Not enough time, not enough money.
I finally got some affordable term life insurance quotes that I can afford, but now that I found them, I don't have enough money to make the first monthly payment right now.
With how fast time is passing until I have my neck surgery, I just don't have enough time or money to do everything that I need to do.
I still have so much to do and take care of.
I have to go get a pre-surgery physical to clear me for the surgery, it has to be done by a primary care physician, not my surgeon, not my pain doc, and because my old primary care doc is so busy, there are no available appointments before my surgery. I begged them to just squeeze me in, but they said they just don't have any open slots at all.
My pain doc gave me a name for one that they use, and I do have an appointment for next Monday, the 25th at 10am.
My surgeon is faxing over all the details of the work I've already had done as well as what the new surgery is so that she knows why I have to have the physical, and then yee haw, I get to go be poked and prodded, and put in stirrups, and all that jazz.
I really hate the pre-surgery physical.
It's so detailed.
No body par is left untouched or not looked at.
But it's ok, I'm dealing with it all and I know that things are going to be ok.
The teens have gotten a lot more accepting of the whole thing especially since I'll only be gone for 4 days.
They are really happy about that, and so am I.
I'm very greatful that it's nowheres near as long as the first spine fusion.
