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My Single Mom Life: January 2005 Archives

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January 31, 2005

Leaving at an ungodly hour tomorrow.

The dental clinic opens at 8am and I have to apply for a clinic card first and then register to be seen for my tooth. If I don't get this thing looked at soon, I'm gonna be a in a right state. It's definitely infected. No doubt about that and so my jaw and throat feel screwy. Yup, must get anti-biotic at least even if they won't yank it which I don't think they will because it's a molar and really broken badly. It's kinda grody man. I can stick like a whole q-tip in there and have room to spare. The dentemp won't hold because there's no tooth at the top of it near the root to hold it anymore. Wish I could get a good picture of it for you people who like gross shit...lol
It's a great lesson for the boys though.
See boys? See what happens when you don't get your teeth looked at regularly? They rot and ache and break apart and it hurts like getting shot in the face at 3 am out of dead sleep.
I actually had that feeling the other day. Like I woke up because it felt like I got shot in the face.
Very, very painful.
They are frightened I tell ya.
Brushing their teeth morning, noon and night and large swishes of Listerine at all hours. Scared to death of throbbing pain.
I swear, all I wann do is smash it with a hammer and pry the pieces out with some needle nose pliers.
Need drugs for that though.
Lots and lots of drugs.
I just keep picturing Tom Hanks in Castaway with that ice skate smashing it with the rock and then passing out.

Houston, we have lift off.

They have been working on my DSL line for almost the entire day.
Linda in actual technical repair said our circuit was definitely broken and anyone who had taken the time to look at it would have clearly seen that was the problem. She switched me from the obviously broken circuit to a new one and then called me back 30 minutes later to let me know their servers had resolved the circuit and to try it. I have net.
I have a full fledged signal again and she doesn't foresee anymore problems with it but should it happen again, to tell the people in tech support to check the circuit before telling me it's my routers fault or that I have a virus.
Linda, you rock babe.

I may now actually be able to catch up on lots of things I missed, again.
Hope you're all having a good day. Mine is better now that I have proof that I'm not crazy and that it was so their fault.
Na nana na boo boo.

I'll be even better if I can get to the dental clinic tomorrow and have them do something, anything with this frigging tooth.
I'm thisclose to taking a hammer and some pliers to it.
Later days.

Mondays suck.

I didn't want to get out of bed this morning. Just tired and achy and there's a bit of a chill today so my bones ache a bit. Going back to bed or at least the couch.

Check the post below and check out those auctions. Some good stuff in there.
Later days.

January 30, 2005

Help a friend in need.

Jenni needs to make some cash so go check out her auctions and buy her stuff. Life is a struggle right now for many of us and she is going through an impending divorce and all kinds of stuff so help her out if you see something you like. eBay- jennis auctions.

Urgle argh!

Still crappy. Tired. Bored. Bleh.
Going to bed after Desperate Housewives.
Hate this crap and just icky blech feeling.
Later days.

Oh my gawd, boredom.

This no net thing is frustrating. On/off, on/off. Bleh. Can't get anything done.
The boys are still playing video games which is ok, they aren't being loud or anything, being very good but with no net and that being the only dvd player, well, Kat is bored to fucking tears.
Did dishes, gonna start some laundry. Dig out my jewelry stuff again so that after I get my meds on Wednesday, it won't hurt to sit that chair over there and work for a while.

I am in such an odd mood.
Like pissed off but happy that it's verizons fault.
I'm pissed cuz this has been going on far too long and I just want my frigging service back and happy cuz they finally admitted that it's their fault.
Pissed cuz I hate listening to my household members whine and say things like sonofabitch cuz the net doesn't work. Hey, I could make you call them every time it goes on the fritz and pay the bill (I pay all the DSL bill in the house cuz it's my thing that I do for me but I share it to be nice) then you'd have every right to start cursing, until then, shud up and deal with it.
But happy that everyone is suffering right along with me. Misery loves company with tea and fucking biscuits.

Pissed cuz I'm bored to death and no movies to watch cuz I sold them and happy cuz I sold them and we can eat.
Oh and I hate it when people say you didn't have to do that, you coulda just told me.
Uh no. This is what responsible people do when times are tough and they have to feed themselves and their kids. They sell shit. It hurts but you do what you have to do.

Ok gonna go start laundry I guess and attempt to find things to do that don't involve ripping my hair out.

Verizon still sucks.

They fucked up my line again.
And after arguing with them about cookies and crap for nearly an hour last night and being told it's my computer, the same problem still persists this morning.
So I called them back and wholly vindication batman! A few other customers have called in about the same problem and guess what???
There's a problem with their circuits in our area.
Yup, it's not my cookies, my router, my config, my phone line, my firewall, my virus scanner. It's them.
THEM.
I am so god damned happy it's them I would jump for joy if I could do it without hurting myself.
No more cleaning of the cookies or the cache or the history. It's totally fucking them.
It took me nearly 15 minutes to get a speed reading with them on the line.
Ha! Mother fuckers! I told you it was you! I'm not some technological idiot but you fucks had so much fun telling me it was my router and other things that I did.
Hahahahaha! Hahahahaha! *laughing insanely*

So we have a 48 hour turn around for them to fix it. If I'm still experiencing the same problems come Tuesday night, to call them back.
For the hundredth fucking time.

I'm gonna try and do stuff online today but email is hard to get to and so are blogs.
Sorry people but at least we all know now that it's so not me.
Ha!

So I got my money back.

The manager apologized for what his employee said. Took my money and went across the street to Petes.
Now I sent Sebastian to 7-11 because I knew Pete didn't have orajel. We only go there if we have to ya know?
So I get to Petes this morning and his brother in law tells me that they may only be open another 2 months because the gas tanks are old and the property owner won't replace them.
This sucks so bad.
Pete and his family are awesome. I have been shopping at the corner store for almost 8 years, watched his kids grow up, he's watched mine grow up. We all know each other like family.
This really sucks.
It will totally blow if they leave and my only choice is that rip-off 7-11. I hate 7-11.
I mean c'mon, something like toilet paper that costs .69 cents a roll at the grocery store but because you're desperate, $1.09.
That's a rip off.
I hate 7-11.
How do we get the property owner to replace the tanks and let Pete stay?

January 29, 2005

F'cked up shit that happened today.

Some asshole in a red SUV pulled up to my yard and the ass gets out, walks across my lawn and steals my kids basketball.
Call the cops who promise to send someone right over, wait over an hour.
Red SUV drives back by with a back full of bicycles and other stuff and call cops again and they send someone over then.
Only cuz now he has stuff of real value. Doesn't matter that we watched this guy walk across our yard and steal it, only that now he obviously has stolen more stuff.
Dinks.
Then, I send Sebastian to 7-11 with a $10 bill to get orajel for my tooth and tell him he can have a piece of candy.
The orajel is marked $2.45, the candy, .79 cents.
Get $4.26 cents back.
From a $10.
Call the store and he tells me straight up that my kid must have stolen the change. I tell him dude, do the math. If my correct change was supposed to be $6. and some change, wouldn't you have given him a $5 and a $1 and the change? Yes ma'am. Then how do you suppose he broke that fiver on the way back? I don't know ma'am but your kid obviously stole your money.
Dude, where's your manager? Not here. When the hell does he get there cuz you ripped off a little kid and my kids don't steal from me cuz they know their ass would be grass and cuz I always reward them with a candy if they go to the store for me. He has no reason to steal. He stole from you lady. Click.
Aww, fuck you man. Come 7am when your boss gets there, I am personally walking the fuck up there and demanding my fucking money and for you to get told off you mother fucker!

Having a great day can't ya tell? Tooth, money, thieves. Fabulous fucking day.

Well that stung a little.

I just sold a bunch of my movie collection to Boogie Woogie.
Money was just too scarce and there was no way the food situation would have held out until Thursday.
It's ok.
*Deep breath*
It's just stuff.
I can get 'em back again sometime.
Sold about 15 movies or so. I haven't counted, but they gave me $91 for them.
That's $91 worth of food and that is more important than movies.
I kept all the good cool ones that we absolutely love but did part with a few that I loved. It's ok. *deep breath* It's just stuff.
Ok, I need to find my headphones and try to chill out.
Mikey is over and they are playing video games and I just hate listening to it.
Later days.

Ouch!

Tooth that I don't have money to have yanked is acting up again.
Massive pain.
Done every home remedy and still no relief.
Probably not going to be around much.
Aggravated by tooth.
Need massive painkillers and someone to hit me in the face with a brick so it comes out.
Argghhhhh!

January 28, 2005

Tired, achey, blah.

I wish the weather would just make up it's mind.
It's not super cold but we have wind and rain headed our way I guess.
I took a long nap this afternoon after the boys came home.
They played Marks new game he got for getting some good grades on his report card from his Big, George, and I napped right on the couch.
Was awoken by the UPS man yelling at some loud passing car. Dude, that is how my street is. Little hip hoppers with so much bass my cement walls shake. He had a package for me from A&E tv. A couple of workout DVDs. Cool. Thanks. Can't do them right now but eventually I'll be able to exercise again. I used to be a workout fiend.
When I moved here I weighed about 215 and between my job at Pier 1 and my Tony Little Tapes, I dropped 75 pounds in 6 months and kept it off right up until 3 year ago. Now, I've put some of it back on and to say I'm unhappy about that is an understatement.
I want to move dammit.

It's so boring here right now.
Nothing much at all happening.
Broke and stressed about it and I hate being stressed about it.
I'll live.
It's tight but I'll live until Thursday.
That's about it from here. Maybe I'll find something interesting to blog about later on.
Later days.

Well that went better than expected.

They took it well, only a few tears were shed. They understand. I guess that's what comes as they get older. They get better at excepting the things that need to be.
The humane society fell in love with him. They loved that he lived with cats and kids and was litter trained and eating solid food.
They said he'll be adopted out at the latest by Sunday. They have so many people who want kittens but the only ones they have are feral and those are near impossible to train and adopt out.
I feel so much better about it.
I will miss him.
He took great naps with me everyday and waited for me to come out of the bathroom where he would then rub between my legs and purr.
But he'll be adopted by a family who can afford the cat.
I have more than I can handle at times and my sister has bought cat food for me when times were lean. I always make it work but one more is one too many.

I'm gonna go fold laundry and make my bed, take my mind off of it.
Bye little dude.

Sister is running late.

Way late but oh well.
Taking the kitten to the humane society today.
Too costly to ship it out of state and the boys were not actively trying to find it a home.
They didn't really believe me hen I said I'm not keeping it.
I tried to find it a good local home but no one wants a kitten and even though kids said yes, parents said no.
The humane society said they will fix him and find him a good home and thanks for not putting him outside.
Sis and I are taking him there as soon as she gets here.
I feel badly but I really did try to find him a home and I knew from the minute we learned about the kitten that this was going to be the hard part.
But I'm not putting him outside and I can't afford to keep him at all.
I just don't have that kind of finances. *sigh*
It's ok. They will take care of him and find him a good home.

The boys are gonna hate me all weekend but I've been saying not keep it since it was born. I meant it but that isn't going to change how they feel about it.

PBS, why?

PBS's Buster is pulled into the cultural wars.

Buster goes to Vermont to see how maple syrup and cheese is made and meets two moms (*gasp*Lesbians!) and the new secretary of education says no way to airing that episode and PBS caves.
Shame on you PBS.

Hi.

Another screwed up sleepless night and then when I did sleep, wow, bad dreams.
I don't mean bad as in scary well, wait a minute, I guess you could cal it scary.
I dreamed that my ex hubs and I were together. As in none of the last 11 years have happened. But we were living in this bizzarro community of houses made high into the trees. It was cool. Not like little huts but like actual houses with plumbing and everything and everyone had to work in the community. From contractors to gardeners etc.
Weird.
I woke up crazy though and had to turn on lights and look around to make sure I wasn't really living there.
Why the hell did I dream about him and those weird houses?
Gah.

Going out today with my sister for a bit. She has some things to do and needs my help so after the boys leave, shower, start laundry and wait for her to show up.
Later days.

January 27, 2005

I thought about doing a quiz in absence of real content.

But I poo-pooed that idea.
I just have nothing much to say today.
Typical after school arguments with the teen sons.
Just feeling blah and out of it and tired and how I wish I had drawing talent because if I could draw the dream I had, it'd be killer.

