My Single Mom Life

I made a list.
I fully intended on sticking to it but ya know how that goes.
Phone call, IM, and before you know it, it's late in the day and you haven't done shit.
I did set up the surround sound system though.
Tried it out too by watching The Devil's Rejects (Unrated Widescreen Edition).
Completely depraved lunacy but not nearly gorey enough.
I truly expected far more gore and far more torture etc etc.
It was good, don't get me wrong but I guess I was just craving more blood than this tonight...lol
I'm sure I'll watch it again a few more times before I have to take it back but just not scary enough, not bloody enough, not what's the word, not nearly as disturbing as i wanted.
I wanted horror, shock, terror, torture, blood, guts and total mayhem.
*sigh*
Oh fucking well.
Someday, a director will once again create something that will shock and horrify me.
I honestly haven't seen anything to make me cringe in ages.
Bits and pieces of movies do, like stir of echoes, the fingernail scene, yeah, that was hard to look at but all in all, shitty fucking movie.
I totally dug SAW. Creepy, thrilling, bloody, twisted, but still, not quite messy enough.
I want to go see SAW II soon but no one ever fucking wants to go to bloody movies with me.
Fucking pussies.
I swear, most of my friends are major wussies when it comes to blood.
Me? I sit and laugh. It's just good fun to see some demented killer torture people for 2 hours.

I'm bored again and achy so I can't sit here all night and play online and chat like I want to so I guess I could watch Star Wars III again.
The boys borrowed it off a neighbor and it could be fun to watch it again.
I do love me some Darth Vader.

Oh wait, I did get one thing done today and oh my god, it's so late, but I did priority mail out something i should have mailed in October.
OOps.
I have been so busy trying to get my health taken care of, my brain crapped out on me about 2 months ago with stuff I was supposed to do.
I don't blame people if they are mad at me, I fucked up.
Shit happens but I do have a very valid excuse and no one can truly knock me down for doing what I need to do for myself right?
Right?
Right.
Ok, I guess I'm gonna go chill out again and lay around and watch movies and maybe I will get the shit on my list done tomorrow.
No guarantees though.
I'm seriously slacking off on stuff due to brain fry.
Later days.