My Single Mom Life

and then I came home about 2pm and tried to get some rest which translates to a nap.
Didn't happen.
Phone call after phone call after phone call.
It gets tiring and stressful to the point of wanting to rip my hair out and scream.
I'm not mad at anyone, don't anyone get all pissy with me again over my phone issues, I just really needed to rest and the phone calls were the hospital calling me about Wednesday and my insurance calling me about Wednesday and my sister calling me about Wednesday.
The hospital needed to ask a million health related questions and go over the procedures for Wednesday. I posted a quick run down of that privately.
The insurance needed to go over preauthorization stuff and my sister and I talked about how early we have to leave, the kids, etc.
We will be leaving very early and because of that and kid issues, the boys and I will be spending the night at her house Tuesday in Ellenton because a) it's closer and we won't have to leave at 4am, and b) because the kids will be staying at her place because of how much closer it is and taking care of one of my nieces while the procedure happens.
I should be out of the hospital no later than noon so they will only be sitting with her for a max time of about 4 hours. Her husband will be there until about 7:30 am, maybe 8am.
They will be fine. They have babysat her many times before and many other kids before too. They are awesome with young children. They can cook, clean, change diapers, do amazing first aid if it's necessary, play, read books. They just rock in all seriousness. I am so proud of them for everything they do and for everything they have been learning to do around here for the upcoming major change of life I am facing which in essence, changes their lives too.
Proud doesn't even begin to explain how I really feel about them right now.

Dinner is now almost ready to eat and then I promise, I will return all the emails people have sent me.

I am so very stressed out which makes me very tired and cranky.
Later days.