So I canceled it.
I just called and canceled my PT appointment.
I know, bad.
I just really started getting agitated at the mere thought of having to go today.
Like pissed agitated.
A simple 45 minute appointment in the middle of the day, takes me 2 hours.
The ride there, about 10 minutes, waiting for my neighbor to come back and get me, about 20 minutes because she's disabled herself and needs to get herself moving again, the traffic because it's season down here, can take a long frigging time to get through.
It's like this freaking huge hassle, and the more I thought about going today, the angrier I got.
I'm not in a bad mood, just a frustrated mood.
I'm just frustrated with all of it. I'm tired of doctors and PT, meds, keeping track of levels of pain.
"What's your pain scale today?"
It fucking hurts! How's that!
I don't actually say that, I think that, I answer them on a 1-10 scale, politely, but man, I'm just so over it.
Maybe Wednesday's appointment will be a better non-frustrated day.
Comments
I didn't want to sound like a bad influence, but I would have done the same thing. PT will be there tomorrow.
Posted by: Brandi | April 2, 2007 12:54 PM
I WAS a bad influence. I gave her her excuse!
Posted by: lattegirl | April 2, 2007 4:43 PM
I cancelled my Pilates appointment today too. Must be something in the air.
Posted by: Chris (Singer) | April 2, 2007 5:19 PM
I hope Wednesday is better. I don't mind doing the stuff I have to do, either, but it's just so much RUNNING AROUND. It's ridiculous.
I hope you enjoyed having the day without it, though :)
Posted by: Belle | April 2, 2007 9:49 PM