate of any kind)
So tonight, I'm sitting over here in my chair eating some lucky charms instead of eating something by the couch and she like freaked out and it took everything she had to jump up on the couch and then she got right in my face, literally and meowed the loudest meow.
Like hey! Yo woman! What the hell are you doing eating over here? We eat over there at the coffee table! Hello? Can't you see my large 20 pound ass trying to share the lucky charms with you??
So I ate and then gave her the milk and a few of the crunchy parts of the cereal and she chowed it all down.
That is the first time she has like jumped on any furniture to get anyones attention.
She's so fat she almost fell off the couch too.
Cats are always amusing.

I'm so tired and achey.

I have had one of those days where I am just physically wiped out.
The little bit of back and forth I did in the house yesterday has made my whole body hurt all day.
It sucks.
My hip especially. I thought I finally broke it last night when I went to bed. It hurt so bad.
It felt like it was coming right out of it's socket.

Please keep my mom in your thoughts on Monday. She has to go in for tests and we'd like them to be negative so just do whatever it is you do. She asked for prayers and good thoughts so those of you who do, say some for her.
Please also keep Sandee in your thoughts. She received some bad news in her fight against cancer.

I actually caught that show Dance 360 and wanted to gouge my eyes out.
Yo yo hey yo, tag the girl, tag the boy, head to head, yo yo.
What. The. Hell.


The kids are outside playing and I have some dishes to do before they get up and crawl away.
I decided against cooking and told them to eat sandwiches cuz I'm just not able to stand and cook tonight.
I have to go to the docs tomorrow so I need to rest this frigging leg.
I'm just gonna ask her to chop it off.

Oh, and I decided to leave comment moderation on for awhile. It's not so bad and i'm usually right here to approve them within minutes to an hour so it's not so bad.

Update on missing girl.

She has been found.
They didn't say much on the noon news, said they will do more on the 5pm news.
Apparently, she was hiding out at a friends house that her mom didn't know about somewhere over here near my hood.
Doing stupid teen stuff.
They did not issue an Amber alert because they weren't sure she was abducted or ran away.
It looks like she was pissed at her mom and didn't feel like going home.

MT upgrade.

I will be on and off for most of the day due to my back freaking out but I wanted to let you know that comments are now moderated even though that box isn't checked, it's doing that.
So, your comments are not appearing right away.
When I feel better, I will dig around in the new MT digs and see if I can stop that.
It's good for spam and all but I like instant comments myself.

But Jenni does good upgrades. That went off without a hitch.
Very sweet digs in here. I looked around and was like whoa, lots of stuff.
Thanks again Jenni.

Missing 13 year old Sarasota girl.

The Sarasota County Sheriff's Office is requesting assistance in locating Casandra Pellegrini, DOB 9-30-90, 5'3", 115 lbs., with brown hair and brown eyes.

Casandra was last seen on Wednesday, September 1st, at approximately 3:30 p.m., by a family member, leaving her residence in the 2100 block of Worrington Street in Sarasota.

Casandra last spoke with her mother at approximately 7:15 p.m. the same day requesting to spend the night at a friend's house. Casandra's mother told her she could not spend the night and to return home. Casandra did not return home and her mother reported her missing to the Sheriff's office on September 2nd. Casandra is a Brookside Middle School student.

Investigators have been attempting to locate Casandra and are attempting to locate anyone who may have recently seen or heard from her.

A backpack belonging to Casandra was recovered on September 6th, from a small storage shed in the 2100 block of Hansen Street.

Anyone with information is asked to contact the Sarasota County Sheriff's Office at 941-861-4260 or Detective Toby Davis at 941-861-4922, or Crime Stoppers at 366-TIPS. Callers to the Crime Stoppers Tips Line will remain anonymous.

cassandrapellegrini.bmp

Excuse any "issues"

.....if something looks wanky for the next 30 minutes or so, it's only because I'm upgrading Kat's version of MT. All will be well soon.

