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My Single Mom Life: August 2005 Archives

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August 31, 2005

Good news private entry

is up.
Well, it's progress anyway.

Black people loot, white people find.

Tony finds two articles on yahoo news that are just so wrong on so many levels.

August 30, 2005

What a lovely plant.


Vladimir Kush

August 29, 2005

Psst, hey.

So I like found a workaround for the blacklist error, I think.
Comment moderation. Yeah, I know totally sucks ass but for those of you who have expressed sadness at the loss of comments, I may leave some posts open.
Like for those of you already approved, this isn't gonna be an issue but heh, the rest of you will be at my mercy and mood.
Not every post will have comments, just the ones I want and then i'll close them when I want too.


So anyway, I went and ran my errands, saw my sisters house. It's out in the boonies but it's awesome. Went to the store, bought 2 whole chickens and tossed them in the crock pot, be ready in a few hours.
Need to do some dishes and fold the laundry.

That's really about all I got here for now.
Hope you all are having a good one.
Later days.

Watch and wait.

Hurricane Risk for New Orleans*


Researcher Jay Combe has reached a troubling conclusion. He's told his supervisors at the Army Corps of Engineers that if The Hurricane hits New Orleans, most of the buildings in the city would probably be destroyed. If the water didn't demolish them, the hurricane's horrific winds would. And Combe says that raises a question: How many people would die?

Some researchers say 40,000. Some say 20,000. This Army Corps researcher says those figures are probably too low.

Combe worries, "I think of a terrible disaster. I think of 100,000."


You can read the entire article here.

And as long as it stays up, the french quarter cam.

Interesting things cold happen. This is gonna be really bad for them.


Fire ants have developed a unique method to keep from drowning. At first hint of rising water, worker ants gather the entire colony into a ball - sometimes as big as a basketball. As the water overtakes the mound, the ball rides the flood like a living raft, rolling in the water so all the members can take turns breathing. When they strike a solid object, be it a swimming dog or your canoe, they quickly swarm aboard.

Things to watch out for:

* Dead bodies

* Floating Fire Ant Balls

* Floating sewage

* Toxic Waste - including Oil and Gasoline

* Wild Animals - including Alligators and Bigfoot

* Graves

I really hope it doesn't get super bad but I don't think it's gonna be good.
My thoughts are with everyone over there, the ones who have left and the ones who couldn't afford to leave.


I have some stuff to do this moring and such but then I'll be back around later in the day.
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* This info was taken directly from another site.

August 28, 2005

Sunday sermon 19.

Today we are witnessing such a resurgence of religious bigotry that one cannot help wondering how long it will be before "equal time" in our schools is demanded for geocentrism and flat-earthism as well as for creationism.
-- Thomas Vernon

How are ya all doing today?
I am doing great. Had a great night, rested, relaxed, played on line and laughed at a lot of stuff.
I love my friends. They make me giggle.

Nothing much planned for today, just the usual housework and rest I suppose.
Tomorrow I have stuff to do and a friend might be stopping by to goof off with me for awhile and I have some stuff to give her.
I think. I have to look and see if I sold it at the yard sale. I might have. Need to go through the closet where all that stuff is.

Ok, gonna go play and start some house stuff.
Feel free to email me anytime and those of you with the private comment enabled blog, there is an entry up.

Later days!

August 27, 2005

Just got back from the movies.

I had a bunch of free movie tickets from winning Blingo that I won and you all won, thank you.
Sebastian and Bobby went and saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and Mark and I went and saw Skeleton Key.
They had a good time.

Skeleton Key was weird, predictable but entertaining. Not scary at all although you would have thought some big bad ass boogey man was coming to get us by the way these 3 annoying teen girls were screaming.
Yay for being young and annoying.

So now I have to change the light bulbs in the kitchen and make some sort of dinner for the teens.

Later days.

Holy fucking funny.

Nikki, Chelley and I, went to Mccurdys comedy theater tonight for their all star comedy night.
The first guy was ok, picked on this chick getting married for her 3rd time, wasn't bad. The second, guy Mike something, I wish I could remember his name, was fucking hysterical! Oh my god, I was crying. Damn he was a fucking funny bastard. I don't think people stopped laughing during his set.
Awesome.
We are gonna make plans to do it again. I love that place!