There was this little doll, cute as could be and she was alive for some reason and she found these two other twin dolls who were sorta alive. They had been hurt and were bleeding (shud up. I know they are just dolls) and they were trying to tell her to run and then they heard him coming back and they whispered for her to lay down and play dead.
She lay there on the ground playing dead with her little doll eyes half open and just staring straight ahead and she saw his large black boots coming towards her.
Next she knew she was being ripped apart and she was in so much pain and bleeding and then he left after destroying her and leaving her a bloody mess on the ground.
She lay there still alive and bleeding because dolls who aren't supposed to be alive can't be killed.
Laying there trying to pick up her torn off limbs and eyes wide with horror.
It was all in black and white except for the blood.
Very gruesome dream.
It'd be cool to turn it into a cartoon short but I can't draw to save my life...lol

I know, I'm rather sick in the head.

It must be the winter blahs.

Cuz hardly anyone is around and that's ok cuz I'm probably going back to bed anyway.
Had a rough night of sleep and woke up stiff as hell.

That whole stick figure story, has frankly gone far enough.
Yes they wrote names on it and stuff but these are stick figures made by 9 & 10 year olds.
They interviewed the mother of the kid depicted in the drawing and she was all "my kid is a victim of a violent crime! Why didn't the school call me?! I had to find out from the press!"
She'll probably sue the school district now.
I think, and I know I am so far out of mainstream thinking on this stuff, that arresting them for a felony was a bit much. They were stick figures. Kids draw violent stick figures all the time. My kids have tons of them and so do most of their friends. Should they all be arrested cuz stick man A stabbed stick man B with a stick drawn sword?
I know, I know, but they wrote the kids name on it Kat! How can you not be upset over that?
Because they are 9 &10 and these are stick figures.
Arresting them for a felony charge was excessive.
They should have been taken and spoken to, suspended, forced into counseling, the parents of all 3 kids should have been notified, but a felony? For stick figures?!
This was clearly a school issue and a parent issue. A counseling issue. Not a legal issue.
It should not have been a felony.
Yes, I know, I hear you. But Kat, they wrote his name on it. It was threatening, but again, it should have been handled by the school and parents.
I think our schools are so frightened of kids because of past school violence that they over react on stick figures but do nothing about actual violence that happens right in front of them.
Where is the balance.
At the beginning of the year, Mark was pushed almost down the stairs right in front of a teacher who looked, saw the kids fighting, heard the yelling, and then proceeded to go to her car anyway. After all, the school bell had rung.
When I called the principal about the bruises and the story, he said he would investigate and get back to me.
I never got a call back and when I had to call him, he said that the teacher had no fear of Mark falling down the steps even though he had already been pushed down 3 of them and the kid was screaming; "I'm gonna push you down the steps!"
Hrm, out right threat and she wasn't afraid for his safety but god forbid he should make a few stick figure drawings of Aztecs they were studying in history.

A felony charge is too much. Counseling and suspension could have handled this.
I'm all for protecting our kids and ending school violence but charging kids with felonies for drawings is going too far.
Help them. Teach them right from wrong. Guide them. Counsel them and if all those measure fail and they continue to exhibit violent tendencies, arrest them, but at least try to help them first.

Later days.

January 26, 2005

My kids lie so well.

They told me I could go on American Idol.Bwahaha
I heard the opening for West Wing tonight as we headed to bed to tuck them in. They were playing Patsy Cline, Walking After Midnight, in the opening scene and I just started singing cuz I love that song.
They were like mom, you could totally go on AI if the age limit was higher.

Ah yuh. Riiiight.
Nite boys, nice try to stay up late.
Almost had me there...lol

Cleaning is done, rent is paid.

Kids are playing happily and I'm bored.
Where the hell is everyone today?
I'm gone for a week and ya'll deserted me...lol

So I've put my foot down.

About homework and chores and you'd think I asked for blood.
But they are doing it.
I'm just tired of everyone postponing what needs to be done until I do it.
So the boys are doing the lawn now that their homework is over and I'm headed to do the dishes and the floors which is my chore.
Later days.

I should make a new category for my OCD stuff.

Ok. The name of that song has been bugging the living shit out of me all morning. Must find it. Know what it is.
Searched every complete discography of ELO google pulled up hoping a name would ring a bell then thought to self after an hour of going; 'no that can't be it', check the Funtown USA website, find out the ride still exists after all these years! The Astrosphere and so cool of them! They have the name of the song listed and horrible midi version of it to listen to.
Cool song, scary ride.

And because I want you to share in my musical dementia this morning, here is the full mp3 of Fire on High Sorry, all gone now. You snooze you lose.
Don't be a dick, always right click.

Talked to Shell on the phone too cuz it was making me nuts. She says the ride smells funny now...lol

I woke up nearly every hour.

And then when the alarm went off, the radio was playing that song by ELO that they used to play at Funtown in Maine in the big yellow and white bubble.
Shell, what was the name of that song?!
It was a scrambler ride inside a huge tent. It was pitch black and you would ride and that song would play and they would show these horrible images on the walls of skulls and snakes and aliens and stuff.
I hate waking up to that song because it sets the tone for the whole day.
Fucked up.
So I'm making nana bread this early in the morning to ward of teh hump day cruddies.
Sorry about the whirring mixer so early ex-roommate.
Later days.

January 25, 2005

Meh again.

You'd think that after all this downtime I'd have tons to say. Not so. Just the same crap on a different day.
Walking to the pharmacy to get muscle relaxers truly sucked. Fucking sucked big time. I may not be able to move tomorrow. It's just cold enough to flare up the arthritis in my hips causing me agony and the beautiful posture of a 90 year old with advanced osteoporosis. I am a sight to behold. thank gawd for my two boys who helped me get back home by letting me have an arm on their shoulders. I could barely stand up straight.

In other news, I did manage to get the network thing completely right. It wouldn't print from the other pc and I couldn't access it but it was able to browse the net. A simple tweak to a setting and voila. Mp3s over there? Listen to them over here. Boys do homework over there? Prints out over here. Beautiful.
I would like to go get ex-roommates new hard drive working right but my back is sore enough for today and I just don't wanna aggravate it more than it already is.
Bleh.

Later days.

Meh.

I have to go out and I don't want to.
I'm achy yet comfy but I need to go get those scripts that are ready. This sucks.
Maybe I'll wait for the boys to come home and have them go with me.

Darling...

Tim Burton's Corpse Bride trailer is online!

How are ya?

Things are still working here and this is good. Maybe it's the fact that I called and demanded corporates' number/address that got it fixed. Who knows just glad it's done.

But I have been down and off line for so many days now that it's hard to catch up with everyone.
So here's what I'd like you to do for me.
Did you have an awesome post in the last 7 days I didn't get to read? Some big news that I missed?
Post the link to it in the comments and I'll come check it out.

It's so hard to get caught up on 7 days worth of reading. Email was hard enough.
Later days.

January 24, 2005

Holy mother of god! I do believe we have net!

It's been about an hour and my connection is still good.
I do believe they finally fixed it.
7 days of not always on service as their commercial promises.
Off and on sucks and they know it now.
I don't think they've ever had so many complaints from the same person and my letter to the complaint department will be thorough with names, single spaced to save ink and paper and so detailed they'll know exactly who said what and what time they got stupid and told me to delete my cookies again.
Hello? You dumb ass tech person. Um, I have no cookies or temp files to delete because I haven't been on line since the last time you stupid fucks told me to delete them! No connection! Remember! That would be why I'm calling!
Ah, net connection good.
Kat happy.
Kat can stop noticing all the bad things family does again.
Just kidding.
Family is good but man, I did notice a lot more how much the boys like to aggravate each other.
But now that I'm back, I seriously need a shower.
Not net to an addict is like insomnia.
Not really sure what you should be doing. Your schedule is all thrown out of whack. Laundry? Wait, didn't I do that right after sending the kids out the door every morning and making my first post? Dishes? I did those after checking all the pinged blogs every morning.
Shower was sometime around 10 and what the hell else...oh, uh, I can't function without my rituals!! It's sick I know. I need help.

Ok, shower and then an attempt to catch up with everyone.
*sigh*

Sort of working.

And just as I say that, I will try to hit post and it will go wonky again.
Do you know that you can't call corporate Verizon? Well now you do.
You can't. They won't give out that number but you can have an address.
Thank you. I will be sending my now 7 page letter.
Thank you very much.

Life here is dull. Got things off my chest. Got things semi-cleared up.
I think.

Ate a Take 5 candy bar. Interesting. Lots of stuff in those things. Wouldn't be my fave bar but in a pinch for much needed sugar, it would so do the trick.
Holy cow is that a lot of stuff in there.

Made beef stew in the crock pot all day. Can't wait to eat it.
Had an argument with the boys over schoolwork.
Ripped a huge hole in my socks. Well, one sock.
Talking like a robot because I have been repeating myself to Verizon for days now and can't help but talk like a frigging drone cuz if I curse to them about my anger and severe customer un-satisfaction, they will hang up even though tech support has got to be the largest group of fucking dumbasses on the planet. (the flashing green light on the modem means you have a virus. It doesn't mean that the modem is working? No ma'am, it's your fault your dsl isn't working)
Kill. Them. All.

Ok, so much stress and arguing today over really stupid shit. I mean, really stupid shit. You have no idea what qualifies as stupid until you have an argument over your blogs traffic. I mean really, WTF? I am so not a high profile blog by a long shot. I am a flappy bird again. I want to be a higher being but I think the pressure of pleasing 100,000 people per day would send me over the edge.
I'll stick to my nice, happy, comfy and friendly 150-200 per day.
You all are wonderful and thanks for visiting and I wuvs you so much.
Heck, that number could drop to 10 as long as I get to keep blogging. I just like writing and communicating with anyone who wants to read it.

Now, beef stew time.
Later days. *mwah*

Morning. It's cold.

Froze my ass off all night in my cold room.
Kids going to school.
Hoping to have line fixed soon.
*bitchy* I don't get nearly the amount of traffic as other blogs but sorry if what I do get bothers you so much.*
I was a major bitch yesterday with very good reason and I will not be walked on or taken advantage of again. Ever.
I will be the best, most supportive friend you could ever imagine. I am there for my friends 110% but don't ever ever, have the nerve to 'slap me in the face' with such ungreatfulness and petty fucking behavior.
There is nothing worse to me than ungreatful.
It shows true character.

I'm fine really. Just feeling doubly bitchy this morning.
It is Monday after all.
Later days.

P.S. Do me and the world a favor by clicking the hunger site (aid tsunami victims button) in the sidebar. It goes to the hunger site and a simple click helps put food in the mouths of those who need it. It doesn't cost you anything but a few seconds to make that click.
Thank you.

January 23, 2005

No change.

Man, you have no idea how much this sucks.
I miss you all so much but I can't stay connected long enough for your pages to load. It's depressing.
I called the 800 number and it says they are still working on my help ticket so keep your fingers crossed for me.

In my boredom today, I set up the big fish tank my sister gave me.
I need a gravel filter and a water heater and I'll be good to go.
I can put fish in it now but I'd rather have everything first.
Get some guppies and one of those muck suckers and maybe a few tetras.
Simple fishes. None gay.
Sorry, it's an inside joke about Shark Tales the movie and some fish that wears a scarf and how the movie industry is trying to brainwash kids into thinking homosexual fish are ok.
I think that was the gist of the conversation. Maybe it relates to real life but it's a cartoon and they are fish and people need to remember that it's not the kids who notice if the fish is gay. They just notice the pretty scarf around his neck. If parents get upset and homophobic, the kids will react the same way.
They learn what they see far more than they learn what you tell them.
Actions speak louder than words.

Ok, that's about it from here cuz this waiting game with the net just sucks major.
Later days.

Sad :(

MSNBC - Johnny Carson, longtime host of Tonight Show, dies at 79

Status the same.

If I get up this early, I have good service but as soon as the rest of the world or maybe it's just my street gets up, I lose it.
I really am not getting my hopes up that it will be corrected and repaired by 5pm today. They don't believe me that the system is buggy at all.
Gah.

Nothing much doing today. Some more general housecleaning, watching the weather. It's supposed to hit the teens tonight for at least 3+ hours.
That snow and cold front the north is getting is pushing some nasty cold weather our way. Brr.

Ok, this is just a check in post to let you all know that we are alive and kicking.
Later days.

January 22, 2005

Still buggy.

Was great this morning then when people started waking up around the world, it got slow, stopped, connections lost, found, crawled. They need to fix this.

Not much has been happening though. I made Shell some earrings, made a valentine bracelet that I don't know if I'll be able to upload cuz of the above problems.

The kids have been helping my sister all day at her house, I did some dishes, some general cleaning, some laundry, read some more of my book cuz I'm in a 100 books a year challenge this year. I can do it. I've read 3 so far and almost finished with that and then I'm gonna start a new one.