All done. :)

-- Jenni


OOOhh, so pretty new MT.Thanks Jenni :) Kat 6:12am.

September 7, 2004

I give up. The stupid computers fucking win.

I have been at this damn networking thing since 10am and I still can't get it. Maybe it's cuz I have my main pc on WinMe and the other 2 are on Win98 which I loathe with a passion anyway.
How did I get the networking stuff anyway cuz I know some of you are dying to know.
A friend online sent the kit to me.
He bought a new wireless router kit and offered me his old wired router kit.
I appreciate it so much and as soon as I figure it all out, I'll appreciate it even more.
I can't believe that a simple thing like networking has kicked my ass.
I usually am so good at this shit and can fix just about anything pc or electronic related.
This just killed me.
I was cursing and screaming and doing and re-doing and following every god damn direction to a frigging T and nope, won't fucking do it.
Home networking wizard my ass.

Win 98 sucks the biggest donkey balls ever!!

I swear I am ready to kill.
It's so fricking easy to set up networking yes it is.
But not when the other pc is fucking win 98! and built with crap parts and I am like ready to fucking kill.
I can't stand sharing my computer!
I hate it!
People download shit and save shit and do shit and touch shit and I hate it and I was thisclose to making it all fucking happen but nooooo, win 98 had to be a pain in the ass.
Now, I am trying to figure out how to burn my win me off of my pc and install it on the other pc.
I'm like half insane right now. You don't even wanna know the amount of curses I have said today.
Let's just put it this way, if I had to put a nickel in a jar for every curse word, I'd be able to buy another brand new pc right fucking now!

It's raining again.

It's dark and blah outside and everyone is still sleeping.
I'd like to do that myself but I know it won't happen because once I'm up, I'm up.
So I have some laundry to do and I need to hit the post office and then who knows.
It's just so boring here and everyone is like sorta wiped out emotionally from watching and waiting on storms and it gets a little draining so forgive me if I sound like all dull and shit.
I am just wiped out.
It was a long and exhaustive weekend.

Hurricane blogging will resume next weekend.

Like maybe 6 months ago, I posted a link to a free music mag subscription. I had completely forgotten about it. It showed up the other day but because that stupid Frances was here, I forgot to tell you about it. Asleep By Dawn Music & Lifestyle Magazine is a hard core and gothic music mag. It has interviews, stuff for sale, music reviews, articles etc etc. And a free Cd.
I haven't had a chance to listen to it yet because I'm just sorta pooped and can't really concentrate on anything more than the wah wahs that that are coming out of the stupid newscasters.
Will listen to it soon.
It's a quarterly mag so no wonder it took so long to start the subscription eh?
There's a lot of good bands on this cd though.
Skinny Puppy, Qntal, The Cruxshaows, Collide and so on.
With every mag, you get the free cd.
So if this is your type of music, go sign up for it and when it shows up 6 months from now, you'll be like oh yeah, cool!

September 6, 2004

WE have power!

Robyn finally has power back. It came on about 15 minutes ago. They were without for about 24 hours but did ok. They ate at Subway and just did the best they could.
Robyn said she talked to Seki and they don't have any cable so they may not be online for awhile.

Something huge is happening north of me but I don't know exactly what though. I took a nap and when I woke up I saw on the news fire trucks and some military vehicles driving through some mobile home park and the news was saying something like something had been breached and that these people in this mobile home park absolutely had to get out like as in NOW.
I'm still trying to figure this out.
I'll let you know what if I figure it out.

It stopped blowing stuff around here.

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Woodbridge in Town 'N Country is flooded. This car was totally submerged near Webb Road and Pat Boulevard. ALEX VILA/TBO.com
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The wind and rain stopped so we ventured to the great outdoors.
The movies had to go back so it was an excuse to look around.
There was nothing. Anywhere.
A few small branches but no trees, no power lines, nada.
I hate my local news people.
Stay indoors! It's dangerous out there! We're all going to die!!!
Shud up.
We had a nice walk, lots of people on the roads, went shopping for more cupboard crap cuz you know, Ivan wants to visit this weekend.
These uninvited guests are beginning to be a pain in the ass.
They come to visit, trash the place and leave.
Much like relatives who would rather 'visit with kin' during February.
Sure, you're just to cheap to pay for a hotel.

