I'm seriously going to freaking explode.
This is all starting to be too much for me.
I think I've finally hit the single mom/super woman/can do it all, wall, and crashed into face first and obtained bodily injury.
Let's take a small tally of the things I have to replace shall we?
1. Lawn mower that got blown up by asshat neighbors dumping charcoal on the lawn.
2. Answering machine that fried due to lightning.
3. new telephone that fried due to lightning.
4. router that fried due to lightning.
5. xbox360 due to ethernet port taking a shit. No longer under warranty.
Yes, these are all material items, I know this.
We have a home and food, and the kids are in great health. But these things are things that either made life easier, or brought joy to this home.
I'm exhausted, I'm sick, I'm feeling crazy.
I have no sympathy for people today, so don't look to me for comfort.
I also recommend not coming to me to complain about anything. It may end up in some type of bodily injury for yourself.
Don't bitch at me for things I have not done. Man, that one gets me riled up like you wouldn't believe. I simply do what needs to be done, and bam! It's all my fault that you feel oppressed.
Oppressed? For serious? And she was. And I don't give a fuck.
And ya know what? Life isn't fair. Shit is gonna happen and that's the way it is.
I had heap loads of shit dumped on me since Sunday morning, lost a lot of items I don't have money to replace, and as much as I want to just sit down and bawl my fucking eyes out, I'm not. I'm still attempting to maintain my home and take care of my family and think of ways I can take care of all these things and everything else that landed on my plate lately.
My home is a complete disaster right now.
Days of trying to fix things while sick and in pain, and nope, it didn't work. All I have left now is a giant mess.
I think I'm just gonna tune out for the night, stick in a movie and ignore things.
I can't help anyone else anyway.
Comments
Take a deep breath Kat !!!
Posted by: John | January 23, 2008 11:54 PM
Oh Boy! I am so sorry you have to deal with all this crap. If you need a hand or just want to vent and rant for a long time... just call me
Posted by: Mindy | January 24, 2008 12:32 AM
I hate people that feel like you have no right to complain just because basic needs are met. I'd be very cranky without some of our wants as well. You deserve to enjoy a movie, and I hope you did!
Posted by: Devilish Southern Belle | January 24, 2008 8:02 AM
This too shall pass........
Posted by: Chris (Singer) | January 24, 2008 9:37 AM
Well shit Kat, I wish I knew what to say and not upset anyone. Believe me having a act of mother nature ruin your life and totally piss you off is something that people don't expect to happen to them. I've been there, done that. And what makes it worse are the people who don't understand or care, and tell you to get over it. I loath them people. But will never wish anything bad onto them. By the way Kat, you still rock and I don't think I can thank you enough for all that you have done for me. You do need to not stress yourself so much, its not fair to you!! If there is anything I can do for you please let me know.
Posted by: Christie | January 24, 2008 11:35 AM
*Hugs* That's all I have.
Posted by: Dyane | January 24, 2008 1:59 PM
Dude, you have to realize that you are NOT superwoman and you can't fix everything in the world, and rants like this are good for ya.
BIG BIG hug from me, sweetie.
Some of us love and appreciate you without asking for a thing.
Posted by: terry | January 25, 2008 4:28 AM