Threw my neck out for the 2nd time in 2 weeks. Bleh. Whatever.
Hope you're all having a great weekend and peeps in the New England area, stay warm, play games, don't injure your family members. The snow will go away and will melt and you will be free soon enough in spring. Or you could just take a vacation to Florida as soon as the blizzard passes.
Just a thought.

Request from reader Karen.

I am a part of Code Blue, www.code-blue-family.com, a charity that helps sick children, and we are trying to help one of the members have a GREAT day.... if you are able, we all would really appreciate if you would take a minute to read the message below. Thanks!

Little Dillion Craig is having his third birthday... and quite possibly his last... Dillion was born without a brain, just a brain stem, but has shocked the medical world with his awareness and survival.

Mom wants to make his birthday special, they didn't get to celebrate last year because he was in the hospital seizing uncontrollably... so this year we are pleading with everyone we know to please take a moment and send him a card.... just a card... (or more if you have the mind to send a toy).

This family is not only hurting because of a sick child but they are financially struggling with three small kids. But that doesn't mean this cant be a special birthday!

Please take a minute.. a post card, a birthday card... something special for this very special little boy... I promise you it will make your day feel better to have reached out and touched him. this is his website.. www.ourboogieman.com

His address is
Dillion Craig
3749 Club Estates Dr. Box #2
Muskogee, Ok 74403

If the cards could be sent starting Feb. 21, they should start pouring in the week before his bday. What do you think?? Can we fill their home with just about the happiest birthday ever?

thank you sooo much in advance
Karen

Not getting my hopes up.

Net was buggy all night still. Off/on off/on and IE wanted to work more than mozilla wanted to work but IE is such a buggy browser that I hate it now after using firefox all this time and I hate having to monitor everyones doings so much for spy ware and crap. No one else knows to run the spybot or adaware every week or defrag or even empty recycle bins. I didn't want to have to sit and watch over people to make sure they weren't going to known pop up slamming sites that you get with IE. Firefox is great about that shit.
But, right at the moment, I seem to have net. I seem to have decent speed and firefox is loading pages pretty good.
Keep your fingers crossed for me that this is the end of my troubles with Verizon but I seriously doubt it. I wonder how many times they can screw over the same customer in a month. So far, I've lost a total of 12 days of service this month between the accident and very slow speeds. When I say slow, I mean slow. Check this speed I clocked last night before I finally gave up trying to answer emails;
4 down, 14 up.
Baby, that's slower than a 32 speed dial up modem. That's pitiful.

I woke up this early because a) I am always up at this hour for the boys and b) in pain.
I can't get my pain meds refilled until the 2nd because one of my docs left the office and has moved to a new building and the new head doc doesn't know me even though the other 3 do, so he won't authorize meds until he meets me. Earliest appointment after leaving a gazillion messages, February 2nd.
But did anyone call me to tell me any of this? No. I had to call many times, got told my chart was lost a few times. No one said hey Kat, your doc left, we have a new one, he wants to see you before he helps you, here's an appointment. Gah.
So I'm up, took muscle relaxer and anti-inflam, going for the heating pad and tens unit next.
Later days.

January 21, 2005

Don't. Even. Get. Me. Started.

Extremely foul entry in the extended entry cuz I know how sensitive some of you all are over that horrid F word. ;)

All was well. No one touched anything and then no service. Service. Feh, maybe you can have a little service.
The speeds are sick.
35 down, 10 up.
298 down, 52 up.
31 down, 13 up.
1164 down, 12 up. *so close to where we're supposed to be at.*
I am ready to kill. Chop, maim, dismember, poison, stab, every single idiot that has told me to clear my cookies and temp files over the last 3 days.
Uh, if it was that fucking simple, don't you think that would have fixed the problem the first time 3 fucking days ago?!?!?!
Oh and by the way I spoke to a few of my neighbors last night during a power outtage. They are getting the same shitty service as me.
Ma'am, please clear your temp files. That will resolve the issue.
Are you paying attention?!?!
There are 3 other people on my street with the same fucking symptoms. Are we all stupid and don't know how to clean the files?!?!
Is it our fault you guys are fucking up so bad on the lines and you refuse to admit responsibility for any of it? Oh, we don't know how you got shut off ma'am. You just did. So-rry.
Fuck you and you're sorry. Fuck you and your shitty service. Fuck you treating me like I don't know shit about computers because I may not be a fucking genius or work in tech support *cough like that's a hard job, clear your cookies, cough* but I have installed a hard drive in the last 24 hours,I have installed ethernet ports, memory cards, hardware, software, run line tests, I have set up the network myself. I have troubleshot and fixed many fucking things on these damn pcs* and am continuously being asked to fix other peoples but there ain't a god damn thing I can do about your shitty fucking service you fucking assinine buttfucks! If you tell me to unplug everything and clear my fucking temp files one more fucking time, I am going to get on a greyhound bus to Tampa and choke the living shit out of you in person you fucking nitwit!
This! Is a shitty DSL service issue! A tech guy was using javascript this morning to fix the router issues and *ahem* clear all the fucking cookies and said that maintenance was being done on this area over the last 3 days but that they had finished and to call back if my service was still shitty and tell you that. I am not, do you hear me, not fucking clearing another god damn fucking cookie or temp file. I will not unplug the router or the modem or the second pc. I will not reset the ip again. I have done each and every one of those things with someone at your tech support *cough stupid fucking nimrods cough* at least 6 times over the last 3 days.
Fix this shit and fix it now.
You fucked me over pretty bad on the 7th, are you all going for the worst fucking customer service award or something? Fucking fix it or you can give me a year free for aggravating the piss out of paying fucking customers!


*Mike has email talked me through a few things but they were all done physically by me and I have learned an enormous amount of tech stuff on my own.
My apologies if I am unable to respond to comments or emails. I can't keep a connection long enough to do anything. This took me over 30 minutes to post. It kept timing out.

If it breaks again, I may hurt someone.

The net was still buggy all night. We lost power ( our side of the street) for about an hour. Things were just shitty around here for most of the night.
Jenni, sorry I missed your call but I was wiped out and didn't even hear it. So sorry hun.

I called tech again this morning, spoke to this great guy who did that whole xp fix your pc from where he is thing and he fixed it. Seems to be working great now. Yay! I'm so happy. Everything is back up and running a networked properly and yay!

The boys got up and started fighting right away. Why are teen boys such assholes to their little brothers?
I'm not even going to repeat what he said to to other kids about Sebastian at the bus stop which made him cry and rightly so, but believe me, Mark will be spoken to and dealt with this weekend. How's about no video games you ass? Maybe some extra house cleaning and chores too? Yeah. I think that is sooo in order.

Ok, I am so tired still. So I'm gonna try and sleep some more. It was just a bad night around here and when I get up I have some stuff i really need to do.
Later days.

January 20, 2005

If that's all it was, I may kill someone.

Remember, when you isp shuts you off accidentally or otherwise, check you fucking proxy settings again.
That is all.

Man, could they make these any cheaper these days?

So my new VCR showed up just a bit ago. I needed a new one cuz the old one broke and was severely temperamental.
I didn't pay much for it, $50 with my amazon credits and it shows up and oh my gawd, it is so lightweight. Way lighter than the one I tossed and way lighter than the one in my room that works but the remote broke and no universal remotes would work it. I swear this thing weighs less than the kitten...lol
But, it works, it changes channels, it has all the plug-ins for the PS2. I'm happy.

Now, if the rest of what I ordered would just show up I'd be even happier. They broke up my shipment. I hate that. This came by FedEx for some reason, one thing is coming by USPS and another by UPS and my moms film was delivered by UPS yesterday. They got one of these, Kodak EasyShare CX7330 3.1MP Digital Camera with 3x Optical Zoom & Kodak Easyshare Printer Dock with 64MB Memory Card. My sister got it for them for Christmas and as usual, I am always broke at xmas cuz I'm so busy trying to make the kids have a good holiday that my parents have to wait until January for something from me. They understand. So I got them some more film for the camera. They love it. Mom sent me some pictures of the snow up in Maine and of her and my dad and the thermometer...lol I so don't miss those temps but some days here lately, it feels like I'm right back there minus all the fluffy annoying white stuff.
Mom, dad, you guys are looking great by the way. :) I love you and thanks for the baubles for me to make some jewelery with.

Speaking of jewelry
, I need to get off my butt and out of my funk and get working on some pieces. I have some great ideas, a one of a kind red hat necklace and bunch of valentines pieces, so I just need to get doing them.

Jenni, it looks like it's going to be costly to ship baby kitty to you. It's $170 plus it has to go to the vet here and get certified and first shots, acclimated to a cage, a certificate showing it's been acclimated etc. May be more trouble than the little bugger is worth hun. He's cute and cuddly and all but holy shit, that's a lot of money for a cat that weighs less than 2 pounds and isn't even a purebred. *eye roll*

Ok, need to eat something for lunch and get ready for the boys to come home. They want to watch Evil Dead II (Special Edition) when they get home. It came yesterday. To complete my collection of those. It was cheap. Got it from a used vendor. I buy used whenever I can cuz it's usually always a few dollars cheaper and works great. I still have some credits left too and already off to a great start for the new quarter. Thank you to those of you who are ordering through my links. Much appreciated. I already am getting started on the boys birthday presents for this year too. Got Sebastian one and that is due to be here soon by one method or the other and something for Marks too. Just waiting on delivery. Crazy shipping stuff.
Okey dokey, rambling now.
Later days.

P.S. This whole inaugural thing isn't going to delay or stop Passions today is it?!

Amber alert. Please read!

Adam has been found. Comments closed because people are getting pissy when I was trying to help by even posting this.

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DUNNELLON, FL (AP) -- An Amber Alert was issued Wednesday for an 11-year-old boy believed to have been abducted by a man authorities described as a known sex offender, who had been roommates with the boy's father, authorities said.

The Florida Department of Law Enforcement and sheriff's deputies searched Wednesday for Adam Kirkirt, who was last seen Tuesday afternoon in Dunnellon, about 75 miles northwest of Orlando.

Adam may be with a man identified as Frederick Fretz, 42, and they may be traveling in a white four-door Chevy Lumina, Marion County's sheriff's office said. Fretz had picked up Adam at Dunnellon Elementary School on Tuesday, the sheriff's office said.

Fretz, a known sex offender in Arizona and Pennsylvania, according to the sheriff's office, had been roommates since December with Adam's father, who met Fretz in jail in September or October, the sheriff's office said.

The suspect was jailed in September for domestic battery and possession of marijuana. Adam's father, Ivert Kirkirt, had been jailed for violation of probation on an aggravated battery charge. Fretz would often take the boy to and from school, officials said.

The missing boy, who moved into his father's Ocala apartment in December, is about 5 feet tall and weighs about 100 pounds. He was last seen wearing black pants, a white T-shirt and a black sweat shirt with a Spider-Man symbol.

No further information was made available Wednesday. Amber Alerts rapidly notify the public and other law enforcement agencies of a missing child who may be in danger.

If you have any information about this or any other crime, call our partner, First Coast Crime Stoppers, at 1-866-845-TIPS. You will remain anonymous and could be eligible for a $1,000 reward.

I am so going back to bed.


Click for bigger. Thanks girl.

I shouldn't but holy crap am I tired.
Between yesterdays grilling and this mornings argument over a dirty t-shirt, I think I need to go back to sleep and start over.

Mark put on a shirt that was dirty. Had stains on it. I had rubbed laundry soap into and was going to do the laundry today. Yesterday was just no good.
He decided he was going to wear it anyway. Favorite shirt, blah blah blah and all that. It's got a huge laundry stain! You can't wear that!
I'm wearing it! I have no other clean shirts!
You have plenty of shirts! I storm off, find a big black shirt that is clean.
Oh, where'd you find that?
On top your dresser where you stuff all your clean laundry when I tell you to put it away.
Good grief, he was like yelling about wearing a dirty shirt.
Lordy.

Inauguration day eh? The kids get two hours out of classes to watch. How thrilled do you think they are? They're both contemplating napping just like I'm sure half their schoolmates are. Apparently, a morning nap was the subject of the day at lunches and bus rides.
I don't blame them. I may nap through it myself.
Maybe the limo will get pelted with eggs again. That always liven up that drab ceremony eh?

Alrighty, I need to like force them ready and get them out of here.
Later days.

January 19, 2005

Do you swear to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth so help you god?

I do.
Do you go to church?
No.
And Sebastian started off with a bang.
Let me just say for the record, the insurance attorneys suck major ass.
I have never met a bigger fucking asshole in all my life and from my attorneys kicking of my chair, I think he knew that I was thisclose to crawling across the table and choking that dink.

