My Single Mom Life

I might be going out tonight. I really want to. I've had a long week and just need to go out and play.
A friend of mine might make a long ass drive down here to pick me up.
I hate living so far away from most of the people I hang out with now but I don't know how the boys would feel about moving to Tampa.
I really want to move more north or, closer to where my sis lives and get a car so I can drive to where everyone else is.
That will probably be what I end up doing.
*shrug*

You have no idea how bored I am. Oh wait, yes you do.
For me to actually post the stupid shit I did yesterday is proof of how bored I am.
I really need to get out more. Gah.
I would delete that crap but I never delete anything.
It's like a constant reminder to me to never let myself get that bored again...lol

I have been wearing my stim everyday. It's not bad at all but it's funny, normally 4 hours just flies by but when you have this thing on, and it's counting down from 4 hours to zero, you seem to notice every single minute that passes by. Makes it go by all that much slower.

The other day when the boys and I had to run out to mail a package, the movie store was having a sale to get rid of old movies so we went in to check it out.
Red dot= $5, Blue dot= $3, white dot= $1.
I got 3 white dot movies, Closer, Boogeyman (Special Edition) and Big Fish.
I've seen Big Fish and love it, but never seen the other 2.
I hear good things about Closer and so so things about Boogeyman.
Eh, for a dollar, who cares if it sucks.
We also rented Final Fantasy VII - Advent Children (2-Disc Special Edition). That was cool. Sebastian wanted that. We also rented Saw II (Widescreen Edition).
Didn't get to watch it because the copy is all fucked up.
It stops, starts, skips, freezes. I was pissed.
I called them and they were like we'll give you another copy when you come back in.
Ok, great, but that means I have to go back down there and that kinda distance is still a bit hard on me.
We took a cab the other day but that was because I had this huge package to mail out and get groceries to bring home.
I can't see spending money to just go get a new copy that isn't fuckered up.
And I know this store. I will tell them about this movies problems and they will put it back on the shelf so some other person gets stuck with a bad copy. They do it all the time.

Oh, the other night on Lost, did you all catch the commercial near the end? From the Hanso Foundation? It is on the same name servers as coca-cola but it ties in with the game or testing that the Hanso Foundation has set up on the island. Check it out; Sublymonal.com