March to your own beat.
I really am one of those people that marches to their own beat.
I have had this or something close to it said to me since grade school.
Kat is so stubborn, Kat is off in her own world, Kat does things her way, Kat needs to be like everyone else.
No, Kat does not.
I am happy the way I am and I see things with eyes wide open and I guess that's why I get comments like these.
Marching to your own beat is in my opinion, a nice way of saying that I say what I want and don't give a damn but really, I'm a bit off.
I do get upset about things an sometimes I do like to rock the boat just to see the waves ripple.
And other times, I'm handing out oars to everyone in it and trying to teach them to paddle cuz the captain is fucking crazy.
The boys had today off and have been playing nicely all day. They are headed to my sisters in awhile to have dinner and go to the movies.
Some friends would like me to come hang out tonight and I might. I might also be pushing my back too soon by doing that but I'm going crazy being trapped in this house.
I'll have to see how it goes.
I have a ton of emails to answer and a shower to take even if I don't go anywhere.
It'll help my bones feel better anyway.
Later days.
Comments
Wow that touched me. I see myself in you, but lately I have been letting things get to me a bit too mcuh.
As you said in a previous post, stress can add so much not only to mental but to physical. It makes us clench all our muscles and we are tense all day. Not good for the back. I am sorry all that has gone on while you are still recuperating. (((HUGS)))) I hope that you are doing better today.
Oh please, please be careful with your back. I know it's hard to think about that when we are stressed or angry/upset, but I made that mistake so many times (along with falling too many times to count) and I know that had a hand in my failed fusion. One wrong move, and it's all over. Easier said than done though I know.
Just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you, and I think you are making tremendous strides in your recovery!!!
Posted by: Tam | April 15, 2006 3:43 AM
Thought the boys were grounded for a week starting April 7. (Yeah, I'm a pain in the ass who scrolls back to check dates...)
Posted by: Terry | April 15, 2006 12:25 PM