Oh yeah, we didn't get to see his set but Walt Willey, of ABCs All MY Children fame, was there tonight and was doing a meet and greet outside. We took his pic.
My mom will be thrilled. She loves him. ...lol

Oh and when I got home, the teens had actually saved me some pizza! My night rocked..lmao

Oh, have a random new pic of me...lol


later days!

August 26, 2005

Good morning!!!

How is everyone? I gotta couple of links for ya and a cool funny pic from my friend Chris.
This first link is some amazing artwork.
I love this guys stuff.

Another friend sent me Stumble Upon. It's an add on for firefox. It's a link finder of sorts. You click it and rate the sites it gives you and you can tell it what kind of stuff you want to see. That is how I found that art. It's very cool.

Ok, now for the funny pic.
This is a Hellatubby from DragonCon.
hee hee.

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hahaha!
Later days.

August 24, 2005

So yesterday was long and hot.

And people on the bus are smelly.
Got my meds, had more tests run, doc is so on the ball man. He is busting his ass to get me where I need to go.
This one, he rocks.
He looked at Mark, ran tests in my name and will get back to me with the results in a few days.
Mark is ok enough to go to school now as he can eat yogurt and breads but no spicy stuff.
Food poisoning, bad fish, whatever. My kid was sick as hell.
An apology would have been nice. Even a general apology to the whole group of people that were sick.
A hey, I'm sorry you all are sick and drop it instead of defending the fish to the death.
Just fucking say sorry. No one is gonna sue your ass but I'm certainly not a fan of people who don't take responsibility or at least step up to the plate.

Today, I am doing nothing at all until later. I need to rest after all the running and bus riding which is super hard on my back.
Then this afternoon, we need to go to the store and grab some meats etc.

Ok so I need to run up to the corner in a few. Well not run but you know what I mean. Then I can come home and take care of various small stuff. Laundry, maybe the dishes, and some small net stuff.

Have a great hump day!
Later days.

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August 23, 2005

Busy day, no time to play.

I am hopping in the shower in a few minutes, need to be out the door in one hour to catch the bus to the docs.
Due to bus route changed, I have to go a completely different way to catch the bus I need so I ave to leave earlier.
I hope everything goes well today.
Bah.
Tired.
I didn't sleep for shit.
I got honestly, like 2 hours total.
Kept tossing and turning and staring at the clock.
Today, out in the heat, all over the city, should be a blast.
Not.
Ok, gotta go get ready.
At least I will have company though.
Mark is still sick and I'm taking him with me because I hope they will check him out.
He needs to be seen by a doc and I can't get him into his until next week.
Wish me luck squeezing him into my appointment.

Later days
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August 22, 2005

Done!

The paperwork is done! Woo hoo! and I was gonna do this meme that Kim has up but every song from the year I graduated sucks ass on that list.
That is all.

Food poisoning.

We've narrowed it down to bad fish at the cookout.
Several others who ate it are sick as well and Mark swilled that shit like it was his last meal.
He will not be going to school today. His body is a wreck.
Poor kid.
He'll be ok and he can catch up on his work pretty easy.
He's smart and has a good handle on his school work this year.

I did get him a much better deal on his cell phone service. The one the guy gave me to start with was nuts.
Much better deal now.

Need to finish the paperwork and then be ready when sis gets here and do some errands with her.
Tomorrow I have a docs appointment, that can't come fast enough man.
I am hurting so bad. I think I pulled something trying to play toss with my friends son at the BBQ.
My shoulder is majorly fucked up right now.

Later days.
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August 21, 2005

Ok, shopping is done.

Took the boys down to get more school clothes and then to best buy where Mark bought himself a cell phone for his birthday.
His minutes plan sucks though. But I'm gonna see if we can get him a better deal.
He can't use it at school anyway.

Need to do that frigging paperwork. Ugh!
I have to turn it in by tomorrow morning.
Sis is gonna give me a ride to drop it off so I better quit stalling huh?

Think Mark is getting my virus. His stomach is turning and doing back flips. Not good.