So anyway, we bought crap food and more crap food and came back home.
If it doesn't rain for about an hour or so more, we might be able to flush.
That would be a good thing.

It's still looking pretty bad north of me and I'm hoping that Robyn and Jen and Seki and Sol are hanging in there and they get their power back soon.

A call for help.

Clear Channel Radio has decided not to simulcast hurricane information on the radio.
There are thousands of people without electricity and they have radios but can't get any hurricane or shelter or help information because Clear Channel has decided to be dicks today.
Have free long distance?
Wanna make a call to help people out so they can get that information?
Call Clear Channel Radio at 941-552-4800 and complain.

Can't get through by phone like me?
Contact them by other means!

Morning after updates.

Click for larger current doppler radar.
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We here in Sarasota came out with only the septic tank having some issues. Held power all night and this morning, the wind is actually the heaviest I have seen it since this whole thing started.
I think a frog may have made it in the house. I keep hearing a deep croaking from the boys room and it isn't them.

Some Florida bloggers are without power and some left their homes from what I have gathered.
Debwire has a lot of information on the storm so if you are looking for loved ones or the latest updates, check with her.
Seki and family ended up losing power and leaving to her families home I hear.
Robyn and family lost power last night sometime around 6-7 pm but are fine.
Solonor lost his power pretty early in the day but Ric has been calling him and checking in and they are fine.

The storm is just sort of sitting there on the west coast near the gulf taking it's sweet ass time moving out to the gulf or north or where ever the hell it wants to go so this isn't over yet.
Stay safe.

September 5, 2004

The tv is coming in like crap

due to the wind and rain so we watched a few movies this weekend.

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First up, Bubba Hotep.
ex-roommate rented this one cuz Movie Gallery wouldn't let Sebastian rent it because of the R rating when he took that piece of crap The passion of the Christ back.
I have no idea why this is rated R or why they wouldn't let him pick it up for me even though they called and asked if it was ok.
This is the funniest movie I have seen in a long time.
It's not for everyone. I don't think everyone will get it or like it but holy shit was that funny.
Bruce Campbell rocks as always.
I loved him in this. He did a bang up job as Elvis and Ossie Davis was downright hysterical as JFK.
See it. Just see it.

Today we watched Taking Lives.
I am starting to think that writers are just writing shit to give Angelina Jolie something to do.
The writing was bad in my opinion.
The story was all over the place, it had no flow. Even if they were trying to confuse you, they did a poor job of tying anything at all in.
It was an ok movie. Glad we had something to watch cuz this day is majorly long and dull but damn. They did a shitty job of trying to make it all work.
It was senseless and forced.
Kiefer Sutherland was in it and I still can't figure out why.
He should smack his agent upside his head.
His role made no sense to the plot at all.
Even after they explained why his character was there it was like, what a waste of his talents.

So there are my movie reviews.
Why didn't I tell you much about Bubba Hotep?
Because I want you to see it for yourself. I think it's one of those movies you should see for a good laugh and a good time and because it was a great story with cheesy lines and cheesy monsters and effects.
It's a cool film.
Suck the dog dick of Anubis you asswipe.
Bwahahahaa!

Oh yeah, I have 6 more of those Gmail invites up for grabs. Comment here if you want one. I offered them to the troops but uh, no one has taken them so they are up for the public again.

Status a-ok.

The situation here is still the same. Tons of rain and a little wind.
The closer you get to the beach, the windier it is.
I'm going to go ahead and say that other parts of the county are doing worse than my wonderful hood cuz they just showed an SUV tipped over on I-75 but you have to take that for what it's worth too.
People get stupid, drive like idiots, cut each other off on wet roads and oops! you've rolled your SUV.
That picture up there looks like SRQ is getting it's shit ripped up but my hood as I said, is way good.
I went out and shot some more regular video (can't figure out what I need to upload it from sis' cam) and we did get some wind gusts but nothing has come down, no trees, no branches, no nothing up in my street in both directions.
Anything changes, I'll let ya know.

