Need some time.
I am dealing with a lot right now, a very big decision regarding the surgery has to be made, a decision that will affect the rest of my life.
The wrong decision will be a truly wrong decision.
I am dealing with a crap load of emotions that go with this too, all kinds of stuff, so I want to apologize if I may not be around for a few days, or if I don't answer any emails for a few days, I can barely think straight about what I'm doing for the next 5 minutes and so having to do all kinds of other stuff just isn't going to happen until a final decision is made and I fully accept and comes to terms with it.
Whichever I choose, it will have lifelong consequences for me physically and emotionally.
I'm really not in a good place right now.
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I completely understand and I'm sure that others will too. Take your time. This is the real deal and it affects the rest of your life. Sending you lots of love.
Posted by: ConnieFoggles | June 12, 2009 2:01 AM
Kat, I shall hope for the best for you.
Don't worry about a thing as to pesponding to a clown such as me, I'm fine with it. Take care of yourself first and foremost :-)
Posted by: mac | June 12, 2009 3:23 PM
I'm thinking about you here. You will make the right choice whatever it is.
Posted by: Kelli | June 12, 2009 10:13 PM
Hi Kat - I just came across your blog yesterday and I haven't had time to read much so I'm not up to speed on the cause of your need for surgery or the complications thereof. But my youngest son, Jordan, who is 49 has had 3 vertebrae removed from his neck and these have been replaced with titanium tubing. I'm not sure how long he was off work . . . doesn't seem like it was very long . . . and now he's back at work as a safety officer on an oil rig off the coast of Saudi Arabia. His wife said that his doctor told him of the possibility of future surgery in the same area and I think he's seeing that as something that will be needed but I'm telling you all this just to encourage you that the medics are doing some remarkable things now-a-days and that hopefully your surgery will be just fine too. Anyway, all the best to you your young 'uns, eh? We'll be thinking good thoughts for you. John
Posted by: JEB | June 13, 2009 7:17 PM
((((HUGS))))
Posted by: Lara | June 16, 2009 2:23 PM