I knew there would be problems.
I just knew it, I knew that there would be problems letting Sebastian go to Maine, I knew it.
He left Sunday, it's only Tuesday night, and already there are problems.
I knew there would be, but I thought that it would take at least a week before anything happened.
I really don't want to go into it, I know that his father reads my blogs, so I will not get into it just yet.
But I will say that I am extremely disappointed in Sebastian, extremely disappointed and extremely hurt.
I didn't think that the influence would be so immediate on him, I thought that I raised him better than that.
He will be coming home earlier than planned.
I'm sorry, but I will not allow this to continue, I can't.
As soon as I have the money, I'll have it in about a week and a half, I'll be buying a ticket and he'll be coming home.
I am so hurt right now, hurt, angry, but mostly hurt.
Comments
Issues 2 days in? Damn, I hope whatever it is doesn't cause a lasting problem between you & Sebastian.
Posted by: Chickie | June 22, 2010 11:32 PM
:( I'm sorry that things didn't work out, and that drama has raised its ugly head so soon after him leaving.
Posted by: Jenn | June 23, 2010 12:16 AM
Im so sorry kat.
Posted by: bluepaintred | June 23, 2010 1:14 AM
i'm sorry kat! really am. i was apprehensive to comment earlier when i learned that sebastian was leaving. how much are you short to bring him home..?? let me know.. i wanna help. let me help pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
Posted by: mama bok | June 23, 2010 2:23 PM
I know its rough Kat and your extremely upset, which is completely understandable as I have gone thru this. But maybe its what he needed for closure? Does that sound harsh? But in reality sometimes taking that one step and realizing the total truth is a real eye opener. I hope your Son is okay and all. I know your a total wreck, I can feel it. Take Care Kat...he will be home soon.
Posted by: Christie | June 23, 2010 3:09 PM
Whatever it is that Sebastian has done, I'm so very sorry. You know that he probably didn't want to hurt you, just please his dad. As someone who has always been a "people pleaser" (and I think that Sebastian is the same way?), I know that it's very difficult to say no to someone, especially someone who is an 'authority', like a father... especially if you're holding out hope that they will be some kind of awesome guy and you want to impress them. I hope this comment makes sense! I hardly got any sleep last night.
Posted by: Louise | June 24, 2010 7:11 AM
I am sorry that things have gone bad on your sons trip. I was hoping that everything would go well and he would get what he needed to get out of the visit.
Posted by: Randy | June 24, 2010 10:13 AM
just wanna check on any updates on your side. i hope you are feeling better today.. *hugggs* !
thinking of you .. and praying for all of you.. from Canada..!
Posted by: mama bok | June 24, 2010 11:12 PM
I'm checking in, too, to see if Sebastian is on his way home. Thinking about you and sending a big hug.
Posted by: Single Mom Seeking | June 26, 2010 6:24 PM
Kat, I actually read this post after your most recent one, so I guess my comment needs to be re-adjusted. If there are problems already there and bad influences, than yeah, maybe he should come home right away and maybe you should do whatever you can to make sure that he stays with you and doesn't go to school there. He needs strong positive influences in his life - like what you've been providing all along. I'm glad his dad is getting involved, but you've been raising him and that's where the work was involved. Hang in there.
Posted by: The Constant Complainer | June 27, 2010 12:36 PM