Checking in.

Alive and kicking and no power losses here right now. There are some traffic lights in town out but haven't heard about too much else.
It has only been slightly windy but rainy.
It's like Charley was for us. Rain, wind, that's it.
There has been a lot of people driving up and down the street and I even saw some people on bikes.
This morning, I saw a guy go by on his motorcycle.
We have been taking turns with the puter cuz the kids are bored so I have been letting them play Runescape and stuff.
I may just go take a nap.
There just isn't much going on at all but the time is passing so slowly, it makes you tired.

Frances updates.

Pic taken from my driveway this morning at 7:40 am. Rain was light and blowing from north to south.
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Good morning. I have been up since about 6 am after going to bed sometime around midnight.
I'm trying to figure out what's going on for real because as we have come to learn with our media, they will hype you up and scare you to death over a twig coming down.
The storm is moving west by north west so it will pass directly to the north of SRQ which once again, makes Sarasota the safest place in the whole damn state to live if you're ever going to move to Florida.

We may or may not get tropical storm force winds. We will get a shit-load of rain just like the rest of the state. There will be flooding no doubt about it.

Just to the north of me in the Tampa area where Robyn and family live, and Jen and her hubby live, they will more than likely see much worse weather than us.

When you move here, you kind of have to learn how to be your own meteorologist.
They really do hype this up so bad you're quaking in your flip flops for a full week before it comes.
Even this morning as the local ABC7 guy is telling us we will only see winds up to 50 mph tops, the news reporters themselves are telling us how unsafe and scary it's going to be all day and that we should consider going to a shelter.
Hello? He just said we are not going to get it bad here and you are still telling people to flee their homes.
Get on the same damn page people.
Figure out your little thing between everyone on your news team before you open your damn mouths.

As for power, we may lose it simply because of how many weak ass little trees may get knocked down under the 50mph winds and they may take a few power lines down with them.

And I am not making light of the situation. I know that the people on the east coast were and still are getting pummeled by this and my heart goes out to them when they do return from the shelters to find their homes in whatever shape they may be in. The loss will be great I am sure and once again, I will be asking people to send help down that way. I won't be able to go over there and help out this time, it's a very long ride to the east coast and with a few kids in tow, it's just not feasible for us to go over that way and physically offer help.

Ivan is up next and this hurricane season will be over soon.

People often say to those of us who live here why we live here if there is a whole season of these storms. It's our winter.
You have snow and sleet and freezing rain for a few months, we get big ugly storms.
It's a season and we deal with it.

September 4, 2004

So far, so good.

We saw some heavy weather a few hours ago and now those feeder bands have moved off and we probably won't see anymore until late late tonight or morning.
I'd prefer it in the morning cuz getting bad weather over night makes for a rough nights sleep and an uneasy feeling.
You just can't sleep if you think the shits about to hit the fan in other words.
Spoke to Jenni and all is well and ready for the emergency blogging system should we need it and we even have a back up for the backup in Sporty.
Thinking about all the Fla bloggers tonight and hoping it's going well for everyone especially Sphinxy who's right in it's path but is getting tired of the waiting and the freakout tactics of the news channels.
I hear ya girl. They suck here.
If they had their way, we'd all be laying in our bathrooms with mattresses for wallpaper and a massive stockpile of food and water and gas and handguns to shoot looters with from June 1st until the end of hurricane season.
Take it easy and try to get some rest before it hits.
Later days.

It is going to be a rough weekend.

ex-roommates grandfather passed away today and I had the job of telling her when she came home from work.
I kept waiting and waiting but she didn't come home on time and when she did, it was very hard to break the news.
We knew it was only a matter of days to a month but this caught everyone off guard.
Please keep her and her family in your thoughts.