Ass Attorney: What is the nature of your disability?
Me: *quizzical look* Severe scoliosis.
Ass Attorney: When were you diagnosed?
Me: When I was 12.
Ass Attorney: How many doctors have said you're disabled?
Me: 17 in the last 4 years.
*Silence*
Ass Attorney: Did the teen tell them not to touch his car and did they touch his car?
Me: Yes he told them not to touch his car and no they did not touch his car.
Ass Attorney: Again, did the teen tell them not to touch his car and did they touch his car? It's a yes or no question.
Me: It's a two part question. Yes he told them not to touch his car and No they did not touch his car. It's yes AND no.
*silence*

Sebastians questions went on for about 30 minutes. I got grilled for an hour and half. mainly about things having absolutely nothing to do with the case at hand like where is my ex-husband, does he pay support, how much money does my room mate make (none of his fucking business) and more and more about my back.
He basically tried to paint me as a disabled welfare mother trying to make a fast buck.
He was a dink with a capital D.

Those are over and we may or may not have to endure a trial which our attorney doesn't think is going to happen at all because our testimonies were so good and this guy couldn't trip us up at all.
I'm glad that part is over. It sucked.

But I met our attorney face to face for the first time today. He is in St. Pete and we have done everything by phone and mail and oh my god, bad Kat. The first thing I thought was wow, he looks like this guy.
I was stunned for a minute. Tee hee.

Ok, I really need to eat dinner now. We didn't get back until almost 5 and then we went to the store at 6 and gah. Time just flew so fast today.
Later days.

You know how when you call your mom or your grandmother..

They tell you every body problem they have?
You know how much you hate it and vow that you will never ever talk about your failing body functions?
Well I'm here to tell you there isn't anything you can do about it. It's just going to happen. You're just going to wake up one day and realize that the most interesting thing about you lately (at least interesting to YOU) is your failing body parts.
You're going to realize that all you've talked about for quite awhile is what hurts, how many times you pee or don't pee, poo or don't poo, meds, doses, times, appointments, food logs, health logs, exercise logs, complaints about what ails ya.
There's no stopping it. It creeps up gradually but pretty soon, that is all you realize you talk about.
Sure, there are other things happening in your life, far more interesting and far more less gross and icky but for some reason (old age creepin' up) all you want to talk about is body stuff.
You remember the good old days of when things worked and how much better you were then and how great you felt and then you get depressed because you know that you are now old. You've crossed the line from young, sprite and healthy and full of vitality babe o' rama that men longed for and women hated and you have now become your *gasp*, mother.
I love my mother, don't get me wrong but I do recall a day when I hated hearing about her latest ailment, ache, pain, etc. I just thought, god mom, too much info, and now, it's me. It's me with the tmi and just feeling old and broken lately and maybe that is why I had that dream nightmare yesterday. I realized that no more babies were ever going to happen. That the baby factory is closed for business and all the other important businesses that lived in the close proximity, the hormone factory, the controlled bladder factory, the good digestion factory, have all closed up shop too.
Gone out of business.
No going out of business sale, just closed up and ran off in the middle of the night.
Each day I am amazed at how crappy I feel from just yesterday and sometimes even hours before. I am amazed at each new gray hair and crow foot around my eyes. Laugh lines? Who the hell are they kidding?
Those darling are lines. The beginnings of wrinkles. No amount of cream is going to stop them. Too late for that. You could botox them but that's far too costly for the everyday woman.
I have become old and unhealthy and I am feeling it today more than ever or maybe it just really hit me that yup, shit's broken, stuff don't work and ain't a damn thing you can do about it, hard this morning.
It's too bad people hate audblogs so much because some of the conversations me and the boys have are far more interesting than what ain't working today.
*sigh*

Bleh.

I'm having one of those mornings again.
Just feeling bleh.
Anticipating todays court stuff, body still feeling off, probably has to do with the med situation.
Mark gave me tude bright and early cuz Sebastian gets the day off so he was like yelling as soon as I turned his light on.
Too bad, you're going to school. Be happy it wasn't your damn arm that got busted. Be happy you don't have to face that raving lunatic (mother) again today if she even shows up.
Tired, cranky, the whole lot of us apparently.
Hoping the moods leave us all soon cuz it sucks. A house full of cranky, neurotic, self absorbed people. Me included.

January 18, 2005

That last chick on American Idol,

was more sad than funny.
I personally think she's schizophrenic or some other mental disorder and they were making fun of her. It was sad, not funny.

Oh, and my nightmare from this afternoon, apparently, I was so freaked out while sleeping, that I spoke.
Like was talking in my sleep cuz my kids were in the living room and they said they heard me yell that I was pregnant.
That's funny.
Ok, not funny that I was talking in my sleep cuz what the hell else do I say?
Ack!

EEEkkk!

I fell asleep again and had a dream nightmare that I was pregnant.
Eeeek!!
Not possible, totally not possible at all but what the hell?
Let's see, what did I eat that would cause that type of dream?
Spaghetti with extra onions, sweet n' sour chicken, um, that's it today. Weird.

No one called me back. I knew that was going to happen.
So I have to make calls tomorrow morning before Sebastian and I head off to do depositions. Again.
The teens mom was subpoenaed this time so if she doesn't show up, she goes to the slammer.
Later days.

Why me?

Every month for two months now we have had some problems getting my scripts refilled.
And every month I have to call the docs office to find out what the hold up is and every month they tell me they can't find my chart.
It goes something like this:
Rosa the nurse: We can't find your chart honey.
Me: Same problem we have every month Rosa.
Rosa: Are you sure this is the doctors office you come to?
Me: Yes. I have been coming to you for the last 6 months and for the last two months you guys lose my chart and can't refill my meds until you find it. It's usually on someones desk.
Rosa: Now how come you haven't been here in a month?
Me: Cuz every time I call for an appointment, no one calls me back. I'll try again Rosa.
Rosa: Now what script is it?
Me: Again, it's the hydrocodone 7.5 750 mgs. Every month you call them in as 10s at 500 mgs and the insurance won't fill 10s.
Rosa: Oh that's right. I remember you now.
me: Good, now how about that chart?
Rosa: We still can't find it. What's your birth date again?
Me: *gives birth date and ss number and kidney*
Rosa: Ok, we'll call you as soon as we find it and figure out what's going on. Now you need to call about an appointment.
Me: Okey dokey Rosa. Thank you.

Me: *calls for appointment*
Lana: Sorry, my computer is down right now I can't make any appointments.
Me: Ok, how's this, here's my name and number and birth date, you call me back as soon as the pc is up and running and give me an appointment?
Lana: Ok hun, will do.
Me: *yeah right*

Me: *go to walgreens.com look at scripts*
What the hell is that?
Call walgreens.
Tech: How can I help you?
Me: Hi, my name is Kat C and we are waiting for the docs office to call in my script for hydros but I was just looking at the .com and for some reason, Tramadol is in process as of yesterday and I haven't seen that doctor in 2 years. Who called that script in?
Tech: You haven't seen Dr. Weinstein in 2 years?
Me: Yup, that's what I said.
Tech: Hrm, I don't know who called that in ma'am but we'll take it off right away.
Me: Thank you. Those suck anyway.
Tech: Someone called it in but I don't know who. Know way to find out. Have doctor call us about hyrdos.
Me: Will do, thank you.

Me: *now waiting for someone, anyone to call back about meds*

Verizon wants to die.

I had service this morning. I posted. I checked email. Then I went and fell back to sleep for a bit.
I got up and no service.
Bastards are going to die.
I call, wait on hold for over 30 minutes and then get told, oh, we're sorry, we were working on your account again.
Then, my router wouldn't work cuz they had been working on my account again.
Reset, network wizard again.
Have service again.
I swear they are all going to die if they touch my account one more time.

It's not supposed to be 42 degrees.

It's chilly outside again this morning. Got the kids ready to go all bundled up.
Not much to say this morning really.
I didn't sleep very well, tossed and turned. It's the cold weather and even if it isn't, we'll just blame it on the cold anyway.

January 17, 2005

What the hell?

So my right side jaw started aching about an hour ago. Not like a toothache but just an ache.
I go look in the mirror and holy crap, another wisdome tooth!
This makes 6 people.
I have had 5 removed.
I had all 4 original wisdome teeth removed about 12 years ago, the 5th removed last year and now here we go again with a 6th.
I'm a medical anomaly.
How can I be sure it's another one?
It's raised and coming in at an angle.
Actually, it's already above my molars but coming in at a steeper angle now.
Hrm.
What are the odds of this?
Time to call the dentist before it startes giving me major aches and pains and grief.

Thank you babe!

The ultra fabulous Kate is grabbing me two of my forks off of ebay cuz my paypal account is too short to do it. (I donated my profits from my last two jewelry orders to the tsunami effort)
In return, I am going to grab something off of her wish list using my Amazon credits from the last Q4 payments that we already got and I won $20 from Jittery in Amazon gc so after getting my replacement VCR and my mom and dads film, and a cd for the way cool Mike who rocks too, I can grab her something. Money in one account, none in the other is usually how it always is.
Thanks so much Kate, I was going nuts searching and even called roomie at work begging her to search the work kitchen again because I just don't see how I could lose two forks in one week when we didn't eat here all week.
I totally appreciate it babe.
You rock. :)

How very sad and how angry should we be?

Stupid Evil Bastard: The problem of 45 million uninsured Americans hits home. Hard.

Not in trash.

I poked through all the trash for this week. Not there.
Gone just gone.
Crappers.
I have housecleaning to do, dishes, vac, fold some laundry.
I'm gonna hope that the guy on ebay that Kate saw has two and not just one. And if I get both I'm locking them up and not using them again until a fucking holiday.

*grumble, moan, piss, bitch*

I'm having a morning.

I was awake at 3am or so because so many things were going through my mind. My lost forks, hurt feelings, anger, pent up frustration, confusion, feelings of odd sorts.
I don't like being this way.
I say what I think and feel and pretty much can't stand it when people don't do the same for me.
Sure, if someones pissed off at me I might get upset about it but I deal with and learn from it and try not to do it again and I just wish it was the same with others toward me.
Oh well.

I need to get dressed and go dig through my trash today in the cold temps because tonight is trash night and I'll be damned if I let those forks go out with Mr. Garbageman in the morning if they are in there.
Wish I had some rubber gloves but oh well.
Later days.

January 16, 2005

Where oh where have my salad forks gone?

I am stumped as to their disappearance and come sun up, I may dig through a weeks worth of garbage to find them. I went to the site and found my pattern, Oneida - Flatware Patterns, Michelangelo under heirloom patterns if the link fails again. My salad forks are $11.45 each.
Ouch.
So I packed up the rest of the set, the whole set, and put them in the box and put them away and took out an old crappy set to use from day to day now.
I will find those damn forks if it kills me.
To think that I lost two forks of a set that costs MSRP $855.00, on limited availability sale for $399.00 per set, I am upset.
I know. Silly Kat upset over salad forks but it's an expensive heirloom set given to me 7 years ago when I moved here and had nothing for my new apartment by a very well to do woman I worked with at Pier 1. She didn't have to work, she just liked to. I bought a small love seat off of her so that in my new place, we'd have something to sit on and she tossed in the whole service for 8 with serving utensils for free to help me get started. I asked her why and she said because when she got married, she inherited her grandmothers set which had service for 24 people with matching punch bowl and it was like 100 years old or something.
I have cherished this set and taken immaculate care of it and if I have to go dig through a whole weeks worth of garbage to find those 2 damn forks, I will.
I don't own much that can be considered something to cherish and hang onto but the stuff I do have that has any worth, I take care of and this is really upsetting me.

Kats' OCD is in overdrive. Need help. Send therapists and valium.

Ha!

The Stop Ashlee Simpson Petition

How long can a person actually have the same cold?

I'm still sick. I had a few good days where I didn't feel like death but still coughed my brains out and now this morning, I'm right back to coughing, sneezing, runny-stuffy nose, clogged ears, sore throat.
Yay for winter.

I am not doing a damned thing today. I mean it. The house can fall down for all I care. I am tired and so sore I can barely move. I had the worst nights sleep because everything ached so bad. Could be because we went from 84 degrees for like 6 days in a row to a rapid drop to 50 in a matter of a few hours.
So today, I will blog, I will lay on the couch, I will be a sloth. I will also try to find two forks.
We are missing two of my sterling silver service for 8 and it's driving me nuts. OCD baby. No rest for the compulsive at all. Must find forks. I'm surprised I actually went to bed without finding them.
I once turned my entire house upside down and I mean, every stick of furniture was moved and tossed and everything was gone through all in an attempt to find all 25 of Marks matchbox cars. I could not sleep until I had them all and one stupid red convertible had me up until 4 am one night. I knew at at that moment that something was wrong with me and I haven't been the same since. Things have to be certain places. I count my silverware.

