No one said life was easy.
No one said that being responsible and honest and making amends was going to be a breeze but when you are wrong, you are wrong and you just have to take the heat for what you have done.
I wrote something quite awhile ago that I am now taking heat for. That's ok.
See, some people when they read it, confronted me right away but others let it fester and stewed over it for like at least a month now. That's on them, not on me. But it's ok, I am taking what I have coming.
I did apologize though because I did hurt some people and I am genuinely sorry for what I said, I was angry and vented and it hurt people. I am taking what I have coming to me. I deserve the heat.
But what bothers me right now is that someone else will still not take what they have coming to them. They did a bad bad thing and instead of saying ok, I fucked up, you can be pissed at me, I am sorry, I was wrong, they ran away like a coward for the second, no, make that at least the third time now.
Taking what you have coming is not pleasing people, it's taking responsibility for your actions, your words, you part in a very fucked up thing.
You have it coming and you should just take it. You should apologize and confess to what you did just as I did.
But ok, be that way. I'd rather take what I have coming, apologize and try to make amends to the people I hurt rather than run away.
Comments
well in my case i knew where it was going. figure i would make it easy for everyone. i heard from alot that realy didnt feel comfy with me there. so i left. i would have been out anyway. if not with the 2nd poll the in the near future. there would have always been a reason.
Posted by: josephine | November 1, 2005 1:41 AM
Are you sorry Jo? Are you? Do you realize what you did to me, to Heather and Laura was shitty? You knew the truth about all of us yet you let them do that shit to us.
I am so fucking hurt by this Jo and instead of apologizing to me and all the other women for your part in it, you just fucking walked away.
This is my fucking site Jo and I'm not bound by any rules to be nice to you.
You fucked me over. You LIED to those women and you knew the truth and I have the yahoo transcripts to fucking prove it. You knew I didn't break your blog. You knew I always said thank you but instead of being honest about it, you LIED and played the poor Jo card because your feelings were hurt over something entirely different. You tried to take people down with you! What the fuck kind of messed up fucking bullshit was that?!
I can't believe you right now. I can't believe that this person I considered a friend could be so cold and mean and then to think it's simply going to go away because you quit those forums, left those people behind. You can wash your hands all you fucking want but the blood stains are still going to be there and you know it!
You fucked several of us over and don't think you did anything wrong!
You did. You took personal information and reposted it for those nasty fucking skanks to play with.
Fuck you Jo. Really, go fuck yourself.
You will not apologize properly to me or the other women you hurt so go fucking fuck yourself!
You should have just fucking owned up to this and truly apologized. Sure, you might still have gotten banned but ya know what? People would have respected you a little bit more, maybe not voted against your dismissal if you had been honest, been sincere and truly apologized to each of us you fucked over but you didn't.
You blamed other people for what you did, you tried to take people down with you, you blamed the very people you fucked over when none of us had done anything wrong to you at all.
You think posting in my comments is gonna make shit right between you and I? You're fucking crazy bitch!
Posted by: kat | November 1, 2005 7:52 AM