What to do.
What do you do with your blog when you've become depressed and you know it?
Do you keep writing all that stuff? Do you share it with people and risk the nasty comments that happen?
I know, moderated comments Kat, but I still have to read them in my email box to see who it's from and if it's an asshole or a true friend before I approve or not.
It's been a long time since I haven't approved a comment but shit like this, expressing how it's really going, tends to bring out the whacky people.
I'm not sure what to do.
I have moments of really great happiness but most of the time, my mood, my feelings are bleh. Just doing the day to day motions.
Whatever.
Later days.
Comments
I would say keep on writing - who knows, perhaps that will help and you'll feel a bit better. Then again, I don't know how real the threat of nasty comments is in this case - I can totally understand how you don't need them in addition to feeling depressed. Perhaps keep on writing and if the nasty comments appear, then you could just stop? Whatever you do, I hope you'll start feeling better. *HUGS*
Posted by: Kirsi | April 17, 2006 8:45 AM
You should be able to express your feelings here or anywhere you'd like without having those "people" giving you a hard time. You've been through so much and depression is going to be a side effect.
If you feel that you can't write it here, then don't. You know I'm here for you, you've got my number. I can also give you an email address that will reach me where ever I am. *BIG HUGS*
Love ya!!!
Posted by: Karen | April 17, 2006 9:11 AM
Whacky person, present and accounted for!
Cheer up, babycakes.
Posted by: Solonor | April 17, 2006 9:21 AM
kat--I am still a few months from surgery and my moods go up & down. Not to good today.. I admire you and all who go thru this...I know good things will come to you .....I know it!!!! Remember I'll need your humor in August!!!! Ly
Posted by: lynne | April 17, 2006 10:16 AM
You have to keep moving, Kat. Don't worry about nasty comments (I have no doubt you can handle them) You are an inspiration, though you may not mean to be. I'm having surgery next month and am scared shitless. But, I read your blog and I thought "if she can do it why can't I?" We all have our struggles, our burdens to bear but we get through it. Don't be too hard on yourself. This too shall pass...
Posted by: Brandi | April 17, 2006 10:58 AM
hey stranger.
Posted by: kimberly | April 17, 2006 5:03 PM
Kat, hang in there! I'm sure this is very normal for all you've been through. I don't expect those words to make this any easier for you. I can't even imagine how hard all of this is. But there's so many of us out here who think of you every day. And you seem to have enjoyed blogging for sooooo long. It would be a shame to give up something you have a passion for because you have a very justified and understandable case of the blues! Besides, your true friends on here don't mind when you gripe. :-)
Posted by: Jaime | April 17, 2006 9:25 PM
Well, you do whatever you have/want to do....but I hope you'll keep it open!
Posted by: Belle | April 18, 2006 1:08 AM