January 15, 2005

This day is dragging on.

I haven't done a whole lot today. I did my bed sheets and blankets through the wash and some other laundry.
Took a 2 hour nap with the kitten. He sleeps so cute. He mews if you roll over and then he stretches and goes right back to sleep.
I made sweet n' sour chicken for dinner, put my sheets back on my bed, went to the pharmacy and the store with my sister and picked up one more bottle of my meds. Not the pain pills. Just the anti-inflams.
Still running laundry through, last load.
I need to upload pictures and stuff.
I'm uncomfortable. I feel bloated and tired. Like so overly tired I could sleep for a week.

Shell made me a table lamp from a canning jar with potpourri and crocheted me a pair of wool slipper socks. Like knee high for when it's cold outside when I go out to smoke. I always wear shorts and needed something for my feet.
So I ordered some crystals in her birthstone and when they come in I'm going to make her a pair of earrings. It's funny, March and Decembers birthstones are so similar. I just bought aqua stones cuz they didn't have any topaz but the stones I did get are more topaz than aqua. I made myself a set last week and everybody loves them. My birthday is March 1st so I made myself a set of pretty earrings.

Ok, need to like go get myself unbloated, do the dishes cuz I swear if someone tries to do them again as a favor, I may go ballistic and then try to rest. I am just so wiped out.
Later days.

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Odds and ends.

I have my tens unit on high today cuz again, this month, they screwed up my med refills. It will be until Monday at the earliest for pain pills. I am also starting to wonder if I'm going through them faster than usual. I seem to be anyway but I KNOW that I am only taking them when I'm supposed to. I'm not stoned out of my mind here people. I know my meds and times and what and how many and all that. Something is off because I have been taking my meds like clockwork for months and actually years, something is just not right about these last two months.
I'm not saying shit about anyone or anything, heck, maybe I spilled them or don't recall taking more than prescribed but something is not right so until I figure it all out, they go under lock and key and if need be, on my body at all times in a zip loc bag pinned to my fucking underwear. They were last filled on 12/16/04 and I ran out 4 days ago of my usual 6 per day as prescribed and so I had to cut down to 1 per day and only took 2 the whole time I was at Disney cuz I had none left and had one last pain pill that I took yesterday cuz I was dying.
It just strikes me as very odd.
Do I think the kids are taking them? Hell no. I've been a prescribed drug user for the last 4 years and a bona fide drug abuser for most of my teen years stealing my moms pain pills and smoking dope and snorting coke and there was even that one time with the big H that I never, ever want to be anywhere near again. I would know if my kids were fucked up. I would know. Do I think someone may have snooped around in my house and found them? I can't say but I do know that one person has asked me for my pain pills several times and I made it clear to ex-roommate that that person was not allowed in here. The few times that chick was in here, I clutched my pill bottles like I was a fiend all over again. has the door been left unlocked a few times because we all weren't sure the kids or each other had their house keys? Yup. Is anything else missing? Nope.
Maybe I did over take them. Not likely but possible if I was under stress which I have been and forgot that I took them.
It just bothers me that something is wrong these last two months and I can't figure it out.
Paranoid much Kat? You bet.

Also, I am seriously debating deleting one blog from my blogroll because I am so so sick of the you're not a true American bullshit that they keep writing.
This is America. Home of the brave, land of the free and all are equally entitled to their opinions but really, c'mon, get off your fucking holier than thou I'm a better American because I voted for Georgey Porgey fuckhead high horse and drop it already. You fucking won douchebag. Shut the fuck up already.
You won. 3 more years of his religious views, his views on womens reproductive rights, his views on being the world police. You won. Be happy. Shut the fuck up.
Calling the rest of us who voted for the other guy anti-American and non-patriots is getting old and fast. You're annoying the piss out of me.
Patriotism goes both ways. I can love my country and support my troops but disagree with it's policies and still be one of the best damn Americans ever. A true patriot doesn't just sit back and watch government do what it wants, a true American patriot gets involved, questions his/her leaders and voices dissent when they feel their leaders have let them down.
We did it when we threw all that fucking tea in Boston. We did it when we told the queen to shove it up her bum and that we wanted to be our own people and choose our own leaders and we the people will do it again and again if we feel our government is leading us down the wrong path.
I like this blogger. I really do but god fucking dammit, let it go. We are all Americans here whether you like it or not and we will all speak our minds. You are free to continue to spew your anti-American shit at us and we are free to ignore you and de-link you and that's exactly what I'm going to do.

They're kidding right?

I sent my 5 page letter to Verizon the other day while we were all taking a small break before going to dinner. This is the response they sent me. My letter is in the extended entry.
Nice response eh?

Thank you for your recent e-mail message. We appreciate you taking the time to provide us with your feedback. We are sorry to hear that you have had a less than pleasant experience with our company. We hope that you will give us an opportunity in the future to make it up to you in some way.

Verizon Online is committed to delivering high-quality Internet service.

Sincerely,

William Withers
Customer Service Representative
Verizon Online Broadband Sales and Services Centers

To whom it may concern;

On December 17th, my DSL service was temporarily disconnected around 1:30 or so pm. I called and spoke to tech service which told me that first, then after about 30 minutes, they said it was a billing issue and to call my regular Verizon phone service number, 18004833000. I called and spoke to them and they said my service had been shut off, not temporarily disconnected like tech service had said, I demanded to get someone from DSL billing on the line.
After about 20 minutes, they brought Mrs. Stokes from DSL billing on the line and she confirmed that I had been temporarily disconnected because Verizon was no longer going to accept or make the DSL payments on my behalf and therefore I needed to place my DSL on a credit card. This conversation went on for about an hour before I finally agreed to put it on a credit card. I had to place it on a friends credit card and then paypal that friend the money because I don’t own any credit cards at all. The friend luckily agreed that this arrangement would be ok. Mrs. Stokes entered the information and gave me a confirmation number 67514199. She said the card would be billed on January 6th.
I woke up this morning, January 7th, to no DSL service.
I called tech support around 5:30 am and they said I had been temporarily disconnected again and to call billing.
I had to leave for a few hours this morning but when I came home I called billing and spoke to Ms. Cole who told me that I hadn’t been temporarily disconnected but that my service had been shut off. I gave her the story plus my confirmation number and she verified that I had indeed paid it with a credit card but for some reason I was shut off anyway. She said we had to order all new service.
This is unacceptable.
She transferred me to David in sales who said that he would try to expedite my DSL reconnection but that it would be 2-3 days before I was reconnected. This is unacceptable.
You wanted it on a credit card; I put it on a credit card. I paid the way you wanted and you still shut off my service. David said he would get me a whole month of service for free as an apology of sorts but you are wasting my time.
I paid the bill the way you wanted it paid and you shut me off because someone at Verizon dropped the ball on my account and therefore I have to wait for you to do a whole new service order and wait for you.
This is unacceptable.
To say I’m angry is an understatement.
I have been through an enormous amount of problems and now I have to wait 2-3 days for you to fix a mistake that you did on my account?! Unfair!
I am sorely angry. I have had my time wasted, my small businesses time wasted, and my families time wasted.
This is a huge problem, not mine, but yours.


Around 1:30 pm on January 7th, my phone line went dead. All I could hear was the static whooshing noise of the DSL filters. I waited and waited thinking you had reconnected the DSL line or were working on it.
At 5:15, I still had no phone so I walked 8 blocks to my sisters house which isn’t a long walk as Robbie in repair service informed me but as someone who is disabled, 8 blocks is like running a marathon.
I called tech support at verizon DSL and spoke to Ms. Young. She said the DSL had nothing to do with my phone being messed up and that we needed to call repair service for the landline phone. She transferred the call to repair where we spoke to Robbie who said it was completely coincidental that my phone was out now that they were expediting my DSL order that shouldn’t have been an order to begin with.
My home phone line is being crossed to 941-922-7230, a woman named Karen who had been receiving my calls all day. Robbie told me that both my DSL and phone were perfectly fine, to go home and check. I told him I couldn’t walk back again and if it was still broken to walk back to my sisters’ house and call them back. I told him I couldn’t because I am disabled. He said “ma’am, 8 blocks isn’t that far, surely you could walk it.” I told Robbie that I couldn’t. He said “surely you can ride a bike ma’am, it’s not that far.” I informed him again that I am disabled and said that we would just use my sisters’ cell phone to call my house and see if it works. We called, got the above woman and number again and informed Robbie of this. He said that a repair tech would be out to my house sometime between 8am and 6pm on January 8th. An all day open repair call.
I called back to Verizon DSL sometime around 8pm. Something wasn’t feeling right about this whole thing. I don’t know which department I reached because by this time, I was cursing into your automated voice prompt system and for some strange reason it completely understood “fucking bullshit!” and transferred me to a wonderful employee named Shivonda.
Shivonda listened very patiently to the whole sordid story beginning on December 17th. She listened and took notes and then looked at my account and was very thorough in her questions to me and to what she was finding in my account. She found that my account had never been cancelled like Ms. Cole had said it was but at that time, 12:30 on January 7th, my account was cancelled and a new one opened. Ms. Cole was the person who closed my account. It was never closed to begin with. She closed it.
From what Shivonda could see, my account was closed and opened several times between December 17th and January 7th and that she couldn’t figure out why. I had paid, it was plainly obvious to anyone who looked at my account that it had been paid but for some reason, it was closed out anyway and then an attempt to re-open it had happened and then again, and again, totaling four (4) attempts to open and close my account.
I asked her if the phone had anything at all to do with the mess with the DSL and she said it’s not coincidental as Robbie in repair service had said. There is no way that two huge mistakes were made on the same day to the same person. The lines being crossed indicated to her that they had been working on the DSL line like they had said they would do to expedite my service and something went wrong. She also went over the three emails that I received from David in sales. (I was able to check my emails from my sisters’ home) In these three emails, it said that David had ordered all new service for me and thank you and Congratulations you’re on your way to fast internet! Your service ready date is January 14th.
Did you read that?
January 14th for a service ready date on my DSL new order when I didn’t need a new order, I just needed you to fix the DSL line I already had because of a billing error on your part.
You have no idea what a huge problem you have created for me and my family.
We rely on the internet and the phone for many things. Our families live on opposite coasts from us, I am disabled without a car and my room mate who works at a store, calls me every night from work to see if I need anything and to check on me because I can’t get out all the time. Her job calls her, my doctors call me, my kids schools call me. I need the phone for emergencies. The woman whose number you crossed with mine was inconvenienced all day and probably most of Saturday the 8th as well because the lines were crossed. She was getting our calls and we get a lot of calls. My room mates friends call non-stop. I have a friend in serious need that I told to call me day or night and I would answer. I can’t answer because you people screwed up my accounts and no one at your company seems to know why at all!
You closed a paid account. You broke my phone line. You can’t give me a service ready date with a definitive answer. You can’t give me a date that my home phone will work again and to make things all the worse, your reps can’t call me like they keep saying they will to tell me the status of my account! “We’ll call you Ms. Cooper as soon as we sort it out.” Oh really, how? You broke my damn phone.
David in sales said he would give me a free month of DSL service because of this huge mess and I intend to ask you to keep that promise. I believe that you should also credit my phone bill for however many days you have seriously inconvienenced me and left me unable to call for help if I should need it. I have a family friend driving through the states to visit me and she can’t call me if she gets lost. That is a huge inconvenience.
I want you to know that Shivonda is the only rep I have spoken to who didn’t transfer me (pass the buck) to someone else. She is the only one who listened to the problem. She is the only one who looked at my accounts and attempted to make heads or tails out of it. She’s the only one who tried to answer my questions truthfully and she said she planned on working on my case again today, January 8th when she clocked in because it’s a mess and she wanted to make sure that this case was done properly because as everyone has admitted, the problems were not because I didn’t pay but because someone at Verizon dropped the ball and then kicked it 12 blocks away from the building.
I will be staying in touch with you for the duration of this nightmare with my account and hoping that you can rectify it as quickly as possible.
Please settle this and credit my accounts as quickly as possible.

