Errands are done for today.
Got all my errands done and now I'm tackling the laundry.
Must have clean clothes and stuff.
Doc finally called me back.
Scheduling the myelogram and the CT scans for me and also calling in a script for quit smoking meds.
I have no idea what it's going to be as long as it works, I don't care.
I goofed last night.
Yes, I had a setback.
I smoked 4 cigs last night and threw the rest of the pack away.
I know, I suck, but I kept trying to tell everyone that this was too fucking hard to do cold turkey.
And it certainly doesn't help when a certain person on yahoo actually told me to go for it. Damn you C. ;)
He just gives me shit for the fun of it. I know he didn't mean it when he said Kat, go to the store, but I did cuz I was weak to the nicotine man...lol
It called me and I followed it all the way up to the corner store.
Speaking of corner stores, Pete's is closing.
He was bought out finally, he held off as long as he could and the other night he gave me and the boys a shitload of stuff. Just getting rid of inventory.
Need any diet soda girl? Uh, when do I not need diet soda Pete?
Here ya go. Gave me 12 1 liters of diet coke, 3 boxes of candy bars, 2 boxes of gum and a shitload of chips.
I am so sad to see him go.
He has been there since I moved in, probably long before I moved in. I have lived in this house for almost 9 years now and I watched his family grow up and he watched mine. He gave my boys odd jobs over the summer and was always asking how they did in school and when the hell I was gonna get my surgery.
If they took him their report cards and had good grades, he'd give them a liter of soda and a bag of chips. His whole family was just awesome.
The whole neighborhood is going to miss him.
Me and my neighbor stopped in on our way home this morning to say goodbye.
The phone lines have been turned off, he's closing the drive-thru and taking everything apart.
It's sad, like a piece of our neighborhood is leaving for good today.
The boys will totally miss him and his little pink store.
He's the only store that carried hot fries and giant slabs of beef jerky...lol
Ok, have some stuff to do around here and then get some rest before tonight.
I'm looking forward to it.
I know most of my sisters friends and they are a crazy bunch so it should be a good time.
Later days.

Comments
Don't beat yourself up for smoking a few cigs! Sure it's great that you're trying to quit, but with all that's going on, I don't think a slip-up here or there is a huge deal. Anyway, there'll be a 2 week period when you basically won't be able to smoke at all. That will get you over the big hump.
Posted by: Terry | December 2, 2005 2:30 PM
Don't be so hard on yourself. You've done well, and you'll beat this. *HUGS* I hope the meds help too.
Have a great night :-D
Posted by: Karen | December 2, 2005 4:04 PM