Stay here.
I went for a really long walk this morning after only getting about 3 hours of sleep.
I just walked around and thought about stuff, people, things.
I'm having one of those days where I'm so wrapped up in my thoughts, I can't really focus on much of anything else.
So today will be just have to be the day I get stuff done around here. I have a mountain of dishes to deal with, clothes to wash and dry, a bathroom to scrub, and I'll just do that.
I don't trust these emotions I'm having to not explode into words I won't be able to take back.
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I hear ya... more than you might even imagine.
Posted by: terry | September 27, 2007 9:16 PM
It's hard not to say the words, regardless of whether or not they can be taken back. I don't think I'd want to deal with the fallout, either, though. I hope your mental-health, getting-things-done day was productive and cathartic!
Posted by: Devilish Southern Belle | September 27, 2007 10:24 PM
It was. I got my house clean, reorganized the living room did that whole mountain of dishes.
And man, when I say mountain, I mean it. Both sides were full and I had dirty pans from 3 days of cooking meals, stacked up on top the stove.
I just didn't want to do them. hahahaha
Posted by: Kat | September 27, 2007 10:26 PM