My Single Mom Life

I have been sick and in pain, and stressed out, and just feeling miserable.
When I get like that, I don't want to talk or play, or do anything but lay in my bed and hope for sleep.
On top of my shoulder and back issues, (the trigger point injections never did work) I ended up with some sort of stomach bug and a cold of some sort.
Talk about miserable!
Apparently a few kids in Mark's class at school were sick with something, he got coughed and sneezed on, and I probably ate something bad or caught a virus of some sort, which worked better than any colon cleanse on the market.
I probably dropped 10 pounds in the last 2 days with all my trips to the bathroom to vomit out both ends.

Not fun I tell ya.
So I was just in a bad place dealing with that, the shoulder pain, and stress from having to once again purchase things I don't really want to.
Sure I can use my Roomba, but that requires running it nearly every day, and having to stop it, empty it, and restart it to get the rug really clean.
I like it, it does work really great, but I used my big vac for fast cleanups if someone was coming over or something.
And the whole pc monitor issue has me kinda pissed off.
I know I have to buy them another crt monitor, but I don't want to.
I just got them the new tower at xmas, the monitor they have is less than 2 years old, I think, and now it has to be replaced.
I'm just not up for it financially right now.
I have so many doctors appointments and medical crap to pay for, that trying to come up with money for another monitor and vac is just making me crazy and mad.
I just got paid, and it's going to be fully spent come Tuesday morning when I see the doc.
That sucks.

I'm stressed way out man.
Like way, way, way out.
It's all too much for me to deal with, but I'm trying.
I have my little meltdowns and then I get back to work, because if I do want to find the money to somehow to pay for all this stuff, I have to just keep going.
No just laying in bed and wishing it would all go away.
But I needed that day to just lay in bed and be miserable.
I really didn't mean to worry you Mom and Dad and Shell, I just really wasn't feeling well, and I think vomiting over the phone would have been just plain rude.
I know, saying don't call me was rude too, but really, I just couldn't handle talking to anyone.
My head hurt, my nose was stuffed up with a combination of snot and hurl, my stomach, back, and shoulder were killing me, I kept getting some serious leg cramps, and the stress, had turned me into someone who would have verbally ripped your heads off if I had to speak to you.
I apologize for making you worry.
I'm still not feeling all that great, but at least the vomiting from both ends has stopped.
Now if this migraine and other pains would just go away, I'd feel a whole lot better.