He's leaving on Sunday morning.
Sebastian really is going to Maine, he leaves on Sunday morning, Mindy is driving us to the airport so that I can check him in at the desk.
I can't believe that he's really going to go, I'm sad, nervous, scared, and I'm worried about him flying by himself.
We've started getting his clothes ready to pack up, and on Saturday, I'm going to wash all of the clothes that he's taking, dry them, and pack them up in the suitcase as soon as they come out of the dryer so that everything is really clean and fresh.
He's picked out all of his fave shirts, his super cool urban clothing that he's accumulated over the year, you know, all the "cool" t-shirts that the kids are wearing these days, and he's wanting to take my shirt that I won from Jenn.
He loves that shirt and every single time that I wash it, he gets it out of the dryer and puts it on before I even get a chance to see it, never mind actually wear my own shirt.
I just really can't believe that he's going.
I'm so nervous about him flying by himself, and he's going to an airport that I've never flown through, so I'm really nervous about that.
He has an almost 2 hour layover in Newark New Jersey.
Yeah, totally nervous about that, but we've gone over what he needs to do about a million times, I make him repeat it all back to me so that I know that it's sunk in his head.
I just can't believe that he's going, my baby, he's all grown up and going to fly by himself.
I am going to be so totally nervous and worried all day Sunday until I know that he's safely landed in Maine and with family members, I'm going to be a freaking wreck, I know it.
I asked him to make sure that he calls me on his layover, and then again when he lands in Maine, and then again when they pick him up at the airport.
I know, I sound like an overbearing, overprotective mother, but neither of the teens have ever flown alone, so yeah, I'm like way nervous and scared, I just don't want anything bad to happen to him, and I am so not going to be able to relax until I know that he's safely with his father and half-siblings.
Ack!
I'm a wreck already!
