Okey dokey.
I just needed a few days to really work things out with Mark.
Lots of rules have been laid down and lots of long talks about behavior issues and school issues etc.
I can't say whether or not any of it sunk in or if it's going to work but I'm sticking to my guns and so far and it seems to be working for the moment.
I can only take this as it comes and one day at a time I guess.
I'm not gonna push for anything more than one day at at time. If I try, both us will feel pressured and stressed and to be honest, I'm stressed out enough as is, I don't need more pressure.
I'm doing ok physically but as anyone under stress can tell you, it is not just a mental thing, it works on you physically as well.
I have just been exhausted as hell. When not riding Marks' butt about stuff, I have been resting.
They go to school, I go back to bed and sleep and just try to not freak my body out more.
I'm ok though.
I got a few awesome movies in the mail from Terry and Annette, thank you gals. Gives me something to do than just sit here watching Montel and Oprah repeats...lol
Ok, I'm gonna eat my dinner, check Marks' homework and then chill out with a movie and just try to take it easy.
Later days.

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good luck. it's hard work, but i definitely think you have to stay on him.
Posted by: jennster | April 12, 2006 7:51 PM