Ok, time to get cracking on the boring shit and dinner if anyone can eat any of it.
Emails too.
Later days.

Well the virus from hell has passed.

I was doing much better by mid-day and thankfully so because everyone was bugging on me to go to the cookout and many rides were being setup.
Nice to be loved...lol
So the boys and I went, my fish I had bought sorta died on the way there so we trashed it when we arrived.
But I brought drinks for the kids and more soda which was actually stupid cuz there was tons of everything.
It was a good time.
So much food but I did really good and only ate one burger and few no bakes and lots of fluids.
No bake cookies in case you're all like what?
My stomach felt funny but I didn't barf so that was a good thing in my book.
It was under a nice shady pavilion so we had an awesome breeze and on the water and all the kids played in it and on the playground and they had a really good time.
Got back around 9ish and played for a bit and then went to bed.
I was tired man.
A nice guy who lives part time out on Longboat key ended up giving us a ride back so no one from that area had to do circles again.
A nice girl who I had never even met before came and picked us up, that was awesome.

Some of these events are just more laid back and cooler than others and so like no stress ya know?
Get together, make food, sit around and bullshit.
Nothing against people who drink, but I find that once you throw a lot of alcohol in the mix, it can get out of hand and fast.
But not with all people, just some.
I don't make sweeping judgments of all people.
Some get out of hand.
Yesterdays was cool and laid back.

Today is sorta busy.
I have what? You guessed it, more paperwork to fill out and return tomorrow. God, I hate this stupid paperwork but I'll do it cuz I don't really have a choice.
Then clothes shopping, food shopping and then home.
Tomorrow I have to return all of the paperwork and then Tuesday, go to the docs.
Thank god.
Remind me to find that form.
I think it's on the table.
I should just go find everything now, save myself some stress later.
I canceled something else I was supposed to do today because I was sick so that's one less thing to do.

Ok, I guess that's all for now.
I'm rambling which I do best right?
Later days.
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August 20, 2005

It mutated.

What I thought was a cold mutated into a virus from hell.
I have been so sick but I found the secret.
Don't eat. Don't look at food. Don't smell food.
Doing any of the above will cause stomach muscle spasms so severe you think you're insides are being ripped out by Krueger and then followed by at least an hour of puking until you can't breathe.
I have been having so much fun.
Not.
But hey, lost some more weight right?
Every black cloud has a silver lining...lol

I was supposed to go to a huge cookout today but I do believe that the smell of flesh grilling will kill me.
I'd be a pile of hurting baby on the beach and everyone could point and laugh at my pain.
Sebastian rocks though.
He held my hair, made my bed, brought me a bucket and checked on me every hour until he fell asleep.

I will probably spend the day in bed.
Again.
I still feel like fucking shit.
I'm tired and weak and hungry but if I eat, the hurting will commence again so not gonna do that.

Have a good weekend.
Later days.

August 19, 2005

Liberating isn't it.

I have so much to do today.
I forgot I invited some of Marks friends over here tonight to celebrate his birthday which was on Monday.
I have to clean the whole house and get stuff ready and I feel like hell.
I caught some sort of flu or virus or something.
Been feeling like major shit for 2 days now.
Laundry is started at least, I have dishes and general cleaning and stuff to do.
I look at it and want to crawl back into bed.
I'll get it done.
Eventually today.
I have until 6pm so it will get done but my god, I feel like death.

Have a good one.
Later days.
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August 18, 2005

Emails.

Mister Bachelor thinks of you, visits your blog and cant leave a comment.
Miss Kat has a blacklist error and a ******* problem. You can email her anytime you like Mr. Bachelor.
Dear Sleepless, Hope all is well with you (as well as can be). Haven't commented much lately, but I've been lurking.

Thinking of ya. Keep yer chin up, babycakes. :)

Kisses,
Sleepless in Apopka


Dear Sleepless in Apopka.
You can't comment because my blacklist took a shit and my ******* is
at it again anyway.
I haven't even been lurking.
I sucketh much these days.

Hugs,
Sleepless in sarasota

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August 17, 2005

My day.

