I'm so totally wicked bummed out right now.
See, I have the opportunity to go to Orlando this Saturday, get paid $100, + get treated to lunch, + get to see a brand new application for a business, and I can't go.
I can't get there.
I was hoping that I could get a ride with someone, I offered $40.00 for gas, and nope, it's not gonna happen.
I was really looking forward to this.
Hell, my name is on the freaking list.
I'm like sitting here scheming up ways to get as close as possible. Like maybe go stay at a friends house in Tampa on Friday night, and maybe catch a ride with someone else who is going and lives in the Tampa area, but I doubt that will work.
I'm just bummed out ya know?
I can't wait to be able to drive. I can't wait till the restriction is lifted so I can just go where I want to, and fuck everybody else.
For $40.00, I can probably catch a Greyhound from SRQ to Orlando on Friday night, and then just hang out somewhere in Orlando till it's time for the thing to start. I'm sure I could occupy myself with things to do while there for a bunch of hours.
I may just do that, because this is something I want to do, I'm really interested in the app, want to meet these people I've been working for, have a bit of fun.
I'm not giving up on this yet, I just need to work out the logistics of the whole thing and plan it out.
I don't give up quite that easy when it's something I really want to do.




Comments
That sucks. I wish I were closer, I'd be so there for you!
Hope you can find a way to get there!
Posted by: Christine | July 17, 2007 6:44 PM
If you can somehow get to Tampa by Friday night, you can ride with us there and back, I just can't come to pick you up or drop you off.
Posted by: Colleen | July 17, 2007 7:01 PM
Try to keep a positive outlook and something might work out. (I keep trying the positive attitude thing, and sometimes stuff happens like I want it, sometimes it's completely unexpected.) But it can't hurt to hope.
I hope for your sake it DOES work out. Booyah!
Posted by: terry | July 17, 2007 8:13 PM