Very long, long day.
I am so tired. Physically, emotionally, wiped out.
I have so much I want to say but ya know, people take things personally even if it's not about them at all. They don't know what is really going on with me yet they take my words as being aimed solely at them and ok, ok, you do that but man oh man, this blog sees a lot of people and some good, some bad, some nice and some not and I can't be responsible for how other people read my stuff anymore.
I do have other people and other things going on in my life and I say what I think at the time I'm thinking it. Whether it be a good mood or a bad mood, I say what I'm thinking.
Honesty, it seems, is not really what people want to hear. They say they want you to be honest, be real, be who you are and when you do all those things, oh dear god no, she did not just say that did she?..lol
Damn, I'm tired. I'm so tired I'm getting loopy now.
I could go off on a tangent or just get all goofy stupid and say how absolutely silly everything has been for the last few days, and oh some of it has been really really silly, and some of it has been serious too.
But instead, I'll just go get some much needed rest. The last two days have been nothing but running around and tons of unneeded stress and crap.
Oh, and if you think this is about you, you're probably wrong.
And oh, my lunch date/mess/thingy was good. We had a great time, caught up on old stuff and talked about old stuff and new stuff and talked shit and laughed and got serious and all in all, it was a good visit.
And if you think that we talked shit about you at lunch, you might be right but nah, you're wrong...lmao