The hurricane is causing problems and it's not any where near us yet.
3 weeks ago when Charley came through, some power lines near my sisters house sorta came loose and she kept calling FPL and so did all her neighbors.
Well they came out about an hour ago and climbed the pole and just shut everyone on the whole block off rather than fix it.
My sister has now had to leave her home and head north to a friends house.

We will be fine here.
It may get rough, they are saying we could lose power sometime over night or early morning and the weather tomorrow may be worse than what we are going to get tonight.

That's all from here for now.

It's pretty windy here.

We are getting some heavy feeder bands here and have been all afternoon.
I'm not so worried about that as I am about having to tell a friend some very bad news in a little while.
I may or may not be back depending on circumstances this evening.
You all take care.

I'm over at my sisters house

for about half the day doing some stuff here.
Her keyboard stopped working and stuff so I figured that out and basically just hanging out.
I'm watching Along Came Polly cuz I'm bored.
Anyone see it?
Thoughts?

Morning Frances, you sissy.

I know it's still a big one for the east coast, I was being sarcastic.
All the fear and terror and all the warnings they throw at us and the panic, good gawd the panic over gas and food, and it's moving at a crawl and gone from a big bad cat 4 to a slow moving cat 2.
The east coast is getting a big bad storm and I feel very bad that they are gonna get hit.
But I hate the media.
There was such panic here yesterday that every single gas station was out of gas and tons of car accidents of people looking for gas and stores being emptied.
It was nuts.
I'm gonna get rain.

September 3, 2004

Getting better.

That is all.

I cleaned out my bathroom,

with the toilet that needs replacing, it has a leak. I cleaned up my closet, my room, tried to program that universal fucking remote but may patience wore thin after pressing channel + and power for the 30th time to search for the fucking code.
I did some dishes, I need to vacuum, need to catch a weather update, figure out dinner and get rid of this migraine.
I have calmed down somewhat but not enough to make me feel great.

My sis in-law Heather and her son, were in a car accident a few days ago.
The other driver was going 35 in a 50 so Heather tried to pass her in the passing lane and the girl cut left in front of her causing Heather to cut back into the lane and then the chick slammed on the breaks causing Heather to swerve out of control.
They spun around a few times and hit an embankment.
Sullivan is ok. A few cuts and scrapes and a couple of scratches from where one of the dogs flew loose from the seatbelt and flew around the car.
Heather smashed herself up pretty good dislocating her hip and a few other problems. They are ok. They are alive and it could have been so much worse.
The dog that was flown loose, ran out of the car and took off when Heather got out to get her and the baby out and hasn't been seen since.
Her subaru is totaled and get this, the best part, the cops blamed Heather for the accident even though the teen girl was talking on her cell phone only going 35 in a 50, cut Heather off and then slammed on her breaks and when the car crashed, the girl stopped her car, got out and ran on foot through the woods.
As soon as I find an online link to the story, I will link it in this post.
That is such bullshit to me that they are blaming her.
The other driver ran from the scene of the accident. Not just drive off but park the car and run through the woods.
Doesn't that just scream guilt to you? Why run if you didn't do anything wrong?
They will be ok.
Heather and her hubby are trying to get a loan to get another car.
She wants another subaru because as bad as the car looked when it was all over, it had dual air bags and held together really well under the impact.
I hope they find her doggie soon.
They have everyone looking for her.
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Still no online article for the accident but Heather says she bought a 1998 Subaru Impreza Outback Sport and her and Sullivan are healing nicely.
No word on the dog yet.
Well, that's my update for now.
Later days.

Home again home again jiggidy jig.

Sis and I went and paid the bill that I needed to pay and then went where she needed to go and then she bought me another air conditioner to replace the one in the boys room that is broken. (Fan motor died)
Yay!
Landlord said he'd come hook it up sometime next week.

