My Single Mom Life

I am hoping that today turns out better than yesterday.
I just had such an off day yesterday.
People were weird and acting out of sorts which put me out of sorts and questioning peoples agendas.
I was having a miserable day and the more that people did and said, the more I got upset by it all. I was in a horribly foul mood by days end and couldn't wait to crawl into bed and shut off the lights.

I got up this morning and feel better but I feel sorta guilty over snapping at people yesterday which I did do, I'm not gonna lie about it. I was very short with some people.

My feelings were quite hurt yesterday too. They shouldn't be really.
I mean, I mailed some stuff out for a swap like way last week and the stuff only had to go to Florida so it's not like the stuff shouldn't be there. Not one peep from the people who should have received the items.
*silence*
It's not like it was a huge deal of a swap either, cheapo stuff, those were the rules, but I went a step further and included something handmade for each person and I guess it just irks me that I couldn't even get a polite thank you. It's all about manners.
Even if I get stuff I totally hate, which does happen sometimes in these kinds of things, I always say thank you because it's the thought that counts and the trouble that the individual went through to get the swaps out.
Or maybe my mother just taught me that you always say thank you for everything someone does for you whether it was a piece of shit or not.

And I also lashed out at a few people who were just having some fun but when they do the same joke almost every single day, it wears a little thin on me and oops, I snapped.
Funny the first and second time, highly annoying every time after that know what I mean?
Maybe I set it up for people to think it was ok, a little LOL, har har, that was a good one, made people think it was ok. And then again, maybe I was just in such a foul mood yesterday that I couldn't muster up an LOL to save the peace. The latter is probably what I should have done but my patience was very thin and I was highly annoyed by multiple issues.
Oh well. *shrug*

So today I am hoping for a better day.
Later days.