My Single Mom Life

Ignore my pissiness below. It bothered me at the moment but ya know, in the big scheme of things, being removed from a meme blogroll is so not important. I think it just upset me because I had taken steps to prevent my removal before I went in for surgery and someone dropped the ball.
That's what pisses me off.

I am ok. I really am. I hurt but ya know, it's gonna hurt. I had my body sliced open all the way down like a fish being gutted and all kinds of shit attached to my spine and screws in my hips and organs moved out of the way and shit. Of course it hurts but you all know me, miss impatient, must heal now because life is moving and I want to move with it.

My belly is bothering me though. I am still massively swollen in front from the anterior part of this surgery. It's still wicked tender and it has now been 3 months since surgery. Well at least, yeah, no, yeah, it's been 3 months. February 9th for anterior, February 16th for posterior. Yeah, 3 months..lol
It's still very tender and swollen and achy. I am afraid this section is gonna get fat. I need to ask doc on the 3rd what exercises I can do to stop the fat from growing...lol
I know sit ups and crunches and side bends etc are out so what can I do? Scissor kicks maybe? I dunno, I'll ask.
I'm also going to ask about more sitting time. I need to do stuff. I have to do stuff. I'm tired of not doing stuff.

I think I'm going to join freecycle and see if anyone has like a treadmill or something like that they want to get rid of. I need stuff I can do indoors. It's too frigging hot here already to go for long walks everyday and my house is so small, it takes me less than 100 steps to get through the whole place..lol

Ok, drug induced rambling kicking in.
Later days.