I'm still not in a good place. I really can't even begin to tell you how much rage I have and the only people who know what I am like in person and have seen me this mad, could tell you that this is not good.
Hurricane Kat is exactly what happens.
Calm down Kat, feel better Kat. I'd love too, I really would but it is simply unfathomable to me why you can say one thing to a persons face but say something completely untrue and incredibly fucking mean behind their back and still call that person friend to their face.
Maybe I'm just a different kind of person.
I just tell the truth. I have never been a good liar and I have never seen the need to lie and back-stab and be mean and petty and all that shit but ya know what? If that's how people want to play that game, I will play so hard and so well and I will win and they will be the sorriest mother fucker on the planet when I am done.
See? Kat still in a rage. It would be pretty cool if when I got in a rage like this, I actually turned a color like the hulk so people would know to run for the hills.
Maybe invent like mood clothing like mood rings.
A t-shirt that would change color when mad or happy or in a violent homicidal rage so the the offending person would know to get the fuck out of the way or make it all better ASAP.
There ya go happy little inventors. Get cracking on that.

I just woke up.

I don't have the slightest clue what the weather is cuz the stupid daily news programs are talking crap.
I am tired, I am even more angry today than I was yesterday.
I do not tolerate lies very well at all.
What a weekend to be in a pissy mood.
If hurricane Frances doesn't wipe everyone in this house out, maybe hurricane Kat will.
And yes, this is me being as honest as the day is long.
I say my shit for everyone to fucking hear.
Why?
Cuz you are all the people that I have and if I can't tell shit to you, why fucking say it at all?
I don't hide, I don't lie, I just fucking say it.
I feel like the hulk this morning.
Grr. Kat mad. Kat crush bad things. Kat squash you like little bug.

September 2, 2004

Hurricane Frances updates already.

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DeSoto, Hardee, Manatee and Sarasota County schools will be closed on Friday.

Sarasota County Public Schools is canceling all extra-curricular activities for Friday evening and Saturday (includes practices). Today's away games are also canceled. Other local school events will be held, including open houses and home athletic games (if the opposing county's team wishes to attend.)

The Attorney General's Price Gouging Hotline remains active to serve victims of Hurricane Charley as well as those making preparations for the approach of Hurricane Frances. The Hotline will remain active for as long as the current statewide state of emergency is in effect. The Hotline number is 1-800-646-0444.

Charlotte County Sheriff's jail commander, Captain Tony Penland, advises that visitation to the county jail is suspended Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Cap't Penland said, "Due to the unpredictability of Hurricane Frances, all visitations are canceled and are tentatively set to resume again on Monday, Sep. 6." There are currently 427 inmates in the county jail. The top floor of the county jail is the backup area for the Charlotte County Sheriff's Office Communications/911, and Charlotte County Emergency Operations Center (EOC), should both operations have to be evacuated from the already damaged sheriff's office building, 7474 Utilities Road, Punta Gorda. During Hurricane Charley, both operations evacuated to the county jail, which is the backup site.

In Charlotte County, emergency managers are issuing orders with outsiders on their minds. They're telling residents to find a stable place to weather out the storm. Planners aren't encouraging residents to leave, because major roads will be jammed will east coast residents headed this way for safety.

Ok. I feel better.

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I just needed to get all that out of my system before Frances gets here.
Shit just gets overwhelming and it's better to snap now than during the storm.

I went to check on a site I visit and it had a message for me when I logged in.
It told me it was 11am and not to forget to eat breakfast.
Thanks.
I just might have forgotten that I need to eat to live in my emotional state last night. /sarcasm

I'm keeping the kids home tomorrow just because shit needs to get done to get ready and I will need their help and I also have a bill I need to go pay.
Can't go alone especially now that my fucking leg keeps going numb.
I see the doc again on the 9th. Have many questions to ask her.

I'm alright. I am alright.
Can I blame it on the weather or something?
We did have a full moon and now the hurricane is sucking out all the air and shit.
Yeah.
I'm gonna blame my nuttiness on the weather.

Take me down from the pedestal you have placed me on.

