Ask him how he knows how to shoot like that.
Today was good. My neighbor took me to pay my bills and grocery shop a bit.
I got lots of conditioner for my hair because it's a frigging mess man. I don't know what the deal with it is. It's so damn dry yet I don't wash it every day, heck, barely wash it twice a week. I condition like crazy yet it's breaking off and tangled up. Bought some new stuff to try out.
Hoping it will work.
Bought some cards for my mom and Shell so I can mail their goodies to them. Moms went out in today's' mail and when I picked my mail out of the box, Shells' present was in it so hers will get mailed tomorrow.
Bought a book of stamps too and this guy in line just wanted one stamp and they wouldn't sell him one stamp and the machines to buy singles were out of order and he didn't have enough money for a book so once we got outside, I gave him one. He tried to pay me for it but it's just a stamp. Many people have given me a single stamp so whatever, pay the stamp favor forward when you can.
I had a massive urge for a smoke today and so I asked my neighbor for one.
Yes I did.
I put it in my mouth and lit it.
I inhaled and it was the most nasty tasting thing I had ever had.
I handed it to her to smoke.
I guess I really have officially quit if they taste like crap now.
What's with the overwhelming urges though?
Came home and watched A History of Violence
This was a really good movie.
I so wasn't expecting what happened at all. I never saw that coming.
Excellent movie.
It is a quiet movie though. It has it's violent moments but it's not loud and abrasive, it just glides along like any normal day.
Viggo Mortensen and Maria Bello star in it as well as Ed Harris and William Hurt.
It's a very good movie but if you watch it, make sure the kids are not around. It is violent when it gets violent and it has some very strong sex scenes.
I wouldn't warn you if it didn't shock me and it takes a lot for a movie to shock me.
Ok, I just noticed what time it is so I'm gonna get a move on and get the boys in gear for their nightly chores.
Later days.
Comments
YAY on officially quitting. Not sure what the urges are about but I'm sure they'll pass. After vacation I'm thinking of going to get hypnotized to quit. We'll see. lol
Posted by: Kelly | April 3, 2006 11:00 PM
I looooved that movie, and I didn't guess that ending either, I love when movies can trick me, lol. Also, for me that urge to smoke still grabs me once in awhile. It's been what... 3 or 4 years now since I've quit, and still I sometimes will without thinking pick up a pen or whatever's lying around and put it in my mouth like it's a smoke. Weird huh?
Posted by: karri | April 4, 2006 1:14 AM
Fabulous about the quitting for good! :-D I think the urges are just needing something to do instead of the smoking since it's not just a chemical addiction but needing to do something with hands too.
I'm glad you're doing so well and that your neighbor is helping you. I wish I lived closer.
*HUGS*
Posted by: Karen | April 4, 2006 6:39 AM
It is said that people who quit smoking can have urges for the rest of their lives. But they are temporary, and you just have to ride them out for a few minutes.
As for your hair, it is quite likely that you need to have a good few inches trimmed off the bottom to get rid of the dead, split hair. Then get yourself a deep conditioning treatment product that you leave in for several minutes to infuse your hair with much-needed nutrition.
Easy as that :)
Posted by: Terry | April 4, 2006 10:24 AM