I checked emails.
Didn't respond.
Played on some forums.
Banned someone from a forum.
Laughed at someones blog who likes to play the whole pot, kettle game.
Went with sis to watch Skye while she helped the kid she takes care of get a haircut.
Got an awesome gift from sisters employer for the boys.
Played on some more forums.
Walked all the way to the store without money or house keys.
Smooth move right there man.
Sebastian had his, came back, got my money, we walked back.
It's hotter than a witches tit out there.
Came home.
Starting to get sick.
I sneezed like 20 times in a row.
Feel phlegmy.
Will at some point make some chicken for myself.
The boys had subs.
I need a nap.
But it's too late.
Gonna go now.

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Look, a post early in the morning.

Please make note of that. I can't guarantee it will happen again anytime soon.
My brain is like really somewhere else lately. I am sorry.
I suck.
I mean it, I cannot focus on what I should be doing.
I'm tired, I'm antsy and angsty. Good combo!

Did I tell you people bug me?
I'm sure at some point in all these years now that I have been blogging I have said that.
At least twice.

So I did all this mind numbing paperwork the other day and then yesterday in the mail, I got more of it.
I swear they are trying to make my brain fizzle out and die.
Hello?
Yes, you, I do not have an outside the home job because I can't, not because I've never had one, not because I don't know how to fill out an application, not because I can't read, nor write or spell.
Yes, I know it's just something you have to send me but for gods sakes, could you, do you, have any of these damn things that won't make my hand reach up and slap myself awake from the stupidity of them?
I was a manager at all 3 of my last jobs, I think I know how to do employment related stuff.
Fuck, I was in charge of time cards and payroll and shipping and ordering supplies and oh my fucking god yes! I was in charge of actually hiring and firing people!
Can you you fucking believe that shit!?
Now please, send me something that might challenge me just a little bit. Please.
I am begging you.
Please.
This is seriously starting to make me want to hurt myself.
Every month, a huge envelope filled to the brim with stupid workbooks for the educational and employment challenged.

Ya know what I love?
I love brow beating an argument to death.
Yes I do.
I love getting to the point in argument where the other party actually tries to back peddle their way out of their original stance.
Whether the argument was started for fun cuz they were bored or not, they shouldn't argue a point unless they think they can win.
I won.
I kicked the fucking shit out of the argument and sent it crying to the sidewalk.
Do not ever tell me that all women are predisposed to being whores because you read it in a book written by a former economist and then try to call him a scientist.
I will tear it down every which way from Sunday.
Do not believe everything you read in a book.
Books are good, they can be educational, but do not take what you just read as fact especially when it comes to categorizing all women as either saints, whores or cheaters.
Women do not fit in any one category.
You can't paint such broad strokes when talking about people.
You can judge the people who participated in that study only, not all of us.
A study is not indicative of all people.
YOU may be a whore but don't lump me in there with you cuz you feel guilty about spreading for every Tom, Dick, Harry and Sally.
That right there might be your problem.

Why yes, I am feeling morally superior this morning.
Fucking sue me.

Got some links for you cuz I haven't done any in awhile. Hell, I haven't done much in awhile.
Enjoy.


Kids and Yarn
Jag
Tony
Skittering
Tampa Film Fan

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August 16, 2005

Whine, piss moan.

Ha!
Life has been kinda crappy today.
I spent most of the day hurting and just doing busy non-mind busy stuff.
At one point it did get a little bit heated but I took care of that shit fast.
I'm a bitch, what can I say?

I am working on telling a story and I have chapter 1 done.
This is a true story and therefore won't be posted publicly.
I have shared it with a few people and got good reviews but I still can't just slap it out here.
Not with some of the people that read it.
My parents, my ex, my obsessed one.
I might send it to a few of you.
A few that I know can handle it's contents.
I want some more feedback before I write out this whole thing and possibly submit it for publication.
I have a few of you in mind already so if you get a weird email from me tonight asking you some very pointed questions, just know that I am verifying shit about you before I send you the story.
I don't want to send it to someone who I may have all wrong in my head and have you come back and go Kat, WTF is that shit?! Why the hell?! Grrr Kat!
Know what I mean?

So dinner is cooking and my story is begging to be written down.
Later days.

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August 15, 2005

Sugar!

