Home, home on my blog.
Blog, how I have missed thee..lol
Ok, really, I just got home about 10 minutes ago, checked emails and shit like that and now just sorta goofing off for a few minutes before I go do the hair messing up.
I'm going completely blond and then when it's all rinsed out and dried, I'm doing all the under hairs and some streaks in blue/black.
Ha!
This is gonna be fun.
I miss doing crazy shit to my hair.
I used to do messed up crap to it all the time but then I stopped for the sake of fitting in.
What fun is that??
No fun I tell ya!
And ya know, I never truly fit anyways.
That's just being truthful.
See, girls like me, we don't fit in with other people very well at all.
We say what's on our minds and say fuck it if you don't like it and people can't deal with that at all.
Really.
Whether it intimidates them or makes them uncomfortable or whatever, they don't like it and ya know what? Fine. Eat it.
I gave it my best shot at trying to fit in and up to peoples standards of what I should be and lost myself along the way.
It took a really stupid move (on my part) to make me realize that what works for other people, will never work for me at all.
I am not a giggle headed bimbo, I won't laugh at your lame ass jokes, I will not cower to your thoughts of superiority just because you think you're better than me. I am not now nor will I ever be your standard of what a woman should be.
It's that simple.
So have a tune that I listened to today on my many adventures around SRQ. I listened to some other great stuff too but maybe I'll post some of that later if you be good and leave comments.
Did that entry this morning scare ya?...lmao
Sorry, I was in a right set mood this morning and just had to get some shit out and off my chest.
Speaking of chests, if you go to the boobiethon page and have access to the private superdee duper page and correctly guess which pic is mine, and make another small donation (c'mon, it's for a good cause) and send me proof that you did, I'll send you another pic!
Yeah, I'm totally whoring myself to save the boobies!..lol
Don't be a dick, always right click. (and save as)
The Bitch is back-Elton John gone.

Comments
Amen to NOT being a giggle headed bimbo! I always want to give girls like that a good yank to the hair.
Posted by: Chickie | October 7, 2005 3:11 PM
cant wait to see the hair! have fun2 wohoo! i used to do that shi* to my hair al the time! ive dyed it every color under the sun so far.. the last color was black now im gonna go back to blonde i think
Posted by: beth | October 7, 2005 3:32 PM
Amen, I couldn't have said it better myself. I have never fit in, either...but not due to telling it like it is, or even looking how I'd like. Heh, people just tend to naturally skitter away from me regardless of how I look or act. I keep wracking my brain for a way to turn this into a profitable venture, but no ideas come to mind. LOL. I could be so rich.
I can't wait to see pics of the hair!
Posted by: notyourtypicalsouthernbelle | October 7, 2005 5:36 PM
HI, long time reader first time commenter, just kiddin.
I know the URL is a little ameture but I am slowly learning. Did you know that I didn't even know about blogging until I was searching for something on google and stumbled upon your blog? I have been following if for a while now, and I gotta say, I don't know half of what you are talking about most of the time but you are a hoot. You inspired me and now I am blogging on yahoo.
talk to ya later.
Posted by: Shelly | October 7, 2005 6:53 PM
You've got more berries (courage) than I could ever dream of having. You do your 'do, woman - what ever makes you happy. :) Post pics!
Posted by: momof2 | October 7, 2005 8:02 PM
You know what? I just submitted a photo of my own, to the boobiethon. You inspired me. I'm serious.
Posted by: momof2 | October 7, 2005 8:41 PM
you know, I am sitting here reading this and thinking to myself...hmm, sounds like the bitch is back and then I'm going, gee that is a mean thought and here you have that song at the end..(lol)
luv the first pic - ;)
Posted by: Diane | October 7, 2005 10:39 PM