My Single Mom Life

I've never been on a cruise, I really don't like open water at all. Bad experience with water when I was a kid, but I would love to do a crewed yacht charters kinda thing at some point in my life.
I won't do a huge cruise ship, I just can't do it. Titanic, Poseidon adventure etc., I can't bring myself to get on a huge boat like those. But a smaller boat, maybe a yacht, I think I could handle.
Everyone always tells me that I simply must do a cruise sometime. No thanks. You can have them. I'm not into a huge cruise ship of people getting sick because the staff doesn't wash their hands before they set up all that buffet food,, the possible, yet unlikely event that it tips over, sinks, or whatever, but a smaller boat, might be enjoyable to me. I'd need to start off small, then maybe go on a really big one. With a room right next to a life boat. hahahaha