It's late! It's late!
Yeah, another late night for me here.
I'm absolutely wired and couldn't fall asleep if I even wanted to.
I decided to go for a walk about 40 minutes ago, just got back.
The teens are still awake, so Mark stayed here playing games, and Sebastian went with me.
We just walked around the block, through the cul de sac across the way, and back.
It was nice to get out and walk a bit, attempt to burn off some of this hyper energy.
Didn't work obviously. *laughs*
It started raining again on our way back, but it felt good.
I think it was the perfect ending to a whoreanus day to be honest.
It was just a really bad day for me.
I was up all night last night, stayed awake till about 7:30am or so, slept till about 10:30am, and then things just went downhill after that.
I do feel better though. I know my last post was like freaked out, but I was, and I felt like I was going to explode.
I emailed back and forth with a few friends, calmed down, and then went for a walk.
Sebastian and I talked on our walk about a bunch of different stuff, but he's a great listener, and he just let me vent everything out.
It's really cool having teenagers you know.
I know a lot of people complain about teens, and I agree, there are some teens who are just downright rotten human beings, but my sons are really cool people.
For being just 14 and (OMG! Mark turns 16 in 13 days!) 15, they are incredible young men.
They are smart, caring, empathetic, good listeners, and good advice givers.
Sebastian listened, and then told me his thoughts on the issue, and it made me feel better to know I did the right thing in his eyes.
I'm doing right in my kids eyes.
That's all that matters to me.
Alrighty, I'm outta here, I have some emails to reply to, a lot of blogs to catch up on, and other stuff to take care of.
Later days.