Ok, busy day.
Finished all the paperwork.
Helped sis clean and pack some stuff from her house. (She's selling it)
Dropped off all the stupid paperwork, went to Verizon.
Went to Publix and bought food and picked up the cake.

I ate cake.
I'm seriously either gonna be up all night or passed out in 30 minutes.
I was dead tired when I got home so I have this feeling I'm just gonna be super wired now.
Oh well.
I have nothing to do tomorrow so if I'm up all night, so be it.
As long as I don't get super shaky, it'll be ok.

Stuff to do.

I have more paperwork. Can you believe that? It came Saturday and yeah, I blew it off. What of it? But now I have to get it done so I'm gonna do that in a few and then I'm gonna help my sis do some stuff and then I'm going shopping for food and to get Marks cake.

He's 14 today.
Time flies man.
It's so hard to believe that he is 14 and a freshman taking advanced law and French in high school.
Wow.
In 2 years, he will be driving.
In a few days, he will be working at Publix to save money for that car.
Unreal.

My home phone is seriously messed up people.
Don't try to call me.
I can't hear you. It's broken.
The line outside at the NID box is messed up really bad.
It happens every summer though. Why, I don't know but surely Verizon is starting to see a pattern here over the last 8 years huh?
Maybe they should try moving the line?
Nah. That would be the simple solution wouldn't it?
I actually think someone sliced my lines.
I went and looked at my NID box and there are a few lines cut and stinky neighbor boy is looking at me and the first words he utters are if you think my family did it, you're wrong.
Hrm, hold on stinky boy, did I even say a single word at all? I was just looking at the box. Not speaking.
Niiiice.

Ok, gotta go do some work.
I'll be off and on and stuff, maybe a private entry later if I feel like it.
I have been writing something, a story but not sure I want to share it.
Later days.

August 14, 2005

Wanna make something of it?

There is no such thing as a dirty word. Nor is there a word so powerful, that it's going to send the listener to the lake of fire upon hearing it.
-- Frank Zappa

So we went to Ybor for another tag, a much smaller group this time and it was fun till we almost got arrested.
We were putting the cards on cars in the parking garage.
Ooops my bad.
Apparently, you can stand in the street and hand shit out but god forbid you actually set something on something.
I tried to sweet talk my way out of my cards getting confiscated.
It almost worked.
Then he got mean.
Bastard cop.

If you don't hand those over, I'm going to arrest you.

Yes sir, sorry sir. Not going to Hillsbourough county jail but hey, check out our website. laughing1.gif

Then we hot Adobe Gillas where some folks drank down some fishbowls and got belly aches. Bummer.
Then we wandered.
Then we sat.
Then I found a hole in the wall with a live band and as soon as I remember their name, I'll tell you who they are.
They were pretty cool. Master B went up to them and told them about our site and they announced it not once, but twice over the mic.
They were cool but we got there late and only heard a couple of songs.
Damn.
The poor Miss N had to drive like 4 hours to get us all back home.
She takes it for the team like every single time.
Awesome.

I got back at like 4 or close to 4 and I swear, the cars we did tag, helped.
There were 484 people on line when I got home.
Rock.
Now join us dammit.
Some of the regulars are starting to annoy the fuck out of me.

I was a little bit more myself, not much but live music and holes in the wall make me happy.
I'm not some hip hop dance club bitch and there was no fucking way I was gonna pay a $10 cover for a club that played fucking hip hop.
Can you all see me in a place like that?
Yeah, I bet you can...lmao
Gimme a fun drunk band playing old shit and playing it loud and I'm all good to go.
Comfort zone with live music.

Oh, there are like religious people with huge signs all over Ybor telling people to find god.
So this guy hands me a pamphlet and I say I'll take yours if you take mine. I gave him the Normal Bob Smith one, Luke 18:27.
Heh. Doubt he read it but he gladly took it.
He says is it about god? I said yeah, Luke 18:27, know it? He says yeah. I said then read that and I'll read yours. We can discuss the next time I'm here...lol

Ok, gotta run now. Have much to do today. paperwork, forums to check, emails to answer etc etc.

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August 13, 2005

Leaving for Ybor.

