My Single Mom Life

I have been trying to be Miss Brave and not take my meds as ordered.
Bad, bad, bad idea.
This causes excruciating pain to where you are lying in bed, crying, screaming for your best friend in Maine and your mommy to come hold you.

I promise to eat and take my meds as ordered every 4 hours from now on.
I have had a few horrible days because I thought I could tough it out.
I'm tough but not as tough as this surgery is.
I admit defeat over the giant screws and rods and titanium inside me.

One funny note.
The doc gave me a card on my visit for my wallet.
It is to show people at airports and places where metal detectors are that there is stuff inside me that may set off alarms....lmao
I need to get it laminated as this shit is for life now.

I again apologize for not being able to respond to emails and stuff.
My reading comprehension is at like a kindergarten level right now, 3 seconds long and big words are a blur.
I am misspelling everything and I thank the makers of spell check every time I post.
Later days.