Update;
I spoke to Sparkle in DSL tech support on January 8th around 1pm or so. She said that my DSL service was ready, on my line but pending because I had no dial tone but as soon as I had dial tone, to call them and they would turn my DSL on.
A repair technician fixed my phone line and I called DSL tech support back sometime between 7-9pm on January 8th and spoke to Sikasha who said that no, my line was not ready but that I would have my DSL back on on Monday January 10th. This totally contradicts what the phone repair mans note that he left in my door giving me the start date of January 12th.
On Sunday January 9th at 10pm, I called DSL tech support one more time to see if anyone knew what the hell was going on with my account. I spoke with Monique who told me that my DSL would not be ready until the 14th again.
What the hell people?
Monique was able to give me my new username and new password for my new DSL account which shouldn’t have been new at all because I paid you on December 17th and set up for automatic billing every single month!
I called on Monday the 10th and spoke to Veronica because the 10th is the day that David from sales originally promised me that my service would be restored and it wasn’t. She said the 14th. I asked to speak to a supervisor because this is ridiculous now. She transferred me to Gitanna, who said that there was absolutely nothing they could do and that I would have to wait until the 14th. She then transferred me to Danielle in billing who apologized for all the mistakes on my account and gave me two free months of DSL with a confirmation number of 69844591 for 60 future credits.
Free is all well and good but I have a small business online and because of mistakes made at Verizon, I have now been out of business for 9 days. You lost me 9 days of business.
I am beyond angry. I am beyond furious. I am calling the PUC about this in the morning and considering forwarding this entire debacle to my local news stations consumer program and see if they can sort this mess out because none of you can sort it out or even give me a straight answer about any of it.
What are you going to do about my very bad experience with your company? I paid you the way you wanted, set up automatic billing the way you wanted and did everything the way you wanted and you completely screwed me over and left me without my DSL service far longer than you promised. Two free months of DSL is really great but it does nothing to restore my confidence in your company at all.
Please settle this and credit my accounts as quickly as possible. Sincerely,
Kathleen J. Cooper
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January 14, 2005

I just said goodbye to Shell.

She is leaving the state on Sunday but she is taking Michael to the Animal Kingdom on Saturday so I won't see her again.
It rained all day here so we took him to Selby library so I could drop off my movies and so he could see the fish tank arch. He loved that so we decided to take him to Mote Marine Aquarium which he loved. He got to see the manatees and dolphins and sharks and sea turtles. He played the big screen fish survival game. Loved it. He's such a happy kid.
I am gonna miss Shell tons but it was so nice to see her and spend time with her.

Jenni sent me a box with John Stewarts book in it that I wanted to read and a pair of beautiful rose earrings that used to belong to her mom. They are beautiful hun and thank you for giving them to me. *(*(hugs)*)*

Ok, I am in serious need of food and a nap. I am so tired I can't even see straight. Not making a whole lot of sense either.
Later days.

I almost forgot.

While my net was down, I had two orders to do.
I had to go to my sisters for addresses and shipping info etc so I could finish them but I got them done.
In the extended entry are the orders I did.
One was a mom/daughter bracelet set and the other some stitch markers.
I think they all came out great but the beads on the purple set look better in person as always.

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It's raining men.

I wish but sadly, it's just raining.
So stuff today will be boring and low key and indoor type stuff.
Woke up with my eye hurting. Took out my contact and it still hurt. Rubbed my finger around for a bit and pulled out a piece of thread.
Thread. In my eye. No wonder it hurt and is still irritated. Ouchie man.
My neck is doing better. The pill, whatever it was worked.
Not a whole lot to say right now. Tired, blurry vision.

But please go check out Jennis' auctions and bookmark it please. She is going through a rough time right now and is depending on her auctions for right now to pay some of her bills.
Later days.

January 13, 2005

I'm toast.

I am so frigging beat.
It's not even my vacation and I'm completely, utterly spent.
We went to the beach today and will do the mansion tomorrow instead. It's hard to do a lot with a 4 year old.
So tomorrow, I'm showing them Selby library, the mansion and then taking Shell to wal*mart so she can get Michael a pair of hiking boots. He needs less than a half inch to ride a ride at the Animal Kingdom. So stupid but they stick to their policies.
We did the hiking boot thing with Sebastian. He needed about that height too and hiking boots with the thick sole worked great.

In other news, I wratched my neck out of joint today while taking my shoes off at the beach. I couldn't turn it and if I did, pain like death. I took 4 muscle relaxers and nothing moved. Shell gave me one of her pills from when she broke her neck a few years ago and she still has to take meds and voila, I can move again...lol

I'm so damn tired though I can barely keep my eyes open. I am gonna sleep so good so if you call, I more than likely won't even her it . I'll be dead to the world.
Ok, that's about it. I'm pooped.
Later days.

A few pictures in the extended entry.

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You know how when you get back from an all day thing,

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you forget snippets of what you did cuz you're so tired you can barely move? Well yeah.
We did go into Mickeys Phillharmagic. I can't recall who told me to go in there last week? VHM maybe?
Anyway, that is so cool. 3-D, smell-o-vision and wind and wow.
Very very cool attraction.
Shells 4 year old son was like in absolute awe of the whole place. He really didn't grasp the concept of Disney. He thought it was an arcade....lol
We get there and he got to meet Dopey, Baloo, King Louie and Robin Hood right off the bat so he was like "oh my god! Oh my god mommy!!" I love it when a kid gets excited like that.
He had a blast. He saw Stitch and Buzz and all Mary Poppins, Ariel, Dumbo (which is extremely rare if you go to Disney. Dumbo is like never out.)
He rode everything except for the Hall of Presidents cuz no 4 year old can sit through that. Adults love it but kids are like bring on the Peter Pan!
It was a very fun day and little Michael passed out within minutes of being in the car. He had such a good time. He rode around on my lap when he got tired of walking which is easy to do at Disney. That place is huge.

One thing though, every employee is like in this trance of happy and stoned. I mean it. I know they get in trouble if they're not happy and smiling all day but they all behaved in that whole Stepford Wives way. Smiling, giddy, high as kites, the world could blow up at any moment and they wouldn't give a shit.
The other visitors to the park were so rude. Oh my god. So fucking rude.
This lady kept pushing and hitting the back of the wheelchair during the parade and saying stuff like "You're blocking my view. You had no right to sit there. How dare you put that thing in front of me. Who told you you could sit there?"
So after a few minutes of listening to her complain, I turned around and said; "Oh, am I blocking your view of the parade from way down here? I'm so sorry. See, the only thing I can see at this height is asses and crotches. I can't even see the parade yet your view is somehow obstructed? Very, very sorry. If you do have a problem with me sitting right here, take it up with that guest service person over there. He put me here. He placed my chair here as is his job to do so because of all the little handicapped signs hanging right here on either side of the pole. You really should talk to him if you can't see over my head from your perfectly unobstructed view from up there."
I swear, some people. Ugh. And it's funny but it was like that through the whole park. I know we got to go on in the shortcut lines ahead of people but those are Disney s rules ya know? The chairs can fit through all the winding lines without a problem. Disney takes handicapped people around to the secret entrances. We never asked to go first at any ride. We would simply be walking up to the line and a guest service person would come running up and ask "how many in your party ma'am?" I'd say 4 and they would say, "follow me, this way to the VIP entrance." Which was cool but people pushed my chair, huffed and puffed as they walked around if we stopped to buy an ice cream cone for Micheal. Got upset and stared if we waited in the regular lines with them. Don't want us to go in the VIP but don't want us in the regular lines either. Disney handles people so well there. Moves right along, smiling, happy, but other guests were rude, pushy and just in a bad mood yesterday. Oh well right?

Today, Shell wants to go to the Ringling Mansion I told you about the other day and the beach and then we are going to have dinner with my sister tonight cuz she's friends with Shell too.
Ok, must eat something and get ready to go out again. My back is fried but I'll make it. It's not often someone comes down to see me so I can survive a little running around. I'll be totally useless this weekend after she leaves but it's fun.

*Shells camera took way better pics and after we upload a few of them, I'll show you.

January 12, 2005

Oh my god, what a long day.

We had a great but very long day.
The wheelchair was a good thing because a) I didn't have to attempt to walk that park and I barely made it from parking lot to train to tram before I was hurting and b) because if you're in a wheelchair at Disney and most of the theme parks in Florida (I can only speak for Florida parks) you get to go in the shortcut line.
Example.
The line to get into Splash Mountain weaved around for a good hour and a half but one of the guest services people saw us waiting in line and took us through this shortcut all the way through to the front of the line and we got on within seconds of arriving at the gates and were seated first.
Believe me, i am sorely paying for the couple of rides I rode.
I was mostly done in by the wheelchair itself though.
It was nice, no walking as I said but man oh man, those chairs are miserably uncomfortable.
It probably did more damage to my spine than Splash Mountains final drop.
I did Splash Mountain, and the Haunted Mansion and Buzz Lightyear.
I wanted to do more but there was no way I could stand in those lines and most of the rides wanted you to transfer from chair to ride and wait and walk and I just couldn't.
The chair was able to help get Shell and her son Michael and ex-roommate on the rides ahead of everyone else though.
So, if you ever want to go to a park and don't want to wait, take an injured person with you.
Heck, come to Florida and pay my way in and I'll be your shortcut person all day....lol
Ok, need to find something to eat cuz if you've ever been to a theme park, you know that a hot dog is $4.00 and anything bigger than a hot dog will cost you your first born and a pint of blood.
Later days.

P.S. I got a hug from Tigger and a kiss from Mickey.
And they both smelled hot.
I know that sounds bad but uhm, they were guys in those costumes and the cologne was mmm-mm hot...lol

Tired tired tired.

I had the weird dream again Jenni.
Sleeping on the floor of public bathrooms on the beach and needing to collect tools.
Bizarre.

Getting everyone up and ready for school and stuff. The boys are ok with me going to Disney and them staying at school and home. They know I never go anywhere. They did give pouty faces a few times but then I reminded them that a) this is my xmas present from Shell b) they have been to Disney three times where I have been only once, c) they also got to go to Busch Gardens a few times in the last few years and I didn't.
It's not like I can do much rides, there are only a few that won't hurt me.
Ok, I gotta get dressed and ready to go and stuff.
Later days.

January 11, 2005

I finally got a picture of the baby kitten from my sister.


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The kitten is 7 weeks old today.
1 more week until it can go to a new home.
Just thought I'd show you.

Visits going well.

We ate tacos for dinner and then headed down to the jetty in Venice to see the dolphins and then onto Sharkys pier to see the sunset and more dolphins and then we stopped for ice cream at DQ and now we are back home.
Getting the kids ready for bed and stuff so that we can get up early so we can leave and make good time to Disney.

I'm so happy to have my net back. :)
Well, gotta go and organize stuff for tomorrow.
Later days.

Hallelu hallelu hallelujah!

We are back!
A few days early even but they are still gonna get my nasty letter for doing this in the first place.
Bastards.

I went and returned the bra this morning, went to my sisters to check my emails and stuff and came home and the green light was steady.
Took about 2 minutes to re-network the pcs but yeah! We are back!
I'm so happy.

Shell is gone to pick up the rental car and then come and get me and we are gonna go see if the Ca'd zan is open. Every time she's been here, it's been closed and she really wants to see it.
Then tomorrow, Disney.

Man, I have so much catching up to do with everyone. It really sucks being down for even a short time cuz I'm missing you all so much and I had so much spam. Grrr.
Ok, gonna try to go through everything and stuff.
Later days.

January 10, 2005

No net day 4.

It seems that I will be without net until the 14th and not getting it back in 2-3 days as promised.
I'll live but I ain't happy.
For my suffering and possible lost earnings for basically shutting my jewelry site out of commission for a whole week, they are giving me two free months of DSL.
Yippee.
I'd rather be online I told them and they said they are so so sorry but there is nothing they can do at all until the 14th, the 12th at the earliest.
You will not believe what I have been through and when I finally get back online at my house, I'll post the letter I wrote them and will be sending a copy to the BBB, the PUC and a few local TV stations consumer affairs reporters. They shut off a paid customer with a zero owing balance and two free months is nice but they fucked me so I'm gonna fuck back ten times as hard with a twelve foot pole.