See ya.

Morning peeps.

I have mega cleaning to do today.
This house is a sty.
I have been neglecting so much stuff.
I suck.

No real plans for today or tonight.
Just gonna wing it and whatever happens, happens.

Had a good talk with someone yesterday.
I just need to be in my own environment which is what I've known all along anyway, to be comfortable.
I can blend a bit but not too much.

I know, Kat doesn't make much sense at all these days does she?

So I'm gonna run, check on stuff and then start my cleaning.
I think I'll feel better with a clean house.
Later days.

August 12, 2005

I was out.

Babysitting so I'm sorry I missed your call.
Try me again tomorrow daytime, thanks.

I'm going to make a pan of brownies.

And send myself into sugar shock.

Compliment of the week;
"Powerful you have become, the dark side I sense in you."


Yes it is in me.
Don't like it, fucking eat me.

Lateralus

Black then white are all I see in my infancy.
red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me.
lets me see.
As below, so above and beyond, I imagine
drawn beyond the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. Watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must
Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.

Black then white are all I see in my infancy.
red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me.
lets me see there is so much more
and beckons me to look through to these infinite possibilities.
As below, so above and beyond, I imagine
drawn outside the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. Watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition leaving all these opportunities behind.

Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line.
Reaching out to embrace the random.
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.

I embrace my desire to
feel the rhythm, to feel connected
enough to step aside and weep like a widow
to feel inspired, to fathom the power,
to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain,
to swing on the spiral
of our divinity and still be a human.

With my feet upon the ground I lose myself
between the sounds and open wide to suck it in,
I feel it move across my skin.
I'm reaching up and reaching out,
I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me.
And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been.
We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.

Spiral out. Keep going, going...

It's funny to me now that I gave them their own category here but whenever I am so overwhelmed with emotions, I turn to them to bring me some sort of sanity and I know how crazy that all sounds.


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August 11, 2005

Good morning Thursday?

I don't know what day I'm on.
The kids are off to school, I have paperwork to do.
I caught up on some stuff and other stuff fell away again.
I went back to bed after the boys left for school and got up about 15 minutes ago.
I needed to just lay there and sort shit out.
Plans for the day etc.
Needed to sort people too.

You ever meet someone who is so on step with you like right away and then as you get to know them better, you see them for who they really are?
I have someone in my life who was walking step for step and then they pulled a left and showed me who they really are.

I am not hurt by what she did for my sake, I am hurt she did it to someone else she called friend.
You don't run your mouth about what someone does to other people if you call them friend.

Maybe I'm just different.
I had a long talk with a 17 year old kid last night and it's so funny that of all the people I spoke with about this very public betrayal, he's the only one who saw the wrong in it.
He's the only one who clearly saw that saying what someone did and using it as a personal attack was like beyond horrible.
This kid and I have been doing a lot of talking about all kinds of shit and he's so much more grown up than a lot of people I know.
He has a hard life and his eyes are wide open.
Sad to be so jaded so young but he is honest and real and sets it straight up.
A good kid, a good friend.

So anyway, once again, I have pulled back.
I have this fear that if I allow these people to really see me, that if I do or say something that is out of character from what I've given them so far, that it will be used at a later date if I piss someone off.
They have like bits and pieces of me but not the whole picture.
I ended up deleting and then having my deletes/edits removed because things I had said put my life choices at risk yesterday.
Again, this kid is the only one who understood why I did that.
To others, it was extreme of me to edit everything.
Not to me.
I watched someone who does/likes what I like get torn yesterday and I won't let them do that to me.
So this kid says to me, you are like completely turned around from what you were just hours ago, I feel like I'm bothering you now by chatting to you.
I tell him why I'm now so reserved and he gets it.
No long explanation, just shit Kat, I hear you, I'm sorry.

I honestly think I like my life better being away from people.
No one gets me. No one understands who I am. I'm looked at like I'm some kind of freak for being myself.
I put up this HUGE front because who I am is not ok.
I'm really starting to see that.
I am little miss perky in one place and I was sorta myself in the other but now, now I'm lost.
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I'll find my way or I'll leave.
Leaving is easier.

