My Single Mom Life

I'm ok, just feeling out of it.
Stress makes it worse for me when I'm sick, and yeah, saying stress doesn't even begin to cover it.
But I'm getting to the point that I just don't care.
Not don't care like I've given up on everything, but I just don't care what other people do.
I can't change anyone, neither can anyone else.
We are who we are, and pushing people to change for our needs is wrong.
I'm not pushing back, I'm just shrugging my shoulders right now.
Ok, not really shrugging because my shoulders are so sore, but you know what I mean.
I've completely accepted it all, and have chosen to just leave it be whatever it's going to be.

I'm really tired and worn out, I have so much work to catch up on, but can't do it right now.
I can barely form a coherent thought, never mind write up stuff that makes a ton of sense.
I'm just trying to get through the night. I have a doc appointment in the morning, so I'm just trying to rest as much as possible so he doesn't decide to draw more blood and tell me my white cells are screwed again.
I'm probably dreaming on that one, I am sick and I know it.
My stomach is all twisted again, my body is sore.

Oh, speaking of twisted, I will get the rest of the guess the movies done before the 26th, just hang in there with me.
Later days.