In other news, my luck is just getting shittier as we go along.
Remember me and my early menopause? Well hey, how about having a period the week your friend comes to visit? Isn't that nice? See how much your body loves to ruin your good time and carefree fun you were going to try to have?
Oh, remember my new $40 Victoria's Secret bra that I bought on the 29th? Well the center where the cups meet is splitting as in the fabric is coming completely undone and it hasn't been through a washing machine or dryer and has only been hand washed as they told me to and considering I only wear a bra when I have to leave the house, I'd say it's a defective bra. I called VS and they said they'll give me a new one free of charge. Now all I have to do is get down there.

ex-roommate and I just had a stupid fight before I came up here. She gets tons of calls, like her friends never shut up or just have nothing else to do ever cuz they always call. That's not the problem. I don't care if they call but the caller id box only holds 29 numbers and when it reaches 30, it deletes the first number so my numbers that I need usually disappear. So I wrote down all her numbers on a piece of paper and then deleted them to make room for more calls.
She yelled at me that she didn't know any of the people for the numbers I wrote down so I called them and yup, sure as shit they were all for her except that one from someone named Doug but I don't know any Dougs so whatever. She yelled at me like I was either too stupid to know they were for her or that I had written the wrong ones down in an attempt to be mean.
Uh sorry, mean bitchy Kat would have just deleted all the fucking numbers without writing them down and when she asked I would have said in a snotty tone, "oops, those were your numbers? Sor-ry."

So anyway, Shell will be at my house tomorrow afternoon and we're gonna have tacos for dinner cuz that's what she asked for and it'll be cool to see her and stuff and hang out and all that. I need some fun. Oh one good luck thing happened. I checked my email before posting just now and I got an email from Jittery. I won a $20 itunes gift card but my pc isn't itunes compatible so they gave me a choice between that and $20 at amazon so I took the amazon instead. That'll help toward the purchase of the new VCR I gotta get.

I'm gonna be here at my sisters house until she gets home around 6pm and then we are going to the store. My sister is being really cool about me coming over and using her laptop as long as I need to while she's at work and stuff. Thanks Jo.
Ok, gonna try and visit some of ya at least before my time is used up here.
Thanks for hanging in here with me.
Later days.

January 8, 2005

So in about an hour, I'll be heading home.

The boys went home about 2 hours ago and then they called (!) me to tell me the phone was back on.
Yay!
They couldn't get my pc to restart for some reason but I doubt the net is back on too. That would be like a miracle.
Still, no one knows where it all went wrong.
Oh well.
I need to clean my house tomorrow and finish my jewelry orders. Sorry ladies, I've been stuck without things I needed but they will be mailed out on Monday.
I'm so tried. I'm like emotionally and physically spent. I have like this crick in my neck from holding on the phone so long the last two days.
OK, need to take my meds and rest for a bit.
Later days.

No net, no phone day 2.

I'm at my sisters house babysitting and I've been here since about 8:30 or so but I was busy with my niece and stuff.
Took her for a walk back down to my house cuz I forgot to bring my meds with me when I got picked up so I put the baby in the baby jogger which rocks by the way*, and walked backed down to my house.
I picked my my meds, my small pack of cube steaks for lunch, some chips and the boys. They were sleeping when I left and ex-roommate was home so not a huge deal that they were there.
Still nothing doing with verizon. No phone at the house, no net. I'm so pissed but I can't let it eat at me cuz it will drive me insane. I just have to calmly deal with it and then make them give me free months when they get it all fixed. *sigh* It really sucks though. No phone is just shitty. And no net, gah.
I'm watching Hero which is so amazingly beautiful to look at. I mean it. What a gorgeous, vibrant film. So far the story is pretty damn good too. Go rent it at the very least even if you don't like martial arts films, this one is worth it.
Ok time to feed the baby some lunch and then I'll try to answer emails and stuff.
Later days.

*The baby jogger is awesome. It's like the right height for my arms and rolls so smoothly. I didn't have trouble walking back and forth with that thing. Hey, maybe I could like borrow it and I dunno, put like a cat or a doll in it when I need to go places. Or do you think that would be like weird or something?

January 7, 2005

You are seriously not gonna believe the day I had.

Ok, so I wake up with no net (still out), take long ass ride to hell for dental appointment that was cancelled but I was never told, take long ass bus ride home to yell at verizon where they apologize for accidentaly shutting me off. Will have me restored in 2-3 days.
2-3 days for their fucking mistake.
Gah.
Around 1pm, I lost my phone.
Yup, lost phone too.
They are saying it's completley "coincidental" that the phone and dsl are both down. Yeah, fuck you verizon. Coindicidental my ass.
Do me a favor all of you with my number, call it. Ask for Kat or Kathy. Piss off the lady named Karen so that she calls verizon and complains that our lines are now crossed.
I paid the bill wednesday people. Wednesday. They see that I paid teh bill. They don't know what happened, they can't explain why they shut me off but they did and now I have to wait 2-3 days for them to fix their mistake.
To say I am unhappy is a major fucking understatement.
Oh yeah, I was also threatened by a mentally handicapped woman named Amy.
She had her fist in my face saying Amy gonna knock you.
3 times.
All cuz I had my had my headphones on.
The boys of course find this hysterical.
I am less than amused.
I have had a majorly bad bad day.
I would like to hurt someone
The laptop has net but it's a pain in teh butt for me to type on as you can see by my spelling.
I am so livid, I can't even tell you.

Can you hear me now?

Great.
Having serious connectivity issues at home.stop.
Came to sisters after dentist. stop
Things suck today. stop.
Woke up to no net. stop.
Went to dentist in hell to find out they cancelled it but failed to tell me. Stop.
Rode all over hell for nothing. stop.
Borrowed movies from library. On VHS.
VCR broken.
Someone, anyone kill me now.
Verizon requires something I don't have.
Not sure what to do yet.
Pissed as hell. You have no idea.
Very, very, very, very, bad, bad, bad day.
Just kill me.
Fuck the spelling errors too. I don't give a fuck today.

January 6, 2005

Been busy.

I debated all day about those damn fish and when I called the cops they were like fish? Yeah, like big ones, not fish tank fish but like ocean fish about a foot long each.
That's suspicious ma'am.
Yeah, I know.
They took a suspicious report and told me to call them if I get anymore fish. Got a case number. If I get more fish, they will come talk to the people. I told them about how yeah, I believe it's them cuz of the barking dog feud cuz how the hell else would big ocean fish get way up here to my far away from water, filled with trees back yard and in the shed.
We'll keep an eye on it.

I went to the post office and mailed some nana bread to Mike. It's good dude. No nuts in case of allergies. Way yummy when cold but I suppose you could toast it or something.

Spent most of the day though waiting for my sister to call.
She was at court today.
For a termination hearing.
The baby is hers and so is the second one the mother had.
They terminated her rights. Now sis gets to start the full adoption process.
I'm so excited.
Not just one baby niece, now I will have two.
I'm so excited!!

I've also been planning out next week in which I will be busy visiting with my friend Shell so posts will be sporadic next week and I may be unavailable for the phone as well.
It's rare that I get friends to come and stay so I will devote most of my time to them aside from taking care of my own boys and stuff.
I need to like scrub this house this weekend.
Not that Shell is picky but I've been so slacking for like two weeks now cuz of vacations and coughing my fucking brains out.

Gonna be heading to the store here in a bit and then tomorrow, the boys have dental appointments early so maybe I'll post before I go and maybe not. It's early and the medi bus is taking us cuz it's so early.

Ok, later days.

Make me a tin foil hat and pass the shotgun.

Here's the fishes. Note the plural now.


Click for bigger.

The second fish is below my bedroom window. We didn't see this one yesterday so I do believe that it was tossed there over night.
Seriously people, toss 'em over and let the feuding fun begin or just call the cops?
I don't want to over react and maybe falsely accuse them. It could be some weird bird or animal thing right? Right?
And if I do call the cops, what do I tell them?
Hey, uh, I got these fish thrown in my yard and I think my asshole neighbors are responsible and open up a whole new can of worms aside from the dog situation or what?
I could just throw them over the fence. They don't smell, yet, so tossing them wouldn't be an issue for me but what the fuck?
Is this like my warning to shut up about the dog or is an even deeper message and not from the neighbors but from the teens mom?
I got a letter Monday giving me new dates for depositions on the 19th.
Hrm. *makes tin foil hat and considers pulling those "fillings".*
Enemies abound.

The Corleones put a horse head in your bed,

the Mexicans behind me put a rotting fish in my shed.
Yup, they did. Want a picture? I'll get one for ya as soon as it gets a little brighter out there.
It seems the war with the Mexicans behind me has escalated.
They continue to leave the yapping mother fucker outside barking at all hours of the day and night and I continue to place calls and the police continue to come over right in time to hear nothing cuz the owners see the cop car coming.
Now, I have a huge rotting fish in my shed.
I thought about ways it could have gotten there. Some animal swiped a fish from someones fishing bucket and put it there for safe keeping (yeah right), one of the herons that I always see in my yard brought it and left it there (yeah right), or the assholes behind me threw the fish over their fence and into the shed.
Totally doable.
It's not a stockade fence, it's just a waist high wire fence and my shed is about 5 feet from their fence if that.
There's nothing in the shed of any value. Cardboard boxes full of peanuts from when ex-roommate was moving back and she has yet to take care of them, old rusty furniture from way back previous tenants, paint cans, crap like that.
Trying to stink up my house?
The sheds not attached you dumb fucks and in case you didn't notice, I nailed my window shut on the outside, duct taped a piece of cardboard on the inside and nailed a blanket over the whole thing.
My room is pitch black and now on cold nights it stays slightly warmer than it did before I did all that.
The shed ain't mine either.
It's the landmans.
He's a sheriff.
Dumb fucks.
I may just leave the fish there until he comes to pick up rent money tomorrow afternoon. Tell him what's been going on with the dogs and cops and he could easily verify it all and then he could go scare the crap outta them. He did it before to some other neighbors we had who were letting their dog take a crap on the front lawn and he caught them. Scared the shit out of them he did. Uniform, gun, tazer, 6 ft 3.
Or, I could go stab the fish with a giant carving fork and wing it back over the fence and splat it on the side of the house.
What do you think?

January 5, 2005

De-lurk for donations.

Lisa will donate $1 for every comment she gets up to $100 and her company that she works for will match it all for the tsunami victims.
So get on over there and comment.

Yo.

ex-roommate and I went down and paid the phone bill and then made our way back to our side of the town where we had to go to Walgreens so she could pick up her pictures. Stopped in Publix and got some lunch and they had pillows on sale for $3.00 so I picked one up for Shell when she gets here on Tuesday. I don't know about any of you but I think sharing pillows is kinda icky.
Blankets and towels I can do but pillows, well, they just don't wash well and blankets and towels can be washed and dried etc.
So Shell has a new pillow to use while she's here.
Did I tell you?
Shell is taking me to Disney world on Wednesday. We're gonna rent a wheelchair for me cuz there is no way in hell I can walk that park or any other park for that matter. Walking from bus stop to bus stop is hard, a full theme park, no way.
The boys will be at school and ex-roommate will have the day off to be here when they get home.
I'm gonna take Shells and her sons pictures while there and maybe go on the non-jarring rides. I can do like the Haunted Mansion and silly slow rides ya know?

I'm gonna get up off my butt in a few minutes here and make some banana bread with the going brown bananas.
Mailed Jennis cd today, need to priority mail some nana bread to Michael*. Speaking of Michael, what kind of thank you gift do you send a single guy who likes puters and heavy metal? Need to get an idea by say the end of the month? Thanks.

The lawn hasn't had to be mowed since way before Christmas so it needs to be done now. It's not over grown but it's like 2 weeks tall kind of growth so Mark is like no problem. Sebastian on the other hand doesn't want to help. He's old enough and tall enough to help out now and learn how to do lawns. You'd think that I asked him to drain his body of all it's blood. His face is crinkled in a scour and tears are welling up. I said if you want to play your game at all today, you'll wipe that face off and help do the lawn.
He stomped, put on his old shoes with a huff but is now helping.
Sheesh.

Ok, that's about all.
Later days.

*Yes I know Michael will read this but I still need ideas. ;)

I coughed so much, I gave myself a headache.

Actually another migraine and I was in bed by 7ish and told the kids to come get me at 9 when it was time for bed so I could tuck them all in and stuff.
I laid on the couch till ex-roommate came home watching that Amber Frey interview.
I don't even have an opinion.
Really.
Sorta.
I mean, that would totally suck to find out the guy your dating is married and then to find out his wifes preggo.
I think I woulda taped the phone calls for the cops too.
I guess it's a good thing for Amber that she did the book and the interviews cuz everywhere I read on the net (other peoples blogs etc) said that she taped him for herself, she didn't trust him, and man, were people pissed at her for taping him. The cops asked her to do it. She put herself in danger to try and get answers so all you all who kept calling her a conniving slut, you can shut up now.
Oh look, I did have an opinion. :0

I still can't get rid of this cough, I gotta go out and pay the phone bill today.
Blech.
Later days.

January 4, 2005

Pay for weather?

