My Single Mom Life

If you guessed Mark, you'd be correct.
I gave him some Nyquil last night so he could sleep instead of couch all night long, and he woke up with a raging hot fever like he had last night.
I gave him some more Nyquil this morning, and am letting him sleep.
He's tired he tells me, so he can sleep all day if he feels the need to.

Sebastian wasn't too thrilled about having to go to school alone, but he's healthy, he can go to school.
I know it's still kinda scary for him being a freshman and walking by himself at such an early hour of the day, but he won't always have big brother Mark by his side in life, he can manage for just one day while Mark gets better.

I've been up most of the night, I just couldn't sleep.
Stress, lots of thinking about things and people, home, finances etc.
I drive myself crazy over thinking everything I tell ya.
I think a lot of my stress last night, had to do with the medication screw ups this past month, and the weekend feeling like crap, and then allowing people to get under my skin.
I need to not do that, I know.
But I vented, I thought, I over thought, and I calmed myself down.
I cannot control the actions of other people, I can only control my reactions to those actions.
But as a Pisces, I am a deeply emotional person, I take on the weight of the world, attempt to do everything and be everything, to every single person who I come in contact with.
It's a zodiac curse to be under this sign.

So I've resolved for today, (one day at a time if need be) to only take control of my reactions to others actions.
To not allow the petty and negative influence they are attempting to place on me, onto me.
Today will be a good day.
That is how I am starting it, and I will not end it on a bad note.
If a bad thing happens, I will react to it as best I can, and continue to strive for a better day.

So let's all try to have a good Tuesday, let's only take on what we place onto ourselves, and not allow others negative ideas and desires, into our happy place.
'Om'