August 10, 2005

Life has been so busy.

The first day of school, sucked. Lots of problems but I wasn't the only parent so neener neener.
I have just been so busy.
I don't even know where to begin.
I am seriously in need of a day off and that day is today.
I am taking the day off from running around and doing things for everyone else.
Today, the house gets cleaned and papers get sorted and filed and filled out and life gets back to normal.
Sorta.

I want to apologize to like everybody. I have been really bad for weeks now. Life has just been so outta control.
I haven't been doing my jobs but today I am going to try and get everything back on track and take care of forums and emails and all that stuff.

This house is fucking mess and that is task #1 after I go take care of some stuff.
Later days.

mysinglemomlifeATgmail.com

August 9, 2005

I won again.

Not all days are shitty.

Blingo


And this site will no longer have comments due to a number of reasons but mainly the blacklist malfunction.
The private site will still have them.

If you don't have that site and I know you, email me mysinglemomlife@gmail.com and I will send it.
If I don't know you, I'm sorry. You will not get access.
This is just the way it has to be.

Later days.

Babysat all day.

If you were wondering about my whereabouts.
Then ran to get the last minute school supplies the schools asked for yesterday when they sent home the lists.
Tonight is lots and lots of paperwork and then running around tomorrow.

Things are hectic and crazy.
My responsibilities everywhere are slacking.
I will get a handle on everything soon.
I hope.

Later days.

August 8, 2005

I found a work around for the blacklist.

So comments can be back on for some stuff.
I am having quite the day here and I will post about it elsewhere but needless to say the shit actually started last night.
I will tell you all later.

Got school stuff to talk to Mark about now.
First day of HS, law studies and stuff like that.
Later days.

Due to a blacklist error,

There will be no comments anywhere for awhile.
I am trying to fix it.
Not a big deal really.
I haven't been blogging much anyway.
Later.

August 7, 2005

I'm having a day. Again.

I've begun worshipping the Sun for a number of reasons. First of all, unlike some other gods I could mention, I can see the Sun. It's there for me every day. And the things it brings me are quite apparent all the time: heat, light, food, a lovely day. There's no mystery, no one asks for money, I don't have to dress up, and there's no boring pageantry. And interestingly enough, I have found that the prayers I offer to the sun and the prayers I formerly offered to God are all answered at about the same 50-percent rate.
-- George Carlin

There will be a private entry in about 3 minutes.

August 6, 2005

I'm fine, I'm alive.

Fun was had. People fought. You know how drunk people are.
Nights like last night makes me so happy I don't drink anymore.
I sure don't miss that kind of shit at all.

Later days.

August 5, 2005

Really fucking awesome

private entry up.


I could cry I'm so fucking happy.

August 4, 2005

I gotta stop doing that.

Went out, fun was had, got back way late.
It's ok though.
I've worked on way less sleep.

So I'll be off and on at later tonight, I will post all the happenings in private.
I have stuff to do today.


Later days.

August 3, 2005

I have things to do and I'm stalling.

I'm super tired but I gotta go get some shit done.
Very busy day around here today.
I need to go pay the bills and then come back, take a shower and get read for a really really good court appearance this afternoon and then come back and get ready to go swing dancing.
No. I am not not swing dancing. I am just going.
Cuz they are making me go.
So I gotta go.
Later days.

Oh, things to be thankful for today.
Good friends who stay up late and keep an insomniac company.

August 2, 2005

Hi. This is Kat's secretary.

Kat stayed up far too late last night and just woke up about an hour ago.
She will resume her duties as soon as she figures out what those duties are anymore.

Thank you.

August 1, 2005

I did say ribbit ribbit this morning.

There's a challenge going on, seen at Karens but I don't have time to comment right now.
The challenge: every day in August, blog at least one thing that has brought happiness to you.

So today, one thing that has made me happy is meeting all those crazy ass mofos and one really tall very cool one...lol

Private entry is up with more pics.
I'm such a goober sometimes.

Rock, rock, rock, rock n roll high school.

Good morning!
Time is slipping by so fast and yay! for that...lol
This morning I'm outta here to take Mark to his high school orientation and then to babysit for a bit and then home.
lalala!
Later days.