I subscribe to my local tv stations weather updates. You get alerts, forecasts, weather stuff.
I got an email just now and I gotta show it to you.

They want to give me a free trial of premium weather forecasts.
The weather emails I get right now do all of that stuff that's listed except for animating the stuff but it's just animation.
They want people to pay for weather forecasts.
How stupid is that and how many people will actually do that?
I mean, if the shit is about to hit the fan weather wise, they will break into your tv shows and tell you, they give FREE weather reports from 5am to 7am and then at half hour intervals until 10am when the Today show ends. Then there's the 11am news with like a whole segment of weather. Then the 5pm to 7pm evening news which has weather reports like every 5 minutes.
How many people will be dumb enough to pay for weather?

On a side note, I'm glad I called Shell instead of wait for her to email me.
She's leaving Maine tomorrow! She will be at my house like on Tuesday cuz she's stopping and visiting other friends all the way down and stuff and her aunt for whom she's driving the U-haul for.
She's bringing me a new ashtray.
Yay.

Just a couple of quick notes.

Shell, I know you don't smoke anymore but could you please pretty please, get me a Maine ashtray before you come down. I'll pay for it. The kids broke mine this morning when taking out the trash. They hit my table outside and sent everything on it smashing to the ground. 2 candles, my Maine ashtray, a pair of $100 binoculars and my new book.
Please, pretty pretty pweeeeeease Shell?

Jenni, will mail cd out later in the day. Ran out of time yesterday, didn't have enough stamps at home. The forces of mailing evil were working against me.

Note to maker of tens unit.
Make a way to lock the dials please.
For the third time just this morning, I have accidentally bumped into a dial and sent myself jolting uncontrollably.
Ya know, something simple like a snap cover or a locking key or some shit. I may throw some duct tape over them after I get the settings right every day cuz if I make myself stutter one more time, I'm gonna get mad.

Can someone tell me why Jeb Bush is touring the Tsunami areas? I mean just a few days ago he promised us he wasn't gonna run for president. Why the hell is out there? Favor for bro? positioning himself for the run in 2008?
He did a great job getting us through the hurricanes, I'll give him all that credit, but presidential material he's not.

Thanks.

They're taking show-ers, they're getting re-ady.

To leave the ho-ouse and go back to scho-ool.
Yay! Oh joyous rapture! Hallelujah! Thank you Jesus!
And once they leave, I may just go back to sleep because I can't shake this cough at all.
Took more Mucinex today, hoping that helps. Must get rid of chest congestion before it kills me.

Have not a lot to do today. Waiting on my supply order so I can do my orders.
Can't think of anything else right now, not full awake to think of anything else.
Later days.

January 3, 2005

This isn't gonna be good.

I have a migraine.
I have to get up at 5:30 with the boys.
I should be sleeping but I took a pain pill and instead of it helping the migraine out and making me sleepy, it gave me a second wind.
WTF?
Migraine gone + not tired = bad.

While I was on the phone tonight, my cat Kali got out. Either I didn't shut the screen tight or ex-roommate didn't shut it tight. I was out there, I saw her tear across the lawn after escaping but nothing I could do. I had a migraine and I was yakking on the phone and the shit that went down today is just as fucked up as yesterday and someone is a big mean nasty ass who is wrong about something very serious.
I have no problem telling people what I think.
I just have to decide something.
Do I make a call and explain what it's like to raise kids as a single parent with no involvement from the other parent, the questions that get asked, the emotions that the kids go through, the building up of hate for the absentee and occasionally, the primary parent or do I let it go and just be there whenever and however I can?
It's hard for me to let it go though because I deal with questions still, I deal with hate still, I deal with guilt still and I know it's not just gonna go away someday, like the absent parent will just be forgotten miraculously overnight.
The shit just builds up in the kids minds and to hear your own kid say that even if the absent parent showed up with a million bucks and tons of brand new toys, it wouldn't, couldn't replace all the years that there wasn't so much as a birthday card and that the absent parent can go fuck themselves.
I don't allow the boys to swear but when so much has built up in them, it just comes out.
I'll talk about it more later on.
I'm gonna try and get some sleep. Go smoke one last cig, cuddle up with a kitty and attempt at sleep.
At least the migraine is gone.

Tomorrow, tomorrow, they go back, tomorrow!

I can hardly frigging wait.
I can actually get stuff done again.
You have no idea how thrilled I am.
I have slacked on so much stuff that needed to be done it isn't funny.
But Sebastian has his new shoes, Mark spent his gift cert and we ate the cheaters crock pot stew that wasn't bad at all but next time, two bags cuz it isn't enough to feed all of us. 5 servings per bag I don't think so.
Who were they feeding, 5 midgets with gastric bypass rings?
Cripes.

So anyway, I've been a serious slacker in all departments and that will change as soon as the house empties out at 6:45 am.
Oh yes, there will be quiet. There will be peace. There will be a clean house for more than two hours.
Later days.

Thank you.

Mon Terry d'ami m'a envoyé un beau projeteur de jour aujourd'hui. Il est appelé la conversation de du. C'est simplement bel avec les images magnifiques de chats tout partout. Remercier dieu pour le freetranslation com ou moi ne saurait pas ce que n'importe quel de ces pages dit. Vous remercier Terry beaucoup.

My friend Terry sent me a beautiful day planner today. It's called L'agenda du chat.
It is simply beautiful with gorgeous pictures of cats all throughout.
Thank god for freetranslation.com or I wouldn't know what any of those pages say.
Thank you Terry very much.
I really do love it. :)
And I'm sure that ranslation isn't completely accurate but hey, it's free translation.

Zaaaapp!

I'm back from the PTs office with my new portable tens unit.
It's on moderation so the pulses are high then low and repeat. It uses a standard 9volt battery. Hard to believe a battery could send those high impulses into you but it's doing it and working pretty well.
I just have to show Mark where the pads go on my back so before school everyday, he can put them on for me and then I can just control it all day and turn it off and on as needed.
It's got a little belt clip so I can wear it around the house and shopping etc.
Weeee!!!

I'm totally cheating on dinner tonight. I bought two bags of Banquet Crock pot classics to try out.
They were only $4.99 and they include everything so I figured why not. Won't be as good as my beef stew but in a pinch for time, they might be a good idea. Just throw the stuff in the pot and go.

I'm gonna go babysit for a few hours this afternoon and then we are gonna head to wal*mart to get Sebastian some new shoes.
I guess that's all for now. I need to eat some lunch and rest a bit.
Oh, look at that, time for Ellen.
Later days.

Pleh.

I have like no voice this morning.
I'm supposed to go to PT to get trained on that stupid tens unit but my chest feels like a ton of bricks.
It's my own fault. I sat outside for like 4 hours talking on the phone last night to Jenni in nothing but a tee and shorts and smoked.
I need to be kept away from conspiracy movies man. Those crazy ideas are all through my head. But hey, just in case they're not, we never said shit that was bad about anyone and that's the damn truth, of course, I did say that they should all ave to walk the same path with her...lol
What was it you called it? The boobie hatch?...bwahhahaa, I'm gonna meet ya there next time and we can be without house coats together. ;)

Ok, I gotta get up and decide what the hell I'm doing here. I swear I feel like fucking hell, creamed spinach is the color and consistency of the shit I'm coughing up. Mmmm, sounds so good doesn't it?
I have a headache, my eyes itch, oh yeah, I'm so healthy today...lol
And how come, just a change in the date, made it dark outside this late? It's almost 7am and it's dark outside. What the hell?

January 2, 2005

Ugh argh.

So much shit.
Just so much shit that doesn't make any sense at all.
I can't go into details that aren't mine but man, what a bunch of fucked up shit.

Gonna be heading to Best Buy soon with sis and the kids, need to make dinner and stuff when we get back, never did do the laundry or the vac. I can do it tomorrow.
I took a 3 hour nap with the kitten. That is some comfy, loving nap time I tell ya.
Little ball of fur all around my neck just happy and resting and giving kitty kisss when he rolled over.
He's so cute but I ain't keeping him.
It's fun having a baby in the house but we just can't keep him.

Need to wake up a bit here so I can focus more.
Later days.

Sebastian

Why don't they like tell us or something?

I have been way stressed out about money this month and food.
God, the food bill for the month of December nearly blew my mind.
I was freaking out I gotta tell ya.
The boys have been eating me out of house and home over Christmas vacation and I've been making huge meals feeding ex-roommate as well cuz it was Christmas and she bought so many gifts for everyone that she really shouldn't have so she was broke and I just couldn't let her go hungry ya know so food was vanishing so frigging fast.
So anyway, I wasn't supposed to have any food money (my food stamps) until the 15th.
I don't know why I checked the 888 number. I just got up this morning and checked it and the food money was on the card!
I nearly cried.
I only had $20 to buy food with today until I checked.
I was gonna get basics. Bread, milk, pb and jelly, ramen noodles. I'm so good with $20. I can totally make it stretch in a pinch. Nobody likes the way I make it stretch but it's food right?
I was going to have cash tomorrow, enough to buy like a weeks worth of groceries.
Man, I'm so glad I checked the balance.
I would have been so pissed if I waited until the 15th to check it and then saw that they were on there on the first.
So we have food. I'm happy.
I can stop stressing now.
So Sebastian and I walked to the store, got lots of good food for big meals. Crock pot stuff, stuff for enchiladas, chicken legs, spaghetti etc etc.
They had an awesome deal on spaghettios and Contessa frozen shrimp at 50% off. Great price on that.

Now, I need to do some laundry and vac the house at some point, get tall girl (ex-roommate) to change the outside light bulbs cuz it's getting rather annoying not having any lights outside.
After my sister gets done working this afternoon, we are headed to Best Buy so Sebastian can spend his gift card.
Oh, the food money being here early is so perfect timing cuz Sebastian informed me this morning that his shoes are too tight so now after I go to PT tomorrow, we are headed to wal*mart to get him a new pair of sneakers and Mark can spend the rest of his gift card.
Later days.

Sunday Sermon 16.

I was indeed a prodigy of Early Impiety.... There was a time when I believed in the story and the scheme of salvation, so far as I could understand it, just as there was a time when I believed there was a Devil.... Suddenly the broke through to me and I knew this God was a lie.... I sensed it was a silly story long before I dared to admit even to myself that it was a silly story. For indeed it is a silly story, and each generation nowadays swallows it with greater difficulty.... Why do people go on pretending about this Christianity?
-- H. G. Wells

Back home.

The baby, my little cutie pie, was soo good as always. She played for a bit and then went fast to sleep.
The boys and I watched White Chicks.
Oh my god.
I knew I should have watched that before I let them watch it.
Cripes that movie is funny.
Then we watched The Terminal (Widescreen Edition).
Not a bad movie, a little slow but decent.

I gotta update my movie list tomorrow, do some laundry, maybe go to Best Buy, get some food.
Ok, suppose I ought to get to bed.
Later days.

January 1, 2005

We have power part 2.

I decided to mess around with my sisters laptop to see if I could get it to work and voila! We have net!
Now, I don't know what to do now that I'm online.
Oh well.

Title.

I slept all day long after staying up all night watching those stupid movies and I was still feeling like hell so I slept.
Woke up about an hour ago, took a shower and now we are getting ready to go to my sisters house to babysit so she can go to a movie.
Eating burritos for dinner and taking snacks with us cuz all she ever has is healthy stuff like yogurt and fruit. The occasional bag of chips can be found but it's rare.
I think she said she chips and dip. The kids will be happy.
Ok, need to eat.
Oh, her net connection is still down for some reason so I won't be online tonight until after I get home.
Later days.

I cannot belive what I watched last night.

I couldn't sleep so instead of playing online which would have just kept me awake all the more, I went to bed and watched tv in there and ain't nothing but shit on that late at night so I'm clicking and I hit TBN.
Kirk Cameron is in those Left behind movies and they were on. From beginning to end.
I was up till like 5 am watching that shit.
Bad acting, silly graphics.
Gah.
Yet, I found myself mesmerized by the whole thing, like because I had insomnia, it was just sucking my brain all the more.
I watched them all.
Hee hee.


My mom just called me. She fell down on Tuesday and hurt her knee really bad. The same knee that she had replaced.
Huge bruise, walking with a cane around the house. She can't sit still. Has to be doing something so she crocheted some baby blankets and is making blueberry muffins now.
I miss her muffins.
I've tried to make them the same as her and can't. They are so good. They stick t your ribs and fill you up.
Yum.

Ok, well gotta go do stuff. Need to take my vitamins and take a shower soon.
Later days.

Rabbit rabbit.

Happy New Year everyone!!