Howdy!
Yesterday was such a nice lazy day. I just chilled out all day long and did next to nothing.
We did go take the movies back and get some new ones. Free rentals on the weekends is killer.
I have so much to do but I'm antsy. Tomorrow is almost here!
To-morr-ow!
Ack! I'm so excited I can hardly contain myself.
This could be the day that changes everything for me.
I'm trying so hard not to get my hopes up about it but damn, he's like the best in his field and can actually do what needs to be done.
You don't even know what this feels like right now.
Like hurry up and be Tuesday already. I want to be there and meet him and make plans to be free from pain like right fucking now!
This shit is just so awesome that nothing at all can get me down at all. Nothing.
I'm so happy but trying not to get overly happy cuz I've been let down before and I know that there is always that possibility again, that he'll say there's nothing he can do except give me more drugs, but what if he can? What if he looks at everything and says piece of cake?...lmao
Yeah!
I need to keep myself busy today. I'll probably clean the house like 10 times and actually start a new book, Confessions of Super Mom
Ack!
Ok, gonna get myself busy doing stuff.
Later days.