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I'm not as strong as you've made me out to be.
Just because I do what has to be done, it doesn't make me a super hero.
Stop looking to me to make you feel better.
Trying to help you makes me feel worse.
Just because I use common sense, it doesn't make me a know it all.
Stop looking to me to calm your fears.
I have nightmares of my own.
Don't ask my permission if you hate being told what to do.
Stop assuming I'm mad at you.
That just makes me mad at you.
I'm mad at a lot of things that have absolutely nothing to do with you.

You think this is easy for me to go everywhere and be everything and do everything that needs to be done.
You have no idea what this is like.
Please start thinking for yourself and taking care of your own things.
I can't fix anything for you.
I can't fix myself.
I am not in a good place.
How can I get through to you.
How can I make you see that the weight of your dependency on me is making me sink.
Things are taking a toll on me.
Your fears.
Your concerns.
Your needs.
You don't understand that my life is on hold and this infernal machine is all I fucking have that links me to the outside world.
I would love to go out and walk around and go places and do things and have fun and be the everything you need from me.
I can't.
I am sinking.
I can't pick you up when you are down.
I am weak.
I can't comfort you when you are afraid.
I am terrified.
You are sick of hearing and maybe even caring about what is going on with me and my health.
You will never know what it is like to feel the fear of losing the ability to walk.
You will never know the terror that went through me when my leg went numb.
I can't fix anything for you.
I am not the rock you think I am.
I am breaking down and you need lifting up and I can't do that for you.
I need you to pick yourself up.
I need you to do the things that need to be done without asking me.
I need you to be honest with me about how you are feeling.
I can't do anything at all if I am lied to or kept in the dark.
I need you to be rational and calm and take care of the things that need to be done for yourself.
I need you to be your own super hero.

September 1, 2004

I am not good at sharing.

I suck at sharing.
I hate to share because people touch my stuff, move my shit, do things that annoy the hell out of me with my stuff and break my pens.
Someone broke my pen. My favorite purple pilot pen. They broke the fucking clicker.
The clicker. They broke it and I am mad.
My monitor was also turned. And my chair.
I told you how I get. I know shit has been moved. grr.
I was cranky to begin with today. Really cranky and fevery and every little thing is annoying the fucking crap out of me but my pen has sent me over the edge.
Oh, it's just a pen Kat. Relax. You can get another pen.
Yes, I can get another pen but it'll get moved too and broken too and all my shit is always touched and the pen is just symptomatic of a much larger problem.
No one in this house fucking respects me and my fucking shit!!
Gee, why you look so mad today mommy?
What's for dinner mommy?
How do I fix this?
Blah blah blah, wah wah wah.
Hello?!?! Did you people not hear me fucking tell you I feel like fucking shit?!?!?!
Oh, that's right, you don't fucking care as long as you have dinner, get to play PS2 or go online. Nothing matters to you unless it suits you.
Oh, you were sick last week?
Yes, I do remember. I went out and bought medicine and cough drops and juice and kleenex and kept the house all quiet and made sure all 3 of the sickos were well taken care of and not bothered and etc etc etc but hey, no big deal right?
I'm fucking super girl!
I've only had a migraine all day and a fever of 103 all day and I still went to the store and did the fucking laundry and tried to remain as pleasant as humanly possible for all of you.
I'm fucking sick and tired of sharing and being the fucking backbone.
I get tired people. I get scared. I get massively fucking depressed and as long as the house is clean and there's food and lights and toilet paper, you could all fucking care less!!!
I'm tired dammit!
No, you can't possibly understand what I'm going through.
Yes you know that my entire left leg went numb yesterday for hours but you have no idea what that is doing to my psyche.
I'm losing my fucking ability to fucking walk!!!!
I just want to scream and yell and tell people to start taking care of themselves because Kat needs a serious mental health break from all of the responsibility.
Kat is tired and scared and would love to just curl up in a fucking ball and cry for days on end because shit is bad, real bad and I am terrified and depressed and angry and a flood of emotions from this.
But I can't just curl up and cry can I?
No I fucking can't cuz I'm the fucking mom and moms don't get a fucking break from fucking anything.
You know what will be good about getting the surgery when I do get it?
At least a week of no cleaning, no cooking, peace and fucking quiet and no answering questions and no being the super hero.
The bad?
I will come home to the house from hell with no clean anything and a bunch of people yakking at me that there's no toilet paper or some shit.

