My Single Mom Life

Ok, so, I made all these freaking appointments at all these freaking doctors they want me to go to, and I did, then this morning, it all comes crashing down.
Three of the doctors are not taking new medicare patients after they had already scheduled my appointments.
!!!
I also have to go back to hematology again, because they didn't get the proper faxes on records and diagnosis information they needed to have in order to correctly diagnose me.
I have to do all that blood work again and I may end up having to do the bone marrow test.

I am beyond not happy.
I am beyond pissed.

I now have to find all new doctors for these things they want done.
This is so fucking frustrating!!
Arugh!!!
The 3 hour long chat with the psychotherapist on Friday afternoon should be fun eh?
You wanna know what my problem is?!
Do ya really?!
I'm sick and fucking tired of all this fucking medical bullshit!!
I'm not depressed you stupid fucking asshat motherfuckers!!!
I'm sick and tired of all this shit! All the testing, all the appointments, all the fucking phone calls!
I am not depressed at all!
No!
But I may just be slightly fucking homicidal at this point!!