Today is a bad day people.
Kat is having a very bad mental breakdown kind of day and if one more person says that I have mood swings, I'm gonna kick some teeth in.
You want mood swings?!?! Here!! Let me fucking smash you with this big ol' 2x4 right in your fucking spine so that your life stops and you have to stay put for a long fucking time and we'll just see how far your fucking moods swing shall we?!?!

My face is in a scowl. My lips are tightly pursed but my insides are screaming for people to shut the fuck up and grow up and deal with shit and learn shit and use common sense and cook some shit and wash some shit and take out some garbage without me having to tell you! I want to scream and yell and throw shit people. I am so fucking tired. You have no idea.

Shopping was fun.

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Sis picked us up and we went in search of survival foods.
Got about 8 more cans of spaghettio crap, crackers, chips, peanuts, soda, pudding that doesn't have to be refrigerated, chocolate.
What? The chocolate?
Yes it is too a survival food.
It keeps you from killing your housemates after you've been without power for 3 days.
We got more water and all the usual stuff.
The store was insane.
They had so much water for sale this time.
Crates and crates of it. The managers running around stocking stuff and trying to get weather updates at the same time.
Most of the schools on the east coast have already canceled school for tomorrow and friday.
Monday and tuesday are a holiday and a professional day so that won't be an issue.
All you east coast bloggers, get somewhere safe. Just evacuate. This thing looks like a monster and it's headed straight at us.

Movie Gallery has a policy

that if you think the movie you rented sucks ass, you can take it back and exchange it for a different one for free.
You can do this 6 times a year.
I took advantage of that today.
I had Sebastian take back the piece of crap known as The passion of Mel Gibson's delirium and let him rent Cowboy Bebop.
Much better movie.
Happy family.

AHHHHH!!!

Holy schmolies is that fucker big.
So far, it's not headed at me but the east coast is pretty much screwed.
They keep telling us to wait for more info meaning that they don't have the foggiest clue where it's going and they don't want to be wrong again.
They are now using words like watch the cone, probable landfall areas but watch the cone, unlike when Charley was coming, they pinpointed and were wrong.
This should be interesting either way.
They actually think we will get more wind from Frances than Charley.
Will keep you posted.

Make it stop. Please.

The Paris Hilton Collection?

What is wrong with all of you Paris lovers?
She is just some chick who's going to inherit a buttload of money and maybe does some modeling.
I really don't know why the fuck these chicks are famous.
OOooh, their parents own some hotels. Big whoopdie doo.
And I personally think, not that I give a fucking crap about this twit, that she looked better before. Link found at Kims.

Please tell me you people aren't buying this crap?

Blogshares sucks ass.

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Blogshares is the fantasy blog share game that refuses to answer peoples requests to remove their sites from the game.
I have put in request after request and have been ignored.
I know that Sporty has also requested to no avail, to have hers removed as well.

This is the same bullshit we went through when this fucking game first started.
We had to beg and plead and join the forums and beg the mods to take our blogs, our sites that we pay for, out of his game.
I am not pinging blogrolling or weblogs so this guy can have my site in his game. I am pinging so that my friends who read me, will know I'm alive and kicking. (although slightly fevery today)

I have been asking at least 3-4 times every 2 months for removal of my site(s).
I get no answers. I have emailed every contact address on that site and they ignore the emails.

I'm with Sporty.
Fuck you Blogshares.

I knew it.

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I just knew that after everyone else got better, I would catch that cold.
I'm stuffy, throat scratchy and headachey.
And I'm tired damnit.
Ugh.

Toss some salt, wish on pennies